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your my one call
jail! nett, bsf! reader, slight angst, bailing out, nett is so rich oml, mostly fluff, no smut blah blah sorry if this is bad iâve never been to jail.
âhey,â his voice rings. a random number. ânett, itâs two in the fucking morningâŠâ you mumble, your eyes still closed from sleep. âi know, ma. i got a problemâŠâ
you sigh. being the best friend of nettspend isnât easy. drugs, alcohol, speeding, late nights. none of it is easy, but you do it for him. âwhat did you do, now?â
you hear his tears over the phone. âi really fucked upâŠâ he swallows. âthey got me in this cell, ma.â you groan. âcome on, tell me your joking.â he sniffles. âi didnât even do that much⊠i was just speeding, and they caught me without my license.â
you huff, growing more frustrated. âi told you, you shouldâve gotten-â âi know! okay?! i know i shouldâve listened⊠but i need you to bail me outâŠâ he pleads. ânett. you know i donât got that kind of moneyâŠâ
âi know- iâll just give you my banking shit or somethingâŠâ you smirk. âhmm, what do i get in return?â
âanything, ma. iâll buy you a fuckin car if you really need it.â he pleads, getting more desperate. âfineâŠâ you mutter.
gunner recalls the numbers, giving you them and anything youâd need. surprising that heâs actually remembering these things with the state heâs in.
âiâll be there by 1.â you simply say, hanging up the phone.
âââââââââââââââââââââââââ
after the call, gunner picks at his fingers, he tries to read, he tries to socialize. nothing. just the image of you, he imagines the power youâd have, you could leave him there if you really wanted.
you wouldnât, would you? âgunner shepardson.â the intercom blares. he looks up, nervous already, is it time to take more of his things? âgod, please let this misery be overâŠâ he mutters before walking to the front of his cell.
a guard is unlocking the door, a pair of cuffs and a key in hand. âsomeoneâs here. visitation.â the guard grunts. âis- is it her?â he looks up at the guard, towering over him. âcanât say.â
as they walk the long halls, the guard smiles at him. âiâm not really supposed to talk to you guys, but i know how it is, kid. itâs hard to not get wrapped up in thisâŠâ gunner nods, sniffling. âman- i really hope itâs her.â
they reach the front area and gunners face fucking lights up. for the first time since heâs been in there, heâs got some hope. âmy jobs over, but you better try to stay out of this dump.â
you look at him through the glass, smiling. you really wished you hadnât had to get him out, but your glad he called you.
âbail for shepardson!â the front desk lady shouts. he looks up as the door is unlocked.
âhey ma, i really- uh- thank you.â his voice cracks. âuh- can i hug you?â you chuckle. âof course, gunnerâŠâ
he sobs. he fucking sobs. to be honest with yourself, youâve never seen gunner really cry. heâs teared up when talking about his dad, or his past, but never like this.
âi love you, ma.â he sniffles, whispering in your ear.
âââââââââââââââââââââââââ
later that day:
you and gunner are sitting on your couch. you two ordered pizza, and decided to watch a movie. âso, whyâd you call me?â
âyour my one call. nobody ever picks up like you doâŠâ he mumbles.
you pull him tighter into your arms, placing a kiss on his forehead. âmaybe we should be more than friendsâŠâ
anyway guys, should i make this a series???
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i treasure you, you know? | wriothesley x reader | NSFW | oneshot
summary: the fortress of meropide isn't exactly open for business 24/7, and you certainly aren't going to be inconspicuous if you sneak out of your parents' estate whenever you feel like it. as such, wriothesley rarely gets to see you. when he does, he feels like he's meeting you for the first time all over again. themes: noble!reader, disapproving bourgeosie parents, flustered!wriothesley, porn with feelings, smut and fluff, riding dick, lap sex, gentle to rough, creampie, aftercare, they're in love your honor ⥠word count: 1.7k | ao3 ⥠(one of author's personal favorites)
It wasnât often that Wriothesley had the immense pleasure of being in your company.
