I got reassuarance from my family after a fight and i don't feel as bad amd insecure as i felt before. And know i need it with my friends.

I love myself but when i'm around other people i feel uncomfortable. I feel insecure.

I feel like they can judge me for every action i make. For every moment. And its true.

I don't need approval but i need to know what they think of me. Because i feel so weird around them and, i feel that i am not myself. I get shy and hold myself back, because i'm worried about what other people would think about me.

Am i too loud? Am i too touchy? I like hugging and i don't want them to get confused and think that i'm romantically attracted to them.

I feel like no one really knows me and that sucks. I'm like a ghost. Not really existing and not being myself.

(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=h-AjWnlm6UA)