Today I went to the mall with my friends, and as I walk and talk around the mall, I can't help picturing the UB with me. (Yes, that's how much they're sticking to me)
Made a straight beeline to the book store and I picture N would be right beside me, attracted to the books like it's a flower aswell. We'd talk about so many books and I'd listen to their amazing stories and books that they've read. We'd have so much fun going isle to isle and just melt into the conversation. Each isle we went through, new books would find itself on top of pur stacks in our hands.
Then went passed the arcade and it reminds me so much of F. They'd excitedly went in and I'd be damned if I don't follow them. We'd try all the games and I'd laugh till I couldn't breathe. We'd make fun bets and silly competitions and the loser has to treat the other for the next game. Often, we'd work together and achieve a new high score. High fives soared into the air. Losing our track of time in the sound of chaos.
After a whole day at the mall, into the spacious garden, there was a part of the garden where it's very secluded and I imagined M just sitting on the bench lazily, cigarette between their fingers. We won't have to converse much, just the playful snide remarks and jokes. Their humor fits mine, as mine theirs. We'd chuckle and then continue looking at the scenery, comfortable in each other's silence.
Oh my lovely A, each scenario in my head there's always them. They'd share their stories and books, I'd listen and occasionally try not to melt into their voice and piercingly soft eyes. They'd see the stacks of books in my hands, sigh then help me carry the books to the counter. I'd smile ear to ear. At the arcade, we'd have the most competitive duel on who can shoot the highest score and who can attract the other best, with A almost breaking a few games due to their strength and broodiness. And when I find myself drifting to sleep on the bench, they'd be there with a blanket and their warm shoulder to lean on and snuggle. The night breeze has never been so gentle.
I just, really love them. A, N, F and M. My main is A but I just,,, really love them all?? I love ALL the characters, but the family-team thing melts me.