âI know itâs not much compared to the blends you drink on the surface, but I hope youâll enjoy it nonetheless.â
You gave him a smile as you shook your head. With your teacup held preciously between your palms, you sent his nervous heart beating again. Glancing down into his own cup, he hid from your sweet gaze.
âDonât speak on it that way, Wriothesley,â you said, your voice light and airy. âI always enjoy the tea you brew for me while Iâm here. Itâs one of the things I look forward to most when Iâm given the chance to visit you.â
He felt warmth pool in his cheeks, growing hotter the longer he stared. In an effort to appear nonchalant, he threw his gaze off towards the gilded walls of the fortress, drumming his fingers against his thigh in an attempt to calm himself.
â...Pardon me for asking, but Iâm curious to hear what else you look forward to down here, Mademoiselle. All in the name of providing you with a better experience, of course.â
You laughed. He hoped you couldnât see the fervent blush burning at his face.
âYouâre sweet, Wri, but you donât have to change a single thing about how you receive me. Iâm satisfied just getting a chance to be by your side.â
He was forced to cover the bottom half of his face behind his sweaty palm, lest you bear witness to the Duke of Meropide falling into shambles over you. Your eyes widened at first, but they were quick to soften out when you let out a melodic giggle. Placing your tea cup onto the table, you slid the ceramic platter over to his side of it. He blinked when you stood.
You crossed the room, moving like a siren as your soft skirts flowed behind you. Wriothesley felt his throat tighten as the distance between you lessened, and when he felt your soft fingertips on the back of his hand, he immediately went slack.
âWhy are you so nervous?â you asked, your eyes twinkling with mirth.
âYouâre hot,â Wriothesley blurted, words flowing out of his mouth like water out of an overturned bucket. âI mean. Youâre really pretty. And I missed you. I, uhâŠI always lose my composure around you because of that.â
You sat down beside him, gripping his hand in yours. Your eyelashes pressed together as you smiled, and with your eyes closed, you directed his palm to your cheek.
Wriothesleyâs breath hitched. Your eyes slid open, and for the first time in a long time, he felt chills.
âYouâre funny, Wri. I missed you too, but thereâs no need for you to be so shy around me.â
A red blush spread across your cheeks. You slowly moved his hand down your cheek, across your neck, and right against your breast.
Wriothesleyâs eyes widened sharply, his jaw snapping shut. He didnât understand your intentions at first, but then he felt something hammering into his palm. It was your heartâracing a mile a minute in synchrony with his own.
You grinned with your bright white teeth. âItâs okay. I get nervous around you, too.â
You had to know what you did to him when you spoke like that.
It had been months since he last got the chance to touch you like this.
âIs this okayâŠ?â
Your voice was a hushed whisper in the darkness. Wriothesley could scarcely hear it over the beating of his heart, hammering away at his eardrums as it robbed his lungs of breath. Nodding his head, which dizziness swam within, he squeezed your thighs harder.
âYeah,â he said eventually, his voice hoarse. âBabe, this is perfect. Youâre perfect.â
You closed your eyes, and the smile that graced your lips just about killed him. With a sensual rock of your hips, you continued to ride him, your hands placed to his chest to provide yourself a touch of leverage. With each meeting of your skin to his, Wriothesley felt himself pulsate inside you.
This was too much and yetânot enough. His hips ached with the desire to thrust, but you looked so pretty on top of him, so pleased. Digging his teeth into his lower lip, Wriothesley focused on restraint as his tender-eyed lover touched him like no one else could.
âWriâŠcan I kiss you?â
Wriothesley nodded eagerly. Tilting his head back, he offered you his lips, allowing you to close the distance as you saw fit. When your shy tongue flicked at his mouth, he immediately opened.
