#tucho

this is so fucking stupid I’m sorry

tucho

"That chick looks like you."

Nacho frowns at Tuco, but turns to look where he's looking. The woman he assumes he'd pointed out is sitting a little ways across the bar, looking bored as an enormous biker in a leather jacket chats and laughs with a bunch of others who look just like him.

Nacho doesn’t see the resemblance. She's latina, she looks like she might be around his height - hard to tell when she's sitting down - but she's curvy and feminine with wavy dark hair down past her shoulders.

"Funny," he says with a scoff, turning back to his drink. Pointing her out like that must have been Tuco's attempt at poking fun of him, calling him girly.

"She's hot," is Tuco's next comment.

Sort of an odd follow-up after saying she and Nacho look alike, but she is attractive.

"Looks taken, though," he points out, glancing her way again. Her boyfriend or whatever isn't paying her much attention - which she seems a little annoyed about - but that would definitely change quick if Tuco went over and tried to make a move.

He might be reckless enough to do that; he's been drinking more than Nacho has. Tuco tends to drink a lot when he's itching for something stronger.

"Looks worth it," Tuco slurs, with a low, interested tone. He's really not taking his eyes off her; she, or her man, might notice soon.

"Worth starting shit with that guy and all his buddies? Nah, man. Find someone else," Nacho tries to advise him. God, he really hopes Tuco doesn’t drag him into a bar brawl with bikers...

Tuco's quiet for a few seconds. He shifts his gaze from the girl to Nacho.

He's becoming visibly drunk, but Nacho doesn’t think he's far gone enough for it to explain the way he's looking at him.

Exactly the same way he'd been looking at her.

It also doesn’t explain what he says next.

"Like you?"

He lets out an awkward little laugh. "Okay," he says, pushing down the raw instinct of panic panic panic. Whether Tuco's being serious about saying he's girly - bad for his rep and his ability to keep Tuco's respect - or he's genuinely implying that Nacho could replace a girl for him - even worse, much worse and a lot scarier - this whole weird conversation needs to die. "Real funny. Gonna go take a piss - "

He stands up to head for the bathroom - get out from under that uncomfortable look Tuco's giving him, and give himself the excuse that he wasn't around to help if Tuco decides to start a fight while he's away - but he stops cold when Tuco reaches out and grabs his arm.

"Wasn't joking," Tuco mutters, staring him dead in the eyes. "You n' her look the same."

Nacho swallows, not daring to extract his arm from Tuco's grip. "...Okay, man. If you say so."

Another tense few seconds, and Tuco lets him go, returning to his drink without another word.

high school AU.

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Por Eric Souza

 A fonte de minhas inspirações, Venho por meio desta citar, pessoas que despertaram em mim emoções, E me fizeram poemas criar:

Marcos Mancini meu caro,

O que de mais perto vi viver de poesia,

Homem que valoriza as coisas mais belas e também os prazeres da vida, Atrás dos olhos turvos não sei o que podia ele esconder,

Mas sei que dele boa e excelente amizade pude eu obter.

E a cada cigarro tragado, eu via em seu rosto um sorriso estampado,

Às vezes a risada dele dá medo, é escandalosa mas traz aconchego, Grande amigo e bom companheiro, com quem eu tomaria um café demorado, Falando da vida e da boêmia,

Passaria a noite acordado. Botaria o pé na estrada e sairia pra curtir a vida adoidado, sabendo que  junto a uma mente brilhante como esta, tenho meu caminho trilhado.

Cecília Meireles com seus poemas Afáveis, dignos de mesuras e aplausos incontáveis, Com sua métrica exuberante trouxe para mim apreço constante. Escreve e encanta, como quem uma ópera canta, traz consigo Sentimentos exuberantes, trágicos,

Que até hoje me impressionam por serem demasiadamente mágicos.

I said forbidden sex instead of romance because this wouldn't be romantic at all. Lalo is definitely just playing into his ego and misusing their power dynamic; Victor is in super mega denial and the type to randomly rant about gay people in interviews or call people fags over nothing; just very repressed, even in the bedroom, and Tuco is threatening him afterwards with "how he has connections" if Nacho even dares to think about snitching.

Lalo's beef with Gus in this AU would be either because he lost to Tyrus before retiring and becoming a coach, losing his belt with Gus being either Tyrus's coach or manager. I thought about him just being a sponsor but needed their petty beef. This would also worsen things for Victor/Nacho if them fucking on the side were to get out.

I'm not sure yet how I'm handling Manuel or how they're going to become estranged. I can't think of a good reason other than Nacho being queer rn. Just leaving him behind for the sport/fame?

We could add Domingo too

This is all I got for now my brother

I looove this lmao, I think combat sports work best out of all the options if you wanna make a BCS sports AU. violence!!

Nacho hooking up with Lalo, Tuco, AND Victor is SO crazy, like. gee Nacho, how come your mom lets you have two pissed-off sadistic extremely closeted fuckbuddies? plus a third fuckbuddy with a lot of power over you who could easily ruin your career for any reason but especially for your thing with the other fuckbuddy who works for his enemy? not a very 'responsible mom' thing to do

for as long as all this lasts, Nacho is never not going to be injured in some way. bruises forever. they all like hurting him. but considering he chose to pursue a professional career in Getting Hit, it's safe to say he's not scared of a beating

he probably even likes it ;) a lot ;) and maybe thinks he deserves pain because of how he's disappointed his father ;(

it'd be nice to add Domingo in there, give Nacho somebody who doesn't want to beat the hell out of him (at least not recreationally/sexually) and who can't and would never fuck up his life like the other three can and might. I can imagine their sparring sessions turning into sweaty-yet-sweet grinding that leads to sex in the showers <3