Summary: Jay is Vanessa's Secret Santa and has no idea of what to get her. Until Hailey gives him a clue.
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Summary: Vanessaβs last night in Chicago rolls around just as a nasty thunderstorm hits, forcing Hailey and Vanessa to cut around the awkwardness and confront the building tension between them.
Words: ~4.3K
Warnings: very light smut, implied sex, mentions of child ab*se, astraphobia (fear of thunderstorms)
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In the darkness, hidden in the thickness of the humidity, something is always brewing. Every summer, without fail, has proven to bring it. It starts with the tension in the air, then the heat quickly rises, dispersing electrons to build a current, and then boom! The first rumble of thunder comes. The flash of lightning follows in the blink of an eye. Maybe thereβs rain, maybe there isnβt. Some summer storms vary. But always, always, always, there is thunder and lightning. Something is really enticing about it though, the way the tension and heat lead to this abrupt and extravagant roar, a show of sound and light that no one can ever really replicate.
Vanessa Rojas thinks thereβs a metaphor somewhere in that.
Itβs summer 2020. August 13th. The height of pandemic chaos, the hottest day of the year, and the last night sheβll ever spend in Chicago.
The St. Louis Police Department sent her an offer to run her own task force a month ago. In any other condition, Vanessa probably would have rejected the offer without hesitation. Everyone in Intelligence is her family now and she feels rooted in the connections sheβs made with the people here. Only this offer was a great opportunity and, if sheβs being honest, these last few months have really reminded her how short life can be. In the blink of an eye you could get hit by a bus or shot on the job or infected by some horrible disease. Itβs all unknown to her, whatβll happen next in life. She thinks maybe she deserves to explore her options a little. She could never afford to do that before but she can now, so really, whatβs stopping her?
It was a spur of the moment decision but once she accepted it, there was no going back. She never regretted it until she had to tell the unit. Voightβs reaction was supportive. Adam, Kim, and Jay were all thrilled for her. Kevin and Hailey, on the other hand, were the ones feeling the effects of it the most. She doesnβt blame them for it though. Even she herself didnβt know sheβd be leaving. Their surprise must be ten times worse. Thankfully sheβs managed to smooth it over with Kev but Haileyβs been reeling from itβ from herβ for the past two weeks.
That was why, when the weather forecast says thereβs a thunderstorm in store for tonight, she was sort of thrilled. Sheβs got packing to do anyway (even though itβs considerably minimal packing) and a storm thatβll box them in and deter them from leaving the apartment means Haileyβs chances of saying no to helping Vanessa pack were slim to none. She accepted gracefully that morning and now, when the day borders on the evening and the sun has set, it gets blocked by clouds leaving a misty grey sky and a tense Hailey Upton. Vanessaβs least favourite Haileyβ although, admittedly, sheβd take any version of Hailey over anyone else any day.
βThanks for helping me pack,β Vanessa tells her over the sound of pouring rain as they sift through the things in the kitchen trying to decipher which stuff belongs to Vanessa. Theyβre standing side by side, leaning against the counter as Vanessa shoves her spice rack in a box (and she gnaws at her lip when she sees Hailey labelled the habanero salt as βRoja-baneroβ which she thinks will always remain the lamest pun to ever exist). Her elbow bumps against Haileyβs as the spice rack falls into the box, and it sends a tingle up Vanessaβs spine.
βYeah, no problem.β Then after a moment, Hailey adds in a softer voice without ever meeting Vanessaβs eye, βI still canβt believe youβre leaving.β
βItβs a great opportunity, Hails, you know that,β she refutes. βBut you know Iβm going to miss you.β
Hailey blinks a little at that. βYou will?β
βYeah, of course,β Vanessa assures. Was it not obvious just how fucking bad sheβll miss Hailey Upton? Was it not embarrassingly blatant? Itβsβ¦ almost abnormal, the amount Vanessaβs going to miss waking up to share a coffee machine with her each morning, to shoot Hailey a playful wink at work and say βsee you at home, roomieβ like itβs an inside joke no one understands. βWhy else do you think Iβve put off packing for so long?β
βI just thought you didnβt have much to pack,β she admits in her own defence.