Your hot breath melted on his tongue. His hands stroked up your thighs, hungry to pin you in place, but remained respectful. He kissed you gentleâno biting, no forceâand felt his dick continue to throb inside of you.
You pulled away first, panting through your semi-parted lips. With heady eyes, you watched him as you moved your hips in a deep, circular motion.
âFuck,â he groaned instinctively. Then, ears burning, stammered, âSorry.â
You only laughed. âRemember when I said you donât have to be shyâŠ?â
Wriothesley swallowed hard. Sliding his hands further across the length of your thighs, he meekly settled on your soft ass.
You laughed again. After pressing a chaste kiss to his mouth, you said, âYou wonât hurt me, Wri.â
âI know, I justâŠâ He stared longingly after your plush lips. âYouâre precious to me. I donât want to be rough.â
He watched your lips as they parted to release a shaky breath. Your teeth dug into your lower lip, and when he looked up to meet your gaze, he noticed the sloped arch of your brows.
âSorry, Wri,â you half-said, half-whimpered. âI think IâmâŠalready cumming.â
Fuck, were you sexy. Wriothesleyâs face blazed hotter than a pyro catalyst as he watched you whine in his arms.
âIt feels really good,â you said strainedly.
âBabe,â he stammered, his fingers groping harder at your ass. âDo you mind if IâŠ?â
You shook your head. Hooking your arms around his neck, you leaned over his shoulder and let him support your body weight.
Wriothesley let out a hot pant. Gripping you firmly, he slowly but surely moved his hips upwards to meet yours.
âFuck,â he whispered again, thrusting up into your wet hole with a soft squelch. âBabe, can Iâ?â
âDo it,â you said, interrupting him. Gripping his hair in your fist, you said, âIâll tell you if I donât like something.â
âOkay,â he said breathily, his hips moving a touch faster, a little harder. âPromise youâll tell me.â
âI promise.â
âOkay,â he repeated, closing his eyes.
Fucking up into you with a newfound sense of vigor, he felt your arms tense, but you said nothing. He tried to be gradual, but when his tip kissed the tight lip of your cervix, he could no longer hold back. Stifling a groan, he started to pound into your cunt so hard, the sound of it echoed against the walls of his office. Pressing his mouth to your shoulder, he laved his tongue across your salty skin before giving you a gentle bite.
You quivered in his touch. Whimpering his name, you nuzzled into him.
âFuck, babe,â he groaned, his voice coming out coarser than he had intended for it to. âYouâre so good for me. So fuckinâ tight.â
âWri,â you croaked.
âNn, Iâ,â his breath hitched, âcan I cum in you, babe?â
âFuck,â you, the perfect Mademoiselle of your familyâs estate, said with no reserve. âWri, you donât have to ask.â
Too good for him. You were too fucking good for him.
His teeth dug into your shoulder when he abandoned rationality. Fucking you hard, splitting you open on him again, and again, and again, Wriothesley wanted nothing more than for you to cry his name when he did it.
He thrust into you so hard, he flinched. A moan bubbled from the fiery depths of his gut, his dick spasming inside the confines of your perfect heat. He curled his arms around your waist, holding you as tight as he could, and pounded into you again.
âBabe,â he said breathlessly, feeling the sweet wash of release. âYou take my cum so well.â
Your walls tightened around him, clenching hard as you did exactly what he had hopedâwith your head leaned back, you cried Wriothesley.
His mouth crashed into yours. As you came on his dick for the second time, his teeth clashed against yours, biting you, choking you with his tongue as he wrangled it with yours. Your hand rose to his face, and with an encouraging tilt of your head, you devoured him right back.
He took a sharp breath in, then a sharper one out. Shoulders relaxing, he pulled away to catch your gaze.
You were smiling from ear-to-ear. He couldnât help but smile back.
âI love you,â he murmured.
Laughing, you dove back down for another kiss.
In the dimness of his bedroom, a string of words were uttered.
