"Did you rape her?"

By her, I meant Audrey. Understandably, you refused to give me a simple answer, so imagine my surprise when I found that fictive memory of yours, A Dentist and A Destroyed Apartment. It is yours isn't it? I don't know how it couldn't be. And yes, I know you're not an RP blog, I know you're an actual living person, which is why I asked that question in the first place. I wanted to know just how deep this kintype went for you. You want to kin this abusive character, then so be it, and everything that goes with him.

Well, at least now I know that the answer to my question is yes.

"You can't hide anymore, Orin."

Howdy. I'm right here.

I understand y'might have good intentions, kid, but you ain't goin bout it right. I'm gonna assume yer an ignorant person who didn't think to do a few seconds of research, so I'll bite n correct ya.

Yes, that fic is on m' AO3 account. But I didn't write it. N I'm not gonna claim system accountability on somethin that don't need it. N I'm certainly not gonna take it down.

It's explicitly written EVERYWHERE in th' beginnin that it was our Audrey fictive who wrote the fic because she kept gettin flashbacks. I helped her publish it, but that was all th' influence I had.

See here:

"I wanted to know just how deep this kintype went for you."

I'm a fictive. Which is very different. It wasn't a conscious effort to become the "abusive character", it was jus what our brain deemed necessary t' survive at that moment.

We're bodily autistic n already had a minor interest in dentistry, as well as freshly comin t' terms wit our NPD. So Orin was a character we latched onto heavily due to seein ourselves in him. Though, this doesn't mean we agree with his actions.

I am th' host of this system, n m' memories from source don't align exactly wit what went down.

'Specially since I'm an amalgamation of both th' movie, musical n some fanfiction we read back in early march of 2024. It all influenced me n m' creation: how I appear, how I act, how I speak, ev'rythin.

N this ain't jus a me thin. This applies to several other Scrivello's we have in our system.

"Well, at least I know that the answer to my question is yes."

I am not th' Orin written about in Audrey's writing's.

I would nev'r do the things written or heavily implied about.

I would never lay m' hands on a woman, or anyone fer that matter.

Th' fact that you'd come onto m' page n accuse me of something so truly disgustin is embarrassin on yer part.

I feel like I went on a rant but I guess it comes from my recent found frustration and growing dislike of the "all male leads have to be playboys" trope in books and series, plus the fact that is not even them just being playboys, is the fact that we're constantly reminded of that. Like, I don't wanna be constantly blasted in the face with the fact that he has slept with half the world population when I'm supposed to be following his love story with this one person. It's not that the leads have to be virgins (although I'll be honest, would love more of this trope), is that I don't see the necessity of reminding the audience all the time of what is the ginormous body count of this supposed sex god, like....okay, what does it matter to his romance with the one he's gonna end up with? Do you need to focus on his past and how he sleep with this one and that one so much while you're trying to sell a romance with another person to me?

anyway, sorry for the rant but I spiraled this evening and this is the best place to let go of my thoughts.

And hopefully many comments? Can never predict the comments.

LITERALLY.

wait, i know, it’s because you want jon and dany to be the only targaryens because you think asoiaf is all about the targs and how these two are going to meet and fall in love and kill the others. let me put you at ease, aegon’s story isn’t about him being a targaryen or rhaegar’s son, it’s about him being elia’s son. we got dorne chapters and quentyn chapters because aegon is elia’s son. house martell is going to be embed in aegon’s wars so grrm set up arianne and areo’s pov and then later he gave us quentyn so things get even more personal for the martells (as though they aren’t personal enough as it is). aegon needs dorne to win the throne and meeting arianne and elia sand will introduce some internal conflict for him. the only parts that are relevant to rhaegar is joncon and aegon having the targ look. that’s it.

this fandom is so white-centric that they will literally do anything but analyse characters of colour. as soon as aegon showed up, it was ‘this is supposed to be rhaegar’s kid? he can’t be, that’s jon’s role so he must be fake,’ and people haven’t looked back since. wait, lately they’ve been doing ‘aegon thinks he’s real but he’s a puppet and he does what everyone tells him to do and that’s soooo sad,’ which is not canon. aegon listens sometimes but once he decides on a course of action, it’s hard to change his mind (refusing to hide when the stone men attacked, refusing to let tyrion get thrown overboard, changing the golden company’s plan, leading a battle with his men).