βAlso true. But itβs a hell of a lot more than what I had when I first moved in.β
Hailey lets out an amused snort at that. βYeah, I remember you dragging that one duffle bag into ourβ myβ apartment that day. Man, that feels like ages ago.β
The reminder that sheβs moving is enough to make Vanessa wince with heartache, but she forces a half-assed smile anyway. βIt does, yeah. Iβve got a lot of good memories here.β
Thereβs a moment where Vanessa becomes acutely aware of the fact that their hands are gripping onto the counter right next to each otherβ so close that theyβre almost touchingβ and that from their pinkies to their elbows, their skin makes the gentlest contact. A familiar lump forms in Vanessaβs throat and her breath hitches.
βWell here, letβs make a toast then,β Hailey suggests, pulling away abruptly and moving far away to the other side of the island. Sheβs gunning for the whiskey though, Vanessa can already tell that. Haileyβs default whenever things get uncomfortable is to pull out the whiskey, frankly, and having your roommate move out is definitely uncomfortable for her. (Not that sheβs an alcoholic, but it gives her something to do with her hands, Vanessa thinks.) So, Hailey goes on her tiptoes and finds the good stuff, pulling it down with a grunt and grabbing two glasses with it.
By the time sheβs done pouring it in, Vanessaβs moved from the counter to the island. Theyβre still on opposite sides of it but she leans in so much that it feels like thereβs a lot less space. βCheers,β Hailey says while lifting her glass up, sliding Vanessaβs across the marble island, βto the memories we made here.β
βCheers to that,β Vanessa echoes. She clinks her glass against Haileyβs and they both take a sip. Haileyβs eyes train on her as she takes her sip, and Vanessaβs sip becomes a lot bigger all of a sudden. The whiskey burns at her throat but it proves to be a useful distraction from whatever that charged, piercing look was.
Vanessaβs been getting a lot of those looks from Hailey shot her way recently. It started right around the time when she told her about the job offer, actually. And this energy thatβs been building between them ever since has been nothing short of confusing andβ¦ kind of amazing? It sends a flutter in her stomach thatβs addicting, even if sheβs terrified of it because she knows soon itβll just be one more thing to miss about Chicago.
But itβs like she said: the whiskeyβs a good distraction.
βSo I think weβve packed everything you need,β Hailey tries conversing again after she takes a second sip, moving over to the couch and giving the living room a once over (checking for more stuff to pack, she thinks) before sitting down. βWell, it was nice knowing you.β
βDonβt be ridiculous,β Vanessa sorts as she plops down next to her on the couch and gives Haileyβs knee an affectionate pat. βIβm still going to talk to you. Thereβs texting and calling and facetime and all sorts of shit like that. And Iβll come and visit you guys come Christmas time. Trust me, youβre not getting rid of me that easily.β
βGood.β Haileyβs voice comes out raspy and quietβ and very uneven. It sends a chill down Vanessaβs spine. βI donβt want to get rid of you.β
Trying to keep her brain from short circuiting, Vanessa utters the only thing she can seem to think of. βIβm going to miss you so fucking much.β
This seems to do something to Hailey, because suddenly sheβs squirming in her skin and trying to shift further away on the couch, leaving a good foot of space between her and Vanessa. Hailey just clears her throat awkwardly, takes another sip of whiskey, and finds anything to look at apart from Vanessa.
Did she do something wrong in admitting that? The fact that sheβs leaving tomorrow has certainly given Vanessa the ability to be a little moreβ¦ bold, in her feelings (feelings which, lately, have been anything but platonic) but she wouldnβt dare risk ruining the last night sheβll ever have with her best friend before leaving.
