Dear J. I gave you my heart before I even knew it. Entrusted you to keep it safe and carry it with you always yet you know not what you possess. The day I met you was so special that I wrote it down, 4 years to the day I saw you for the 100th time and I still could barely manage to look away yet you know not of my love My heart smiled whenever I hear your voice and the world fades away… yet you know of nothing of my heart. I'd walk through fire for you yet you know nothing of my dedication. I can't see myself with another man yet you know nothing of my loyalty. I'll keep myself for you as long as it takes for you to notice me. My love for you grows with each passing day and yet some days I wonder if I'm getting anywhere at all… I wonder if I'm wasting my time waiting for you when you know nothing og my feelings for you yet i cannot stop myself from loving you or wanting you. This point in my life it would no longer matter if a man came into my life and pledged their love to me for eternity because I have not a heart to give them in return because you've possessed my heart since the very first time I saw you. I'll want you for the remainder of my years however short or long that may be… as long as there is breath within me, I'll love you with every ounce of it. To the world you may be nothing more than a average man with black hair and a beard but to I, you are extraordinary. -A heart Lost.