Hi <3
I just wanna talk about where I've been and what I'm doing with this blog in the future.
I'm REALLY struggling mentally.
I've attempted to end my life almost everyday this week, multiple times. I'm very emotional, deluded, and I'm crying a lot, regressing to my fight or flight system from almost three years ago, when I was a deeply insecure, traumatized, and depressed person.
I just want to apologise to anyone I hurt or made feel uncomfortable. I hope you can forgive me, and I understand if you want. I've lost all of my close friends due to this app and the posts I've made.
I can't lie and say that I didn't try to get better though. Or that I'm 100% in the wrong. Do with that what you will, and PLEASE DO NOT harrass, interogate, or talk to any of my former friends about this situation. I want all of us to lead happy lives.
I've deleted Tumblr off my phone and have now switched to desktop for the time being. Due to this I won't post very often. I will come every few days to reblog any Pro-Palestine posts I've been tagged in however. The genocide doesn't stop just because I'm distressed in my own life.
Other than that, I'm taking time off to seek professional help and improve my personal and social life.
Thank you moots and blogs I look up to <3
xx