But oh God, did she just ruin it anyway?
βItβs raining.β Hailey suddenly points out. Her eyes are absently focused on the downpour outside the windows across from the couch, glossed over with something fearful that peaks Vanessaβs curiosity.
There are four windows, really: two outer windows that are merely windows, and two inner windows that are rather sliding glass doors that lead to a small balcony. Combined, it means the view of the city from the couch is wide and unobstructed. Itβs beautiful in the mornings when the blue sky and the natural sunlight sink in to light up the place, but on days like these with a storm as bad as this, the trail the lightning makes in the sky is clear as day. In a matter of seconds, Hailey manages to look at the hot, heavy rain through all four windows, her eyes never once needing to blink.
βYeah,β Vanessa replies hesitantly. βItβs coming down pretty hard.β
At that moment, a big and sudden rumble of thunder decides to go off. Hailey flinches, practically jumps out of her skin as she holds her breath and grabs onto Vanessaβs hand out of instinct.
βSorry,β she whispers after the thunder ceases, still sounding like sheβs holding her breath. βI hate storms. The flashing and the loud noises, it makes me feel like Iβm six again and running from my dad; running from the one thing I canβt control. Itβsβ¦ I just really fucking hate thunder.β
Oh shit.
Haileyβs mentioned her father before and all of the torrent abuse he inflicted on their family. It never dawned on her that loud noises like this could affect someone as tough as Hailey Upton. In all fairness, you can duck and hide from gunshots, and perps can be caught and arrested. Thereβs no defending against a storm, though. Once it comes, it comes, and thereβs no escaping it. Hailey probably hasnβt felt like that in a while. Vanessa wishes she could have protected Hailey from her father but if the only thing she can do right now is to help talk her through this torrential downpour, then sheβll do it with all her might.
Hailey moves to let go of her hand, but Vanessa squeezes back even tighter so that their hands stay intertwined. βItβs okay,β she assures the blonde, her thumb rubbing gently at Haileyβs hand. βI get it. But Iβm right here. My plane doesnβt leave until tomorrow morning, which means I can stay here and Iβll be by your side the whole nightβ
βI donβt need a babysitter,β Hailey tries playing tough. βIβll be fine.β
βWhatβd I say about not being ridiculous? Huh?β She arches her brow at Hailey, who takes the hint and sighs.
βFine, okay. Thank you,β she adds, a small smile creeping on her face. Theyβre still holding hands, Vanessa realizes. It makes her stomach feel like shoes in a washing machine.
βNo problem, roomie. The forecast said itβll get bad though so we should make sure to prepare for if the next hot flash causes a power outaββ Halfway through her sentence, the second flash of lightning comes and the lights start flickering. For a moment, they both hang in the silence watching the lightning, but then gust of wind and rain hits the side of their apartment building especially hard and the lights start flickeringβ¦ flickeringβ¦ flickeringβ¦.
And then boom. The thunder rumbles as the power craps out.
βShit,β Vanessa curses under her breath.
βThe candles are--β
βSecond shelf from the bottom,β she finishes, βI know.β
The reminder of how familiar they are with each other and sharing a space is nothing new but only this time does it make her heart crawl into her throat. Although lately, if Vanessaβs being honest, moments like these have been happening way more often. Itβs gotten to the point where her heart is practically living in her throat, taking refuge from the rest of her body and making her speechless.
She shakes that feeling off thoughβ or tries to with all her mightβ and then gets up to grab some candles. Absently pulling a few out of the drawer with a matchbox, she lights them and brings them over to the couch. Thereβs a coffee table on the left side where Haileyβs sitting, and another one on the right, so she places one on each. For the right side, the firewood candle Kim and Adam had bought her as a going away present, and for the left side coffee table, the honey and thyme candle. Itβs Haileyβs favourite; the closest-smelling thing sheβll ever have to Greece.
