I've been looking for a second job, I was getting desperate and almost started applying to more restaurants, until I  thought I had a chance at some company or office. Of course I still haven't heard anything from these kinds of places, no doubt due to my work record full of endless job duties and a few promotions, yet still lacking in professional degrees and diplomas. Until one morning, I noticed that I was sent an e-mail, my resume had been accepted by an office looking for a receptionist! Holy Hell! I was on my way to being the next Pam, minus the crazy office antics unfortunately, ..probably. Anyway, the email said to complete the next portion of the application process and after doing that my interview would be scheduled. Now regardless of emails and phone calls I learned from a young age not to get my hopes up, so my search for something better continues, and off to the internet job boards I go. I see that a certain house cleaning service is hiring and at this point I'm stuck between "No keep striving for better" and "strive for better?, in a company like this you could probably advance so quickly you;d be doing great!" So I applied. My thoughts started to gather about how hard i would be working if they hired me, something I'm used to by now, but something that I didn't wanna have to do. I started thinking about working with an office or big company though, how scary that could be and suddenly, hard work seemed comforting. Hard work is what I know, cleaning, scrubbing, chopping, counting. Well, the cleaning service called first and I graciously accepted the invitation for an interview. I think they will like me, I think I will get on. I know anyone that I tell will be disappointed that I settled, but I wont stop applying to these places. I just know in the back of my mind that I was meant to work hard for whatever reason.

Starting my second job this morning !

Back to having 4hrs of sleep a day starting tomorrow morning