#uniwolf

dogplurid coined by @gengernoway

pluralthing re-coined by @plural-userboxes (deactivated)

synqueer coined by @blankmogai

female-to-mutt coined by @szarrmo

monachoric puppy coined by @gengernoway

puppypet coined by @engagekiss

music puppy coined by @smilepilled

limerencial puppy coined by @gengernoway

milieugender coined by @idwl

privuattractional coined by @psychopurr

BPD canine coined by @nyrieve

best puppy disorder coined by @sillynessmogai

permaloser coined by @rabidbatboy

zyluminal coined by @isurvivedtheinfinity

disconnected alter coined by @skeletonenthusiasts

canine verincarnate coined by @felidaety

uninet coined by @the-silent-fellowship

wudufogelgender coined by @anatinagender

uniwolf coined by @the-silent-fellowship

honey-catch role coined by @histrionic-n-hyper (deactivated)

relationship blur coined by @starrylike (deactivated)

wolpgender coined by @anatinagender|

luckygirlboy/luckyboygirl coined by @squidfreak

pseudohuman flag by @wolfbon3z

remnant coined by @egotisicenigma

loverooted coined by the eternity aka Primuscapere, flag by @scr-ppup

caterval & furfag coined/flag by @sapphic-horror

as i began meditating, i was met with this hound that i have been in contact with for the past few days. he has been managing my offering with bartering with the universe. he has gotten more aggressive with me as i have not kept up my end of the bargain, but is calm when i am obeying. last night he caressed my hair as i fell asleep, bringing my sleep poppet to me as well. he brought me into this meditation by having me hold onto the scruff of his fur and walk with him. he was avidly against me riding on his back; he does not like things on his back. he declined my suggestion to hold onto his underbelly fur as well. i was to walk. i was barefoot. 

i traversed different landscapes with the uniwolf; he brought me to a city on fire first, a grassy field next, then a frozen desolate landscape, and finally just the air. he was to teach me the strength of my love, i came to find out

    with the city on fire, we stood back behind it and he asked me to put out the fire with my love. he told me the fire was of cause to my actions of disobedience. he made me realize the disconnect in some of my actions; my first initial action did not have as big of an impact as i had originally thought. this message was also evident within the earth landscape. i harnessed the love that i held in my heart with thoughts of my loved ones and reliving memories, and pushed it out over the city in a mist like form. my first action was to push out my love like a wave, but when i took a second look, i realized that the waves wasnt as big as i thought. in analogy, i created a tide pool rather than an ocean.       i worked harder to push more energy into my love, and soon the city began to fizzle out. the townspeople were safe, but they were not our focus. soon the town was just dark with soot. we were done; my job here was done. 

     we began to continue on when i noticed i was barefoot. the terrain changed from a black void like astral plane into a more gravely texture. we were approaching the earth based element of this journey.

     in this part of the journey, i was to move a large boulder from the field. i had to figure out how to move this boulder with using just my love. my first instinct was to use my love as water to erode the rock, but i then changed into using it as a shovel as i knew that method would take longer than i would like to stand. i began using my love as a shovel, but the message from the fire zone resurfaced: my impact was much smaller than i had thought it was when i really looked closer. rather than shoveling out a yard at a time, it was more like a handful of inches. this was not good.     i began to shovel the earth more with stronger love, but then i began worrying about the bugs and the worms within the dirt. what impact was this act having on them? then i wondered about the Earth; was this hurting her? i was shoveling away her flesh and body. i stopped to ask the uniwolf of my impact; he said there were things living in the dirt, but they would be fine; unharmed. but i was not too certain. i asked the Earth if this hurt her and she said yes, but she was used to it by now. this was not okay with me. i was able to dig a significant ravine within the earth before i realized the harm i was causing. with this, the uniwolf congratulated me. i had understood the purpose of the task. i learned that care and compassion and consideration of others was one of the strongest types of love, even if it didn't move the boulder like i was supposed to do. by caring for beings even as small as worms, i exhibited the strength of my love

     the uniwolf brought me to him, i grabbed his fur once more, and we walked through a part of the ravine i built towards the next task. water. as we walked, i spoke to the uniwolf about my empty cup. he was confused on what i meant. i told him the metaphor that i had once heard: you cannot pour from an empty cup. i explained the meaning and he took a moment to ponder on it as we walked. i took out a cup from my heart and set it out into the rain to refill. i made a joke about something. he laughed. the rain was to cleanse and purify and refill my cup while also washing it of tensions and stresses and hurts and pains. i was refilling the scorpio moon water energy of my heart. my heart’s lake.

     he brings me to a tundra-like zone. it is barren and desolate, he tells me, when i ask if there are any animals in the water or any life around at all. my task is to heat up the water with my love and melt the ice on top. i first sink the top layer of the ice with the tenderness my love holds. the uniwolf watches on. my tenderness is heavy and sinks the top layer, and then i begin heating up the water with thoughts of the warmth love brings me: the heat of my cheeks after laughing so hard; the warm happiness i feel when talking to friends; the soft warmth i feel when i am regressed and small; these kinds of things. as the water heats up to a boil, though, i find that dead fish come to the surface. i turn back to the uniwolf in question, and he tells me that the water was toxic and had killed all the fish. that was why it was barren and desolate. with that in mind, i brought down a pillar of yellow light love to meet the raspberry colored layer of love on top of the water to cleanse and purify the water. the yellow love light instantly clears the water and brings the fish back to life. i draw the toxins out of the water and into the air, raising my raspberry love layer to come envelop those toxins so they do not spread far into the atmosphere. the love encapsulates it, then purifies it and drops more fish into the water.      i give the fish the ability to consume the toxins from the water and repurpose them into love and light. the fish are about four inches long and an angelic yellow, cream color. they are able to eat the poison and turn it into good, while still staying alive. i manifest that these fish will stay safe and protected, able to reproduce and repopulate this space

     the uniwolf asks me to heat up the water a bit more now. it has cooled to be a bit cooler now. he asks for it to be warm enough to swim in comfortably. after i do so, he asks me to get out so we can travel to the next portion of the journey. i wish to stay in the water to wade through as i have now made it warm enough to swim in. he asks me to get out. the area that was to swim in recedes and i begin step out, the fish flocking to me in thanks. as i step out though, the fish seem to turn into leeches outside of their natural habitat but i remove them after a moment of nervousness with pure love energy. it incinerates them as it pulses from inside of me. 

    the final task is not far; air. we walk just a ways away and he tells me to walk on air. the love i have for my friends makes me feel like i am walking on sunshine, so i use that. i walk up stairs of sunlight. i then realize as well that sometimes the love i have for my friends blinds me and makes me naive, making me a bit of an “airhead.” but i accept that and then channel that to aid me. i understand that sometimes my friends distract me and draw me away from my path, but they make me happy. i just need to be mindful.      i finish this task and he is proud of me. i have completed all of what he asked of me, finding different ways than the traditional at times. he tells me that he would like to have regular journeys with me where he can mentor me and teach me the ways of the universe. become whole and one.

     i ask him of the dream i had last night, as i have been asking to have vivid dreams of the things i need to know. i asked if with these journeys and lessons, will i be able to see spirits like i was able to within the dream. he said that i will be, but not as vividly as the dream. i understand that. [rest of the paragraph is redacted as it is personal]