listened to pd villains again and Kota’s carved “kill” all over his walls in his solitary cell. like obviously being put into solitary triggers like,, every part of his trauma, with isolating him in a cage as well as throwing a bear in there with him. he goes feral and becomes enraged, he attacks the painting of the bear on the wall and digs his fingers into the concrete, trying to rip it apart so he can get out. but also i read your Kota thought from earlier and i blew up so
Kota gets put in a cage again, collared and chained. so of course, sometimes he’s bound to be brought back to the fight rings. of course there’s something holding his mouth shut and keeping him from fighting back. of course there’s people telling him to kill, kill, kill.
Kota, kill.
and of course it’s the deafening roar of a crowd and his handler and he’s not in prison, he’s in a smaller cage with orders being thrown at him but there’s no opponent and he can’t fight even if there was, because his wrists are cuffed and his face is muzzled. completely silent, with nothing but his hands, he carves his order into every wall, on the floor under him. it stares him in the face wherever he looks, just the same as he’s hearing it no matter where he goes
UAGHHHHH EXPLODING YOU WITH MY MIND MANNNNNNNN
imagining Kota getting out of solitary confinement and back with Wight just to be almost fully unresponsive except following Wight around the prison…… imagining this as the first time Wight is introduced to this type of episode for Kota and being hella concerned because what the fuck is wrong with him. It’s not like Kota was talkative in the first place but that didn’t stop him from fidgeting and growling and giving Wight at least a sign that he’s listening, giving short nods or gruff responses, not just……… blankly staring ahead unless Wight tells him to do something. It’s…. It’s wrong. That’s not supposed to happen and Wight may just keep Kota around for safety but he’s…… he’s Wights now, and Wight doesn’t know what to do, but it makes the burning hatred for the prison and the heroes even stronger to see Kota in such a state most of the time after leaving confinement. Heck, what can Wight even do when Kota wont even eat for a period of time??? Not even trying even with Wight trying to tell him to do so, the command only sometimes working depending on how out of it Kota is…..
Kota with bloody fingers and cracked nails after being in solitary confinement :(((( Wight using his “I’m just a scared kid” acting to get first aid supplies to wrap his hands and stop the slow oozing of the bleeding :(((( THEY MAKE ME ILLLLL
i don’t even know what Wight or Virion could/would do while Kota is like this……. Because he’s just….. not there. I think they would just wait until it fades, not lasting long enough to really start getting concerned with Kota not eating, even with him skipping one meal being worrying with how fast his metabolism is……. :(