âI wish youâd stay with me.â
He hadnât intended to say it, yet the words came falling from his lips like gravity had possessed them. Surprising himself, Wriothesley grasped your hand as you laid curled against him. Your breathing, slow from sleep just moments prior, subtly quickened. He watched your eyes slide open, then a frown tug at your features.
ââŠI wish I could stay with you, too,â you said. âI spend more time missing you than actually being by your side, and I abhor itâŠbut my parentsâŠâ
âI know, babe, I know.â He pressed a quick kiss to your neck, avoiding the fresh love bites. âIâm sorry, I didnât mean to put a damper on things. Not even sure why I said anything, really.â
âItâs okay, Wriothesley.â You smiled again, tilting your head to look at him. âThereâs no damper to be put on anything when Iâm still in your arms. Nothing can bother me here.â
â...Oh, yeah?â he asked, feeling a smirk curl his lips. âYouâre real smooth, arenât you, Mademoiselle?â
You blinked, your face glowing. âS-smooth? UghâŠclearly Iâm anything but.â
With a chuckle, Wriothesley laid back to kiss the top of your head. Nestling further against the curve of your body, he murmured, âYouâre incredibly smooth, babe. And super cute too.â
You giggled. Squeezing his hand, you said, âLaying it on thick, huh?â
âYeah. âCause youâre adorable.â He kissed your head once more. âI treasure you, you know?â
You grinned.
âYes, Wri. I do.â
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Chapter One: Knuckle Sandwich
MIKE WHEELER X NOBODY!READER.
âłÂ in which a loser boy meets an even bigger loser girl.
đ€ ch.1 CONTENTS: reader is described as chubby, unfortunately I do use Y/n for simplicity sake Iâm sorry, mentions of bullying, awkwardness, friendlessness, eventual yearning, shitty nerd x grumpy loner trope, silliness, 80âs, physical violence, mentions of blood and slight gore..? (Scrapes nâ stuff like that), verbal bullying, talking poorly about oneself,Â
đ€NOTE: This doesnât focus on canon lore for the most part, I wanted a more domestic approach because itâs simpler and can be seen as some sort of filler. This can either take place before or after the events of season 5, honestly itâs up to you guys?
I do want to turn this into some sort of actual fanfic, so Iâm writing the âpilotâ chapter as some sort of test, just to see if you guys are interested! Anyways, Iâve always been a Mike girl, and I havenât seen much for him here on tumblr OR anywhere else, so here goes nothing.
I WILL BE UPLOADING THIS TO WATTPAD AS WELL! I like wattpads formatting :)
CH.2
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THEÂ bell rang louder than hell, its shrill cry rattling against the white brick walls like it was echoing through a prison block. The sound bounced endlessly down the hallway, drilling straight into your skull and leaving a dull ache behind your eyes.
You snapped out of your bored trance in the back of Calc, blinking like youâd just woken up. Groggily, you reached for your bag, shoving folders and your pencil pouch inside without even looking. Loose papers bent and slid crookedly into the leather satchel, corners sticking out at awkward angles. You didnât bother fixing them. You flipped the top closed, the worn clasp clicking softly, and stood as the rest of the class filed out.
The room emptied in single file, chairs scraping against linoleum and the teacherâs voice already lost to the noise outside. You followed, lingering behind just enough to avoid the rush, slipping into the hallway last.
The corridors were already packedâwaves of denim jackets, varsity sweaters, and teased hair moving as one mass toward the cafeteria.
 Giggles, loud laughter, and half-yelled conversations bounced around you, the sound thick and overwhelming. Someone brushed past your shoulder, another nearly clipped your arm, but no one apologized.
Your face stayed flat, unreadable. One hand tightened around the strap of your old cross-body bag, the leather cracked and soft from years of use, as you shuffled through the crowd like a walking corpse. Step by step, you drifted toward your locker, fluorescent lights buzzing overhead, the smell of floor cleaner and cafeteria food mixing in the air.
Lunch. Just another stretch of time to get through.
