#tw escapism

Assessment supervised by: Jasper Sharp (Transcriber, acted as the cow), Cosset Rouxe (Interviewer) Transcription begins:

-@gryphonanon

What was Crimson's reaction to this dialog from flowey in-game?

they've heard it so many times.

no. they really don't have anything better to do.

even if they did the attachment they have to this world is too strong to allow the to let go.

the first time they heard it they froze for a moment pondering over what else they could be doing...

well, even if it's a waste of time, isn't that the whole point?

they chuckled. they aren't sure why themself. they just know that there's no other thing they'd rather be doing than messing around the timeline.

seems like even flowey didn't completely understand. or maybe he did and he was projecting his own former actions to them.

no. they don't.

they don't have anything better to do.

because change is scary and a painful repeative wound feels safer than new unexpected stitches.

they don't want to leave their comfort bubble. even if it's poison.

What do you think of the people in the Dark World? In general really.

So to make this winter even better, my other nan, on my dad’s side had a stroke yesterday. My brother and his long term girlfriend have split up and my nan on my mum’s side is sleeping more and more. Like can it get any worse?  Oh yeah. I have to go to fucking work today.  And the thing is, it’s not the child’s fault. I know what to expect from them. I expect them to be nasty and mean and horrible, and to make fun of my geekiness and for the most part I roll my eyes and be all ‘whatever mate lets just learn’ but this week, and the week before I haven’t had my shields so high and just, I don’t know if I can cope with it this term much longer if things get worse. 

So, my coping strategy is being here as much as possible. Healthy or not I don’t know, quite honestly I don’t much care at this point. Hiding in my drafts for baby henry and helping him through his pain is easier than dealing with mine so.... I don’t even know why I’m telling you all this. I just. I think I needed to write it somewhere, to get it off my chest.