When the candles are all lit and placed, Vanessa finds her way back to her spot on the couch again. Her hand absently finds Haileyβs and her nose gets filled with the scents of the candles almost instantly. Itβs a perfect combo, funnily enough.
Not to mention that Jesus, Hailey Upton under dim light looks like a fucking goddess.
Hailey manages to speak though, musters a small smile and replies, βWhat are you going to do when youβre in a new place and canβt find the candles?β
βWell Iβll just put them in the second shelf from the bottom in whatever new place I have,β she shrugs. βJust like you do. And then whenever I reach for them, itβll be like Iβm taking a tiny piece of this place with me.β
Hailey blinks at that. Once, then twice, then about half a dozen times much more rapidly. Jesus. This night has been nothing short of awkward, Vanessa thinks. First, the storm freaks Hailey out. Then she has to go and say something just a little too bold, and then she has the audacity to do it again? And freak Hailey out even more? God, what a wreck. Leaving Chicago really is doing a number on her.
Only Vanessaβs starting to think itβs not merely the act of leaving thatβs doing this to her. Itβs leaving Hailey.
Before Vanessa can say anything about it, however, sheβs interrupted by Hailey.
Haileyβs whoβs lunging forward. Hailey, whoβs cupping Vanessaβs face with her hands. Hailey, whoβs now kissing her with sweet, determined lips like thereβs no tomorrow.
Because there isnβt. Not for them, at least. And that thought alone makes Vanessa pull away instantly (no matter how blissful and insanely amazing the kiss was). βWoah woah woah,β she stammers quietly, the rain still beating down against the windows. Her lips feel numb from the kiss in all the right ways. βWhat was that for?β
βBecause I felt like it,β Hailey tells her simply, still nervous and rambling. βBecause you let me hold your hand through this storm, because you knew where the candles were, because Iβve had a glass of whiskey, because I may never see you again, because you said you missed meβ twice, actually. And becauseβ¦ because I never said it back.β
And holy shit, each word washes over Vanessa until sheβs drowning in Haileyβs voice.
She feels the same way? The realization comes as a shock. As a detective, it probably shouldnβt have taken getting kissed to figure that out but alas, theyβre here. Now. In this moment. And Vanessaβs joy, though comparable to taking ecstasy, is overthrown by the fact that she has boxes packed in the kitchen and bags packed in her room. Sheβs leaving tomorrow, which means she has no idea what to do. Will taking this step only once make things even worse? Will the pain of leaving be even worse? Does she care?
Maybe she doesnβt.
Thereβs a deafening, thick moment of silence where Vanessa swears her brain is on fire. The rain keeps beating down outside, the AC blasting out any hot August air. For a moment, everything is still and frozen except for the rain. Itβs like the storm outside is now in her heart though. Thereβs tension, humidity, bubbling up in the space between them and accumulating in the air.
Something has to break it. Something has to crack. Haileyβs made her move though, so now, maybeβ¦ itβs time to make hers.
βYou didnβt have to,β she replies gently.
Just like that, the stalemate is broken. All that cumulative density and anticipation gather like particles in the air until the pathway is found a crack! The next flash of thunder makes its way through the sky right as Vanessa leans in and kisses Hailey back. She can feel Hailey smiling into the kiss but only responds by pushing her lips further onto her.
βIβm stillββ she tries uttering between kissesβ βleavingββ Hailey slips her tongue into her mouthβ βtomorrow.β
βI know,β Hailey whispers, pulling back for a second to meet Vanessaβs eye. Itβs the first time tonight that she doesnβt look nervous or hesitant. Thereβs just something fierce and beautiful in those big blue eyes, something that makes Vanessaβs whole world quake with affection. Her soft hands cup Vanessaβs face and her thumbs stroke gently at her cheeks. Itβs like she said before. Whole. World. Quaking. βBut weβll always have tonight then. Are you okay with that?β
Vanessaβs more than okay with it. In fact, sheβs never been more okay with something her entire life. It means she doesnβt have to wait a second before delivering her answer. βIβd rather have one night with you than a hundred with anyone else.β
Hailey beams at that. Like, practically glows with joy in a way Vanessaβs never seen. They both lean back into the kiss, lips and tongues more gentle and relentless as ever. Thunder booms throughout the sky again and Hailey flinches a second time, but Vanessaβs hands find her waist and hold herβ not too tight that sheβs scared, but firm enough so that the pressure keeps her in Vanessaβs embrace.
