#tt:cc

again, I can't directly access the post or document where hayride admitted to this. however, one of the people who was arguing with her at the time posted a screenshot that includes their thoughts about hayride's sentiments in the margins. said arguments also include screenshots directly taken from hayride's bots. the snippet on the left shows what the bots wrote based on his definitions, where the snippet on the right seems to show a definition hayride wrote in his exact words, as it uses the "{{user}}/{{char}}" language.

transcript of hayride's statements:

TW/CW for 18+ NSFW topics (no imagery shown), Yandere AUs and sexual assault. Writing this cause I might as well own up to it. I'm not good with intros so I'm just going to get to the meat of it all. On an 18+ Character.AI alternative (JanitorAI), I made yandere alternate universe chatbots. I tagged them accordingly and, since it was an 18+ site, [1] I was under the impression that they wouldn't have hurt anyone. [2] I kept the definitions viewable so people wouldn't get blindsided and stressed the fact that they were (especially the more extreme ones) were not for the faint of heart. They did hurt people, and I'm so fucking sorry that they did. You can view my account on the site here. [2] I would have deleted my account but I don't want to be perceived as deleting evidence. I did not initially create my account on that site for the purpose of bot creation, I initially created it just to goon privately [3] but nobody else had created the character I wanted to goon to, so I created a bot of her myself. I then decided to publicize it, thinking others may enjoy it as well. Most of the bots were regular, non-yandere bots. Out of 39 bots, 6 of them were yandere. [4] I DID NOT write rape into the definitions of these bots, at worst only going into forced kissing. [5] I wrote them to be a sort of horror thing while also being a kink thing for those who are into it. [3] I am not yanderes, nor any of the things I included in any bots. It is entirely my fault and I take all the blame for it, however. I still wouldn't consider myself a proshipper. [6] I lost all my friends, I'm fucking alone now and I deserve it because I'm a disgusting human being. I'm leaving, goodbye.

transcript of OP's arguments in the margins:

[1] what does this even mean bru [2] well since you privated the definitions to cover your tracks now more people are gonna get blindsided huh snippet from hayride's profile: "Character definition is hidden. Total 3404 tokens, permanent 2021" [3] initially created a bot to goon to, but also isn't into the things she writes about? [4] claims she didn't write s/a fiction and instantly admits to writing s/a fiction in the same paragraph snippet of a message from one of hayride's bots: "I'm tellin ya babe," Dave grabs you by the hand, before suddenly pulling you in for a kiss. Well, less of a kiss and more of a throat-fuck by his tongue. The taste of his tongue and the feeling of it slithering down your tight throat would never leave your brain, it was... very unique. After what felt like an hour (which was probably just a minute), he pulled back, leaving you coughing and sputtering for air. He enjoyed having that sort of power over you with just a simple kiss, "Ya got some shining star cuts to dance with the sun I am!" [5] so you admit the shit you wrote for sex bots is morally reprehensible? the mind break? that you wrote? snippet seemingly from the definition of one of hayride's bots: It took a lot of blood, sweat, and tears, but eventually {{char}} managed to break {{user}}'s mind. [6] man I love guilt tripping

I also found these public replies to hayride's post to be pertinent. note that they seem to be responding to hayride burying the lede and being dishonest or guilt-trippy in her admittance, the same way she is in the doc. [edit 1/26] according to hayride and Simon, the Elijah shown in the second screenshot has since forgiven hayride. [edit 1/28] Elijah has never forgiven hayride, that claim was false.

transcript of the tweet replies:

(reply from ORBITZ_WORLD) You wrote rape. Your bots don't ask for consent. You wrote mind break. The big whoop is that most of the people you were friends with ARE S/A SURVIVORS. How are you this dense. (reply from dreethethree) guys I did it for approval. it's not that bad though. guys i'm so sad. i am clearly in the right.

transcript of a screenshot of a conversation between hayride and other users on discord:

(from hayride) i meant for it to be kinda... horrific. like it wasn't supposed to be sexy it was supposed to be a horror thing (from elijah) THAT'S THE PROBLEM YOU TOE-EYED CABBAGE SHIT SUCKER. Just shut up forever (from hayride) ok (from elijah) Unfriend everyone from hole and start over. Better yet, stop writing rape.

I don't like that direct access to this information is now hidden. I don't like that hayride seems to be exclusively hanging around people who are publicly against proshippers and abuse fetishism. I don't like that hayride is now piggybacking off of other call outs against dangerous people in the Toontown community and inserting himself into these matters, possibly to appear innocent by comparison/association.

[edit 1/26] since hayride has apologized after this post got published, I'd like to add a few more thoughts. specifically referencing her 2026 post, I don't like that she is still referring to these bots as merely being of a "yandere" or "problematic" persuasion, when above is evidence of her bot definitions including forced kissing and mind break, at the very least. I also don't like that hayride both prioritized his own feelings about being scared to speak about this and chose to re-enter Toontown spaces, where he then gravitated to people who had no way of knowing about this event. quite frankly, I don't think you can have it both ways. I am also extremely wary of the fact that the bulk of her 2026 apology deflected blame to unnamed toxic ex-friends. [edit 1/28] falsely claiming that amends have been made with the only publicly named person you hurt is also very alarming. I genuinely think hayride pretty much exclusively cares about defending his character by any means necessary, and that he proves time and time again to be not nearly as healed as he claims to be. I think she doesn't concern herself with how her actions affect others - she didn't in 2024, and she doesn't now.

what you do with this information is up to you, I just want you to make an informed decision using the information hayride has hidden.

direct links to the tweets I've shown: