why does spring last so long
maybe if we ever get artificial seasons working we can shorten it to like a month
in spring i’m more motivated for pretty much everything, but i’m also more distracted so it cancels out. the last two years i started getting really used to and comfortable with spring right about when it was ending, and it feels like it’ll happen this year too, i wonder if that’ll stay consistent. maybe i should move to the equator (not really).
I feel so sorry for people who have it worse than me, I do have it pretty bad but mostly the babywanting and (for me) pets and other people’s babies help a lot. But there’s someone a couple apartments up who just keeps breaking down crying all spring.
There are some babies kind of around, which is really good, but I’m never going to have siblings, my parents are too old. If I ever get a credit myself it’s not gonna be soon.
I wish I lived up in some mountains somewhere where it snowed all year round and also it was magically always winter and spring never came.
(while I’m at it I wish aliens would land tomorrow and give us FTL and there were millions of perfect empty planets and everyone could get to them as easy as hopping on a train)
But we live in the real world, so instead I think I’m gonna go curl up with the cat and reread Seachild and probably doze off and when I wake up I’ll be done with this mood for now, that’ll be nice.
