i think even if i ended up being cis puberty blockers would've been very beneficial in my case
like, i was just on the cusp of precocious. i was not ready for all that
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i think even if i ended up being cis puberty blockers would've been very beneficial in my case
like, i was just on the cusp of precocious. i was not ready for all that

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sometimes i wish i died before i turned 11 so i wouldn't have had to go through puberty
i just wish i could be sexless altogether because i know if i was amab there still would've been aspects of puberty i'd hate
If I have my period on my birthday I'm going to be so fucking mad
First you take my Halloween, then you take my Thanksgiving, but if you even DARE TO TAKE AWAY MY BIRTHDAY AND OR CHRISTMAS TOO, I CAN AND WILL DO A HARD RESET ON MY GENDER
Having a broken arm makes puberty in the wrong body 100% worse

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maybe another reason why talks of female puberty makes me dysmorphic could be because it also reminds me of something traumatic that happened to me when i was 11 and how society was instantly willing to sexualize me at that age just because of my body even though I WAS STILL A FUCKING CHILD
idk if i should share the traumatic event it contains details that may be potentially triggering to others
all i have to say rn is that i was too scared to tell anyone about it for almost 2 years after it happened so i just suffered in silence for a while
why do talks of puberty (especially breast development) still make me dysmorphoric
like i had this book about puberty and it constantly said “oh don’t be ashamed of your body changes love your body uwu!!!” but i’m afraid this isn’t a one size fits all solution
i wish i could just be normal and be one of those people who accepted their body changes with little fuss
people say puberty is “nature’s plastic surgery”
if that’s true then i’m pretty sure it can go wrong like real plastic surgery cus puberty definitely wasn’t kind to me
i mean i like my face but puberty fucked with my body and turned me into an insecure piece of shit