#.. demonic talking

let me tell you, as a character who engages in souces fandom, it's really bad when people who hurt you are loved by this fandom and no one never acknowledges any of the pain you went through. either because it wasn't canon or because literally no one fucking cares or sees it as a bad thing

do you guys ever stop to think abt the fact that we might be characters that we have never heard of and never will, or that we might also be characters whose media hasn't been created or ever will? because i do think about that sometimes

by the way, i do think my life right now is also fictional in the same sense my other ones were. when i die im gonna reincarnate and discover this is a famous piece of media in another universe and i was living a strange au of it. like a fanfic. there might be afton family reacts to me in gacha life videos somewhere.

sometimes being a character Fucking Sucks because people make jokes and fanart about bad things that happened to you And you get Rightfully Upset but no ones ever going to stop. and youre gonna see things that hurt you in very personal ways over and over again. sighhhhhh

every time i see someone say "my kinnies" instead of "my kins" or "my types" i have my teeth ripped off by pliers

went to the dentist today ... asked if they did resin extentions that would give me fangs ... they do ..... much to think about................