Retiring
So, I thought Iād make a quick update post about retiring since I keep disappearing and appearing randomly in and out of the community. Honestly, I donāt think many people really care, but a few people might want to know so I figure I should say something about it. And if not, maybe youāre just curious.
For the amount of work that I try to put in, itās really easy for me to get burnt out from anything related to pen spinning. As a moderator I kind of feel like a role model or a community contributor, and itās very draining in terms of interacting with other spinners, making projects, and trying to keep encouraging activity in any way I can. Ā
It might seem like not that much work from the outside, and maybe it isnāt to some people but I personally start to feel tired. General moderation on the forum means that I have to deal with the worst of the people or situations on the forum, and it ends up being my job to sort it out. Iāll deal with some troublemakers maybe, and Iām also trying to look for new members that show promise and encouraging people where I can. Making projects such as collaboration videos which is a lot of editing and organization, or even just blog posts requires me to sit down and write an outline to structure what I want to talk about.
It gets increasingly hard when I know that I should be doing something more productive than my hobby that I enjoy a lot. Stuff gets in the way sometimes and I have to deal with life stuff like everyone else.
Now, Iām not quitting pen spinning or anything, I still spin occasionally when Iām at my desk. Iām not deleting UPSB off of my bookmarks and never visiting it again. But. Iām also not guaranteeing that any of that is impossible to happen down the road. I still intend to lurk and check up on people occasionally but itās just getting difficult for me to keep going.
The community needs fresh blood and activity to encourage growth and I wish I could do a lot more, but I hope that some of the active members will carry on and contribute just by being around and enjoying the hobby like I have.