The clicking as you entered the locker code was drowned out by all the commotion behind youâfriends gathering with friends, girlfriends gathering with boyfriends. What was different about the painful high school experience for your senior year? Absolutely butt fuck nothing. Everything was still the same, and unfortunately, that went for you too.
You swung the door open at the same time you opened your bag again, taking out irrelevant folders and a binder, those classes now over for the day. You replaced them with your English supplies, sighing as you slammed the door shut. God, you just wanted to go home. There was nothing you hated more than high schoolâthis school, specifically.
It was a sudden slam against the metal lockers that made you want to daydream about moving far away, about getting a clean slate. What would be a nice state to live in? You debated California, maybe South Carolina. You looked at the perpetratorâthe one responsible for thundercunting you into your poor locker.
VeronicaâŠÂ fucking Veronica Steel.
Her obnoxiously permed brunette curls and loud purple eyeshadow matched her bangles and comically large earrings. She let out a snide giggle, clutching her books to her chest while her posse behind her shared the same laugh.
âSorry, I just couldnât help myself!â she started. You rolled your eyes. Not again. (Of course again.)
While you waited for her to continue, you picked up on a group of geeks walking around you and Veronicaâone with a curly mullet muttering something to the likes of, âJesus⊠lucky it isnât us, huh?â with a slight lisp to his friends, an old Hellfire shirt on. Whatever. Yeah, you should be fucking ecstatic that the meanest bitch youâve ever met doesnât make your life a living hell.
Veronicaâs grating voice snapped you out of your bitter jealousyâwishing you were able to just walk by like those randos were. You knew they got their fair share of bullying, but Veronica was just unmatched.
âYou know how shitty these lockers are⊠it needed something heavy enough to keep it shut!â She laughed. She gave you a shrug, and suddenly you felt your blood boil over.
âYeah, tell me about it. You must get it, though, right?â You faked a genuine reply.
She and her friends gave you a confused look, mixed with disgust, as if they were appalled you spoke back to them today.
âYeah, might wanna lay off the protein bars, Steel⊠catching up to me there.â You shrugged, voice flat. She scoffed, looking to their friends as they immediately started to pamper her.
âSheâs crazy, Ronnie!â âAnd youâre fitâdonât even trip.â
You rolled your eyes again, shaking your head. Can they just fucking move? You just wanted to eat lunch.
âWhatever, watch your back, lardass,â she spat. With a quick spin on her heels, her friends followed as she sauntered to her Spanish class. It was like a weight lifted off your shoulders. You couldnât help but cringe at the pain in your jaw where it had collided with your locker door.Â
Your fingers brushed the tender spot, brows knitting as the pain finally caught up with you. Your other hand dropped to your side. You didnât look at anyone. You didnât need to.
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PURPLEÂ and red bloomed in the reflective glass.
You leaned back in the chair behind the record shop counter, jaw tilted toward the reflection on the display shelf, the bruise splotched across your skin like it had been waiting for you to notice it. What a bitch.Â
Blondie echoed throughout Afterglow Records. Your pen scratching at the crossword puzzle on todayâs newspaper that the owner lazily tossed onto the counter that morning and hadnât bothered to throw away.Â
Fluorescent lights buzzed softly overhead, reflecting off the glass display cases that housed cassettes, tapes, and a few rare vinyl singles behind a counter cluttered with stickers and faded posters. The walls were a riot of color: band posters plastered from floor to ceilingâMetallica, The Cure, Madonna, Princeâsome peeling at the edges, others layered over older promotions so thick the old paper sometimes cracked under your fingers.Â
A rack of new releases spun lazily near the door, while deeper inside, the âused vinylâ bins were carefully organized but smelled faintly of dust and coffee, a testament to the shopâs age and character.