Haileyβs lips are softer than sheβd imagined (several times, admittedly) but Hailey herself is still commanding. The fear from the storm raging outside in the hot summer air is now gone, replaced with something equally hot, equally heavy, and even more exhilarating. It makes it so that Vanessa finds herself sliding back onto the couch, letting Hailey position herself on top of her. Thunder booms again. This time, with Vanessa under her, Hailey doesnβt flinch.
βShirt,β Hailey orders in a mumble, already pulling at Vanessaβs black tank top. It comes off in an instant, the two of them tearing it off eagerly as Haileyβs lips place a trail of kisses from her lips to her jawline, to her neck, to her collarbone, all the way down to her barely covered chest.
Barely covered soon becomes not covered at all. Hailey takes her flannel off just before unhooking Vanessaβs bra in one fell swoop. And the amount of skin thatβs pressed together, kissed, licked, teased, prodded, milked for all its worth after that is unbearably intense. It sends her body on fire, so much so that Vanessa thinks for a second the walls of this apartment were useless against the storm and sheβs actually been struck by fucking lightning. A moan slips out of her mouth into Haileyβs ear, which breeds a positive reaction and a moan of her own.
Some strange and primal instinct takes over and Vanessa starts scratching Haileyβs back, stroking, kissing her neck, running her hands through her blonde hair. Itβs all a blur; a perfect mixture between gentle and rough, soft yet hard, fast and slow, all of which is a total haze to her.
Haileyβs hands slip down to Vanessaβs jeans and work at the button. When it pops open, she pulls back to give Vanessa a look as if to say βAre you sure?β Itβs wordless, but Vanessa justβ¦ understands. She understands it in the same way she understands that Hailey always puts her toothbrush in the same placeholder each time, that she puts her bread through the toaster twice when making toast, or how sheβll steal Vanessaβs socks out of the laundry when her feet get cold but never admit to it because being cold is a βcowardβs moveβ according to her (which never fails to make Vanessa laugh). In all of this, sheβs never once questioned it. These little quirks that make up their days have simply become the way life has been.
Thatβs why, without Hailey needing to say a word, Vanessa gives her a small nod of consent and whispers, βOne more night. Give me everything youβve got. I want it all. I wantβ¦ I want you.β
And Hailey does exactly what sheβs toldβ eagerly, exceptionally, and with determination.
They never make it back to the bed, spending the rest of the night surrounded by lightning, thunder, and the vague scent of firewood and thyme as their fingers take turns practicing deep strokes, hair tangled together, with lips that never leave each other.
****
When Vanessa wakes up the next morning, theyβre still on the couch. The sky is blue once again and the storm is gone. Both she and Hailey are still bare, skin sweaty and sticking together while theyβre curled up on the couch. The clothes she tore off last night are now the only things she hasnβt packed yet, she realizes.
A part of her considers staying there. God knows the temptation to fall asleep again and pretend this amazing job offer doesnβt exist is real, that she does wish she could just pull Hailey closer and forget about the world. But this isnβt a dream, this is real life. And in the real world, she has a plane to catch. One that leaves inβ¦ shit, what time is it?
Haileyβs still asleep but Vanessa manages to manoeuvre herself off the couch anyway, reaching for her phone next to the two emptied glasses of whiskey on the island in the kitchen. Something about walking around in the apartment naked feels weirdly normal but she canβt bring herself to pick up her tank top and jeans. All she does is open her phone, stub her toe walking up to the island, and curse under her breath when she realizes she has an hour to get to the airport.
