There is an ache in my heart for the imagined beauty of a life I haven't had, from which I had been locked out, and it never goes away.
Robert Goolrick, The End of the World as We Know It

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There is an ache in my heart for the imagined beauty of a life I haven't had, from which I had been locked out, and it never goes away.
Robert Goolrick, The End of the World as We Know It

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It terrifies you. That you missed out on something. That you gave up something you didn’t know you wanted. What was it? Was it a boy? Was it a vocation? Or was it a whole life?
Little Fires Everywhere (Celeste Ng)
LIVE LIFE FULLY
There is such a thing as an unlived life, and even if it is nothing but air bubbles in water, a shadow of something that does not exist, I am nevertheless able to see small flashes of it, it dances around me and every now and then becomes recognizable. I associate it with certain times, certain places.
Jan Grue, I Live a Life Like Yours: A Memoir. B. L. Crook (Translator). (FSG Originals, August 17, 2021)Â
Chapter: Da Capo
Author: André Aciman Book: Find Me Series: Call Me By Your Name [2] Published: 2019 October 29 Genre: Adult, Fiction, LGBTQ+, Romance

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introverted perfectionist
I think about how to address you. I think about what sentence I start. Which should be my first words. I think about the best possibility. I think about how to dress me. Just to impress you the most. I think about for hours. I think about some days. I think of it for months. I think about several years. We'll see each other again. We're getting older. My chances are dwindling. It passes by. Life goes by. That was my love. Unlived. ~ by joerdis rosenpfeffer, 11/22/17 ~
Did you think I wouldn’t notice Jim? Unbelievable.
History, despite its wrenching pain, cannot be unlived, but if faced with courage, need not be lived again.
Maya Angelou We must learn from our history, our mistakes, or we will repeat them. And we all know how painful some of those mistakes were.