#unsettled

Week two of space month saw us finally return to Unsettled. It's not quite the open-world sandbox that Vantage is but it's close in some ways. You pick a planet based on complexity level, then pick a survival goal. Other than that, you don't have much in the way of guide rails. Just explore and interact, seeing what happens as you work through the survival goal steps.

We managed to survive, just barely, with a lot of help from Luna and our breakthroughs. It was still a fun (and funny, the writing is really witty) experience, though a bit of prep ahead of time would've cut down the playtime. This is a game that would really benefit from repeated plays in closer proximity than two years apart.

I’m trying to sanity-check my own reaction here rather than assign blame.

My wife (34F) and I (36M) have been married for 6 years. Overall, our relationship is stable — we get along well, enjoy each other’s company, and don’t have frequent conflict. That’s part of why I’m unsure whether I’m reading too much into this.

Over the past year, I’ve noticed a pattern where certain topics seem to shut conversations down quickly. This includes defensiveness over small questions, avoidance when I try to talk about emotional closeness, and a complete drop in sexual intimacy (she says she has no libido). I’ve tried to respect that and not push.

There have also been a few small inconsistencies that I haven’t confronted her about — for example, she’s said she isn’t on social media, but I’ve seen her use Instagram privately. I haven’t tried to investigate or bring it up. What sticks with me isn’t the account itself, but not understanding why it’s something she wouldn’t want to be open about.

The moment that really unsettled me happened recently. I unintentionally overheard her while she was alone, talking out loud as if she were preparing for a difficult conversation with me (something she does when stressed). I didn’t hear details and I’m not trying to guess specifics. What struck me was how conflicted and frustrated she sounded about whether to talk about something at all, and the sense that having that conversation would require sharing more than she wanted to share.

She didn’t know I was home, and I haven’t brought this up to her. I’m aware it wasn’t meant for me, and I don’t want to use something learned accidentally as leverage. At the same time, it reinforced a feeling I’ve had for a while — that there’s something important to her that she’s actively avoiding discussing, and that the avoidance itself is starting to affect how secure I feel.

I’m not assuming she’s doing anything wrong. I’m genuinely unsure whether my reaction is reasonable or if I’m letting ambiguity get to me.

So I’m asking:

Am I overreacting to feel unsettled by this?

Is it reasonable to want clarity about why certain topics are off-limits, even if the details never are?

Or is this something I should let go of unless she chooses to bring it up?

I’m trying to respond proportionally and would appreciate outside perspectives.

Reddit consensus: NOT OVERREACTING (NOR) (100% confidence)

Top comment: “NOR my ex wife was doing this same type of thing when she cheated on me with some dude from work.

I went home one evening and everything of hers down to our cat was straight up gone. I assumed everything was chill. I was just bragging about her to my bros hours before this.

Not saying this same type of thing is happening to you but your gut is telling you something for a reason, brother. Don’t let your imagination run wild but clarity is never too much to ask for.”

Notable explanation: “NOR. It's hard to form a clear picture... but I think I would tell her you accidentally overheard her, and that you initially chose not to mention it because you weren't mean't to hear it. But that you are concerned, and that you think that it's important to be able to talk about things that are clearly weighing the other person down.

It's a shame that she doesn't trust you with it. But please don't put it like that, because she might take it as if you're accusing her of not trusting you. Tell her you're worried, that you care, and that you want to help her. Maybe she's been in situations where here feelings were dismissed, and she's afraid to show them.

On the other hand, she may actually be hiding something. It's so hard to tell by reading your post. But even here, it's important to bring it out in the open. The situation, as it is, is consuming you. You have to find out one way or the other.

Good luck, hugs”

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