The vinyl on the record player at the counter scratched gently as âCall Meâ played throughout the shop. One thing you loved about working at Afterglow was that when you were clocked in, you got to play whatever you wanted. Your foot kicked to the beat as you propped your legs up on a clear space on the counter, pondering about who the Rolling Stones Frontman was⊠Six letter wordâŠ
You chewed your gum quizzically: mind blanking on the name. Before you could dig yourself farther into the hole that was a brain fart, you heard the bells above the entrance door jingle. You peeled your eyes off the back of the paper, clocking the familiar faces that walked in.Â
It was the guys from earlier, the ones that thanked whoever was listening that they werenât you.Â
The door jingled as Lucas and Dustin stepped into Afterglow Records. âI still donât get why you think Spider-Manâs better than Batman,â Lucas said, grabbing a comic off the display. âBecause Spider-Manâs relatable! Heâs funny, he messes up, and he actually has a life outside fighting bad guys,â Dustin shot back, holding up a copy of Amazing Spider-Man like it was sacred. Lucas rolled his eyes.Â
âRelatable? Please. Batman has gadgets, style, and actual villains who arenât just giant green lizards or random henchmen.â
Dustin waved his hands dramatically. âStyle doesnât mean anything if your life sucks all the time! Peter Parker actually matters to people!â
Their petty argument faded out as Mike looked automatically at who was behind the registerâand to his surprise, it was you. The girl everyone had see around school but never spoke to. What was your name again?Â
He swallowed as your eyes were already on his. Not in a strange way, no. He was a little taken aback at your expression. Your eyes were half-lidded, sharp and unimpressed, like youâd  seen too much and wasnât interested in seeing more. He looked away, directing his focus to the posters on the wall.  You did the same, looking back at the paper you held in your hands. âWelcome in.â You yell out above the music with a flat tone.Â
âDuuude, they have Megadeth cassettes!â Dustin exclaimed, running over to look through the displayed options. Lucas joined him, intrigued. Meanwhile, Mike just looked around, taking in the scenery.Â
He wandered further into the shop, letting his fingers ghost over the edges of vinyl sleeves. Posters and stacks of records towered around him, each corner smelling faintly of dust and coffee, a mixture that somehow felt comforting. He picked up a few random albums, flipping them over to check the liner notes, occasionally glancing at the little display crates for anything that caught his eye.
Then he spotted it. A pristine copy of The Cure. He lifted it carefully, tracing the letters on the cover with his fingertips, appreciating the moody, dark artwork. A small smile tugged at his lipsâthis was exactly the kind of record heâd been hoping to find.
And then he noticed you. Behind the counter, you glanced up, eyes dry, cool and detached, but somehowâŠunflinchingly aware of him. Mike blinked. He hadnât known you worked here. It didnât even occur to him that someone like you could have a day job at a place like thisâyou seemed almost entirely removed from the world around you. That realization made him think: you were even farther down the loner tier than he had ever been. You werenât paying them any mind, didnât even glance at the argument Lucas and Dustin were having in the background. You existed in your own orbit, and Mike, holding The Cure like a treasure, stood there with his eyes glued to the bruise on your jaw.Â
The next song on the record started to play as you went back to minding your business.Â
Mike wheeler⊠One of Hawkinsâ notorious nerds. You had remembered him from your freshman year science class, but the two of you never interacted. Both of you, including his friends, were treated like shit by  the Hawkins Hot-Shots: and yet, you werenât even on his level. Not that you minded, but you knew realistically that it was pathetic. Whatever, you respected it: it was nice to know that even losers could find a group of people that theyâd be close with. You were just waitingâwatching the clock as if at a fixed point in time youâd be blessed with a nice group of friends. Bull.
