#twahair

A few months ago I cut my hair due to its lack of growth in the back. Everything was growing in the front but the back was just not catching up. It was falling out more than anything it seemed. Felt i was getting nowhere. I’ll admit I was being lazy with my care for my hair while wearing wigs and suffered the consequences. Eventually, I had a meltdown in the bathroom and just snapped. Cutting off all my hair. My family came off like they were supportive but in the long run I’ve been hearing jokes left and right. I mean I knows it’s family and it’s normal to make jokes but my sensitive ass just cannot deal. Its literally affecting me not even wanting to wear it out bc I keep letting it affect me.

I’ve been washing and using the products I have but I’ll turn back around and put my wig on.

My mom has been suggesting I do a texturizer to “help” me get a curl pattern? But after doing research and watching videos... I don’t think I should. I’ve had perms as well before and apparently they are the same.

Are texturizers bad?

I’m wondering has anyone else felt this way? If so what pushed you or motivated you to finally just say F*** IT and just wear your hair.

I really want to wear my hair out but I just shut down every single time. PLEASE HELP!!! All ADVICE, HAIR SUGGESTIONS, PRODUCT SUGGESTIONS AND CRITICISM ARE WELCOMED!!!

*products I currently use

Bella Curls leave in conditioner

Bella curls hair butter

Bella curls shampoo

Makeup and hair growth progress 👌🏽