#unaesthetic

my little concert night 🥹🥹

I go to class part time and still struggle with time management

My younger cousin has her degree and is in grad school. I'm still an undergrad

I work full time while going to class and have a long commute so I eat on the go so much and it's rarely healthy

My room is always a wreck and I don't remember the last time I swept my apartment

I go to the gym when I can. Sometimes it's 5 times a week, sometimes it's 3 times a month

I cry. A lot

For my 25th birthday my boyfriend got me a sparkly purple dinosaur stuffed animal and I sleep with it and my 5 other stuffed animals

I can never make my coffee the exact same every day

I consume enough caffeine to kill a person and I am feeling the effects of that (not good)

I study a lot and still just get by sometimes hardly

I've missed classes because I couldn't afford the gas more than I'd like to admit

I regret a lot about the past and struggle to be ok with a lot

I never had the traditional college experience

My body screams for sunlight too often

I am chronically sleep deprived and you can see the effects in my skin and demeanor