#txt.vent

please

don’t lie about your age!!! you’re doing nothing but putting yourself and adults you interact with in danger.

i get it, ok? interacting with adults, sexually or not, feels exciting and makes you feel like you’re mature, in a sense. but please, don’t lie about your age

I want you away from my friends, because youre going to treat them the exactly the same way you treated me

sometimes i question being a psych major but my fear of never being able to be as good as people expected of me when i was younger and my fear of being nothing have pretty much overridden it. now i just feel like an empty husk of anger, regrets, and anxiety. i fear that one day i’ll take it too far and all the people i care about will leave me once they realize i’m no longer the “perfect person” they thought i was. i’ve tried to find ways to get through it all but none of my coping mechanisms have worked except for the ones that result in shot vocal cords or a bruised body. i’m sure one of these days it’s gonna backfire horrifically and i’ll never be able to recover, both mental and physically.

Because you want to break down and cry but also not feel like your making a fool of yourself.

You want help but you dont want to put your problems onto everyone else.

So you end up being numb and silent, with over a million thoughts in your head.