Ugh. Sheβs going to have to do it: the βleaving with no goodbyeβ act. She hates this. She wishes they had more time but then again, last night was nothing short of perfect. If thatβs all she ever gets, sheβll still die a happy woman. (Besides, waking Hailey Upton up before 8:00 is asking for a death wish.)
She grabs her phone and starts to head back to her room, but stops at the couch and looks out at the view. Through the sliding glass doors and the windows, she can see the clear sky and can hear the birds chirping. Hell, thereβs even the faint trace of a rainbow peeking through. What a miracle. What a tragedy she canβt show it to Hailey.
She stands there for a while, looking out at the city and memorizing every piece of it. God, she loved this place. She loved every minute of it, every friend made along the way, every case and every trip to Mollyβs. Mostly, she loved seeing this city here, through these windows. Through Haileyβs eyes. She needs to leave though. Itβs better off this way. It simply has to be.
But then why canβt she pick her clothes up off the ground?
In the end, she just unzips her suitcase in her room and grabs a quick outfit to throw on. At least that way, Hailey will have something to remember her by. A momento, she supposes.
With her boxes under one arm and her suitcase wheeling behind her, she tiptoes her way through the apartment before gently letting the door click shut behind her. The trip to the airport is silent and heavy and all around awful. She boards the plane, and the guy next to her starts listening to a true crime podcast way too loudly. Vanessa swears she hears Haileyβs voice whispering in her ear, making a crack about how this guy couldnβt tell a real murder suspect from his ass. The plane is cold and the sky's still blue. She wishes it were raining again.
Before liftoff, she pulls out her phone. Hailey will probably be awake by now, cursing Vanessaβs name for not saying goodbye and wondering why her clothes from last night are still on the ground. She wants to say something. Text a funny joke, a thank you, a flirty remark about the great sex. But she justβ¦ doesnβt know what to say.
Her window seat looks out on the landing strip, her eyes absently counting clouds as the flight attendant goes through the airline safety guides. It then dawns on her what to say.
Her thumbs type a slow message, hitting send just before takeoff and using up the last bit of wifi sheβll have for the next hour and twenty minutes.
Message to Hailey Upton - 7:43am
See? Thunderstorms arenβt so scary.
Miss you already, roomie. Iβll call you when I land.
She doesnβt need a response. Regardless of what Hailey sends, regardless of what happens, she knows theyβll always have that hot August night surrounded by a storm.
summary: the largest volcano in el salvador erupts and it makes vanessa think about family sheβs never met.
pairing: vanessa rojas x hailey upton
cw: foster care trauma, discussions of death, volcanic eruptions
word count: 1742
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It doesnβt make headline news. That fact in itself isnβt particularly surprising, American media rarely takes a moment to post about anything other than the latest American fuck up, but it still rubs Vanessa the wrong way that she only hears about it by overhearing one of her CIs talking with his family. One of the many volcanoes in El Salvador had erupted, not an unusual occurrence, but due to the size of the smoke plumes, thousands of people are getting evacuated from their homes left and right.
As soon as sheβs alone, she looks it up on her phone, religiously refreshing the page to see if any deaths or serious injuries had been reported. She knows itβs stupid to do so, she doesnβt know if any of her extended family even live in the vicinity of the eruption site, and she certainly wouldnβt call her mom up to check, but she just needs to know. Vanessa doesnβt begrudge her mother for losing custody of her at such a young age, sheβs lived far too many years without her presence to maintain that grudge, but she missed out on a lot.
Family being the thing she noticed missing out on the most. Thirty two foster homes is a lot, even for a kid who was in the system for almost a decade before finally being given up on one last time at age fifteen, and those years had been filled with inconsistencies on both her mother and her fatherβs ends. The vast majority of her files had stated she was Salvadoran and black, and while DCFS wasnβt exactly known for its accuracy in regards to anything, she figured that this many repetitions of the fact had to give it some credibility.