His tall, lanky form walking up to the counter snapped you out of your thoughts. Looking up once more, and I mean really looking upâcuz damn this kid had gotten tall as the years went byâyou swung and planted your feet on the floor, setting the paper down and sitting up straight. âSo, The Cure?â You asked, offering out your hand to take the record. His brain stalls for a moment before he nodded. âUhâyeah- yeah.âÂ
You gave him a look before putting the vinyl carefully into a paper bag. âItâll be 10 bones.â You nod your head at his stupid Fanny pack. He gave you a confused look. âUhm.. huh?âÂ
ââŠten dollars?â You reply slowly giving him an expecting look, and you can see the way he mentally face palms at how he didnât clock that. God, what was getting into him? Were you really that intimidating that he couldnât focus, or what? Your voice snapped him out of it. âItâs a standard LP, new release. Since it isnât used, itâs more.â
Mike couldnât quite clock it, so he just shook his head and rushed to grab the ten from the pack. âRightâyeah, of course. Sorry..â he awkwardly stammered. He handed you the crumpled up cash and you gave him a look, judgey simply based on habit. You take it and give him change back, breaking the twenty. After you put the cash in the register, you slide the bag to him with a sigh. âSâall yours.âÂ
He nodded, eyes locked on you for a second too long as he took the bag. He looked over at his friends, now arguing about music instead of comics. He shook his head and looked back at you. âUhm, I didnât know you worked here.â He started, trying to make conversation.
He hated to admit it, but he kind of felt bad for you. He knew he shouldnât: partially because he knew that being classified as a âloserâ wasnât always a bad thing, and partially because he had a sneaking feeling that if you found out about the pity, youâd beat him up or something.Â
That was kind of just the vibe you gave off. No one spoke to you, both because of your established social status and because of the intimidating, unapproachable energy that radiated off of you. Ever since kids started making fun of you for your weight or your lack of friends, you became colder and colder to the world. You werenât sure why you were so put off all the time, but it had just grown to be normal. After so long, you didnât even want friends anymoreâso when freshman year came around, you sort of just gave in. If the rest of the world wants to label you as some tubby loner, then so be it. You were content.
At least, thatâs what you told yourself.
You nodded slowly. âYep..â you drawled out. âIâve been working here since the middle of junior year⊠not too long I guess. Never see you come in, thatâs probably why.â You point out. Mike knew you had a point: he never came in here, maybe once or twice because Nancy dragged him inside, but those were times where you werenât working.Â
A thick silence fell over the both you as he felt himself grow more and more awkward. Gosh, why was it hard to talk to you? Loser or not, he felt like you just were not interested in small talk⊠probably because you werenât.Â
He looked out the tall windows at the front of the shop, watching as people walked by in groups of at least three, holding shopping bags. A group of kids rode past on bikes down the road, getting in peoples ways. If it werenât for the music, heâd be able to hear the way the older man with the brief case outside swore at them.
âAnyway⊠you ever do crosswords?â
Mike blinked. âUh⊠yeah, I guess?â
You nudged the newspaper toward him, pointing at a question near the top of the page. âFrontman of the Rolling Stones. Six letters.â
He squinted at the puzzle, lips twitching as he thought. You leaned back again, arms crossed, watching him struggle without saying a word, the faint hum of Blondie in the background.
ââŠJagger,â he said finally, almost like a whisper, as if afraid to be wrong.
You tilted your head, eyes narrowing with a subtle smirk, and the corner of your mouth twitched ever so slightly. âCorrect,â you said dryly, almost as if it were an afterthought, before returning to your crossword and the soft scratch of the record spinning behind you. âThanks, dweeb.â
The bell above the door jingled faintly somewhere in the distance, but you didnât look up. Everything elseâthe world, the chaos, the noiseâcould wait. It was just you and your precious crossword puzzle.Â
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You went home that night like you always did, bomber jacket zipped up tight as the air crept colder. When you stepped inside, the familiar warmth of the house wrapped around you. From the kitchen, your mom called out over the sound of running water, finishing up the dinner dishes.
âThereâs a plate in the fridge for youâmeatloaf and carrots.â
She set a plate onto the drying rack beside the sink. You nodded out of habit, even though she couldnât see you.
