#unsurprisingly.

i Hate how people keep trying to dictate what is good for me and what isnt. i guess it's a consequence of being a fictional character. people think i should do this, or that, what i need to realize, what i need to get over.. its so exhausting. you know nothing about me, or the people in my life, or my relationships, let alone how i really feel about stuff. its just. bleeeghg

I'm awake in the dead of night, when no one is around.

Just got two teeth pulled. My entire right side of my face is numb. I am incredibly loopy. I don't even really know what they injected me with. I had to drive myself home afterwards. The roads are covered in ice. I don't know how I didn't flip my car. I had NO idea what the hell was happening most the ride. I don't have any idea what's happening still. My lips and tongue are so numb I sound like RFK when I try to talk. Hey. I'm taking a nap. What are the odds I won't remember making this post when I wake up

tumblr logic: george r r martin is problematic because he writes murder into his books so obviously he supports genocide and wants to kill his whole family suzanne collins is problematic she wrote about children killing each other and since authors own feelings get put into their writing she obviously supports murder