The rest of the work day passes her by in a haze, nothing of interest arising in their ongoing case leaving her to stare at paperwork and worry about a nation of people she would never get to know. On more than one occasion, she finds her hands twitching towards her phone, itching to call a number she blocked years ago on the off chance that her extended family lives near a currently active volcano.
Before she knows it, Voight is letting them go home for the night, saying something about looking at it from another angle in the morning, and Vanessa rushes to pack up all of her things and go home. Shutting down her computer and shoving her unfinished paperwork in her top desk drawer, she steadfastly ignores Adamβs calls for a round at Mollyβs to distract themselves in favour of grabbing her things and leaving.
Which would have been a great plan, except for the fact that Hailey had driven them both into work that morning, and her girlfriend had been more than eager enough to accept the invitation on both of their behalf. Any other night she could have gone, any other night she could have enjoyed a couple hours after work spent drinking and relaxing, but not tonight. All she wanted to do tonight was obsess over the disaster event, forget everything else going on in her life, pray for people she would never know, and blame her parents for their misgivings.
She does her best to muster up a smile when Hailey walks into the locker room, but she can tell itβs weak at best and it certainly isnβt enough to convince her girlfriend that all is okay. At first Vanessa tries to brush it off, says itβs nothing serious and that sheβll get over it, but all that seems to do is light up warning signals, somehow telling the blonde that the world as she knows it is ending. Sighing in defeat, Vanessa slumps down on the uncomfortable wooden bench, waiting for Hailey to take a seat beside her.
And sure enough, in less than a second her girlfriend is next to her, tucking Vanessaβs hair behind her ear and squeezing her knee, lacing their fingers together as soon as Vanessa holds her hand out to her. They both keep an ear out for their team, and once Vanessa is sure that none of them are coming in, she rests her head on her girlfriendβs shoulder, closing her eyes and forcing back the tears that have been threatening to spill over all day.
Hailey, being the blonde angel that she is, doesnβt say anything to her about it being okay to cry or about how itβd all be okay, letting Vanessa take her time to relax and be in someoneβs company with no expectations.
βThere was a natural disaster in El Salvador today. Volcano erupted in San Miguel, itβs one of the bigger cities, and it just threw me off.β
βAnything in particular that got to you, or just the whole volcano in your home country thing?β Hailey whispers, turning her head to press a kiss to Vanessaβs temple.
βKind of. It just made me think about the other family I must have out there, the ones I never met and never will. And then it made me think about MamΓ‘ andβ¦ basically my headβs been a mess trying to work through a new issue I didnβt realise I had.β
βIβm sorry baby, that sounds like it was really difficult. Iβm proud of you though, for not falling back onto bad habits.β
βThanks Hails.β Vanessa says, her voice hoarse. βCan we, uh, possibly skip Mollyβs tonight? Iβm not really feeling it.β
βOf course, listen, you take the keys and go wait in the car, Iβll tell Adam we canβt tonight. We can go home, maybe get some takeout, watch some TV, what do you think?β
βThat sounds perfect cielo, I guess Iβll see you outside.β
Pushing herself off of her girlfriend, Vanessa grabs both of their bags before heading out the back exit, sure to stick close to the walls and keep out of sight of any of her well intentioned coworkers. Unlocking Haileyβs car, she dumps their bags in the back seat, sliding into the passengerβs seat and checking her phone again for any more updates on the people of San Miguel.
Hailey gets into the car not even five minutes later, having successfully deterred Adam by citing βwomenβs problemsβ as the reason why they were dropping out, Kim thankfully not mentioning the fact that she knows neither of them were on their period. Vanessa drops her phone in her lap, sighs loudly at the lack of news, and Hailey smiles sadly at her, rubbing her shoulder before turning the car on and driving out of the precinct.
The journey home is a quiet one, Vanessa stuck in her head and Hailey respecting her need for quiet in this difficult time, but when she parks the car in front of their apartment building, Vanessa shakes herself from the thoughts racing around her head, thanking her girlfriend for being so good to her. Hailey tells her to stop being stupid, there being no need to thank her, but Vanessa simply shrugs and leans across the car seat to grab their bags from the back.
When she steps out of the car with them, Hailey takes hers, giving her girlfriend a kiss on the cheek as βpaymentβ for her help despite the look which says βyouβre so ridiculousβ in response. They walk through the lobby hand in hand, Hailey sending off an order for some Greek food with her spare hand while Vanessa checks her phone again. By the time they get to their apartment, Haileyβs gotten a text to confirm their order meanwhile Vanessa is ready to throw her phone across the hall if it meant the journalists would write updates faster.
As they step into their home, Hailey takes their bags and dumps them in the closet before pocketing Vanessaβs phone, promising to return it once sheβs gotten changed into something more comfortable and brings some blankets out of their room with her. She complains at first, glaring at her partner as she stretches her arm high enough to stick it on the shelf of no return, but once she realises she may lose her phone forever - or at least until one of them can be bothered to get a chair - she tactically retreats to their bedroom.
Grabbing the first hoodie she sees, which just so happens to be Haileyβs if the blonde hairs covering it are any indicator, as well as a pair of discarded basketball shorts, Vanessa changes out of her work gear, grabbing the blankets they keep at the end of their bed. Padding across the cold wooden flooring, she walks back into the living room to see it completely transformed.
All the blinds are drawn, and the only light in the room comes from the warm glow of fairy lights draped around the shelving units and window frames. The food that Hailey had ordered is spread out on their coffee table, a bouquet of tulips decorating the centre, and the TV is cued up with Lilo & Stitch, which had quickly become Vanessaβs favourite film after her girlfriend had declared it a travesty that she hadnβt seen it before.
Hailey herself looks rather cosy, sitting at one end of the couch with her feet tucked under the throw cushions that decorate the furniture, wearing a hoodie which Vanessa suspects is hers. She walks over to the couch, pressing a kiss to Haileyβs golden locks and draping the blanket over her, before taking up residence at the other end of the couch. Thereβs not much point, Hailey will undoubtedly migrate over to her by the time the movieβs half way done, but she doesnβt say anything, smiling to herself at her girlfriendβs antics.
βOkay, so hereβs the deal. You can check your phone now, just to see any updates, and once youβve seen them, you give me your phone to keep a hold of during the film. Sound good?β
βYeah, sounds good, I love you mi amor.β
βI love you too, asteri mou.β She responds, passing her partner her phone and grabbing a takeout box off of the table.
And with one last check of the news, no serious injuries or deaths reported, Vanessa silences her phone and places it on the coffee table, exchanging it for her food and motioning for Hailey to press play on the movie. Which she does, smiling proudly at her girlfriend as she does so, so amazed at the strength of the woman she loves.
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ok i sorta ship upstead but you Can Not tell me that Vanessa and Hailey wouldnβt make a greatΒ βand they were roommatesβ kinda situation. like there is some great potential there,,, just saying
So... since weβve gotten the news that these seasons of the One Chicago shows will be cut short due to filming being suspended, I feel the need to β for myself, but also for everyone else who wants it β write a couple of fics that play out as a whole episode of PD.
I want to write Intelligence working a case and all of the personal stuff that happens in between!
Theyβre going to be Upstead centric, but Iβll of course also throw in some Burzek and Atwater and Rojas.
If you guys have ideas for the case, or for anything personal to happen to these characters, please throw them at me!
I donβt have much for cases right now, but weβll see as the last episodes of the season airs. Iβm thankful for any prompts you guys can contribute with :D
If you want to read some of the Upstead stories Iβve already written, hereβs a link!