You dropped your bag onto the sofa and headed for the cramped kitchen, brushing past your mother as you opened the fridge. Thatâs when you noticed her freeze. Out of the corner of your eye, you caught the way she did a double take.
âFor Christâs sakeâwhat happened to your face?â she gasped.
Before you could react, cold, damp hands were at your jaw and neck, tilting your head toward the light. She stared at the bruise like it had personally insulted her. You winced at the touch, pulling away with a grimace.
âJeez, Mom, relax,â you muttered.
âI lost grip of a box at work today,â you lied quickly, peeling the plastic wrap from your plate and shoving it into the microwave. Itâs fine. You could practically hear her calling bullshit in her head, and you avoided her gaze, focusing instead on the slow rotation of the plate as the microwave hummed. You leaned against the counter, arms crossed, waiting for the timer.
âWhat happened to whose face?â your dadâs voice cut in as he wandered into the kitchen.
âYour daughterâs,â your mom said, already turning back to the sink. âShe dropped a box on herself.â
Your dad chuckled, reaching out to ruffle your hair. You clenched your jaw. God, you hated that. âClumsy ass,â he teased, grabbing a beer from the fridge.
âLanguage,â your mom warned.
He cracked the bottle open and took a swig. âHow was your day, kid?â You shrugged, exhaling through your nose. âIt was okay. Got a good grade on the test I was freaking out about.â He patted your shoulder in approval before heading toward the living room. A moment later, you heard something thump against the floor.
Right. Your bag. Youâd put it in his spot.
After you finished eating, you got ready for bed, letting the heat of the shower soak into your bones. The steam filled the bathroom as you stood there, shampoo worked deep into your scalp, scrubbing like you could wash the day away.
Your thoughts drifted back to earlierâto the Afterglow.
Youâd seen him there. Mike. YeahâMike Wheeler. He and his friends from the D&D club. You sighed, letting your hands fall to your sides as you just stood there and let the water rain down on you, rinsing away the shampoo. You hadn't ever spoken to him, not that you could recall-- well, besides today. He was weird, you thought. Not necessarily in a bad way, just... Strange. Even with that in your head, you couldn't help but wish you had a group of friends like he did. It would be nice... And with that, you started to imagine what it would be like if you were, well... not you. You conjured up fake friends, put yourself in already existing friend groups. You hated that you did that, but sometimes that's the only way you could find comfort in your day to day life. You told yourself you didn't need friends, but deep down you yearned for connection.
You rinsed the soap from your hair, eyes closed, trying to push the memory down with the rest of the dayâs garbage.
You had no idea then that tomorrow would be so much worse.
THE next day at your lunch period, you slide into your designated table at lunch, shoved against the wall like itâs been reserved for permanent solitude. Tray clatters softly against the scratched plastic surface, but you barely notice. Alone.
Peace..
--Until Veronica Steel spots you. Her posse follows like shadows, heels clicking on linoleum, laughter trailing behind her.
âHey, loser,â Veronica sneers, leaning on your table. âWhat are you doing all alone? Waiting for someone to notice you?â her voice is filled with faux pity.
You shrug, calm and unflinching. âJust enjoying some peace and quiet until your lame ass showed up.â
Veronica smirks, folding her arms. âAt least I donât sit around pretending to be better than everyone else,â she snaps, voice sharp, trying to land a blow in return. You meet her glare evenly. âYeah? At least I donât sleep with my friendsâ boyfriends.â You flick a glance at Kathy, letting it land.
Time freezes. Veronicaâs smirk disappears, replaced with a flash of shock. Kathy gasps, eyes wide, mouth opening slightly.
âWhatâ?â Veronica hisses, stunned.
âWhat?â Kathy blurts at the exact same moment, voice small, confused, eyes darting between the two of you. âYep, I was at that party last weekend, Steel. Saw you and Kathyâs boy toy goinâ at it in his Mercedes..â you cringed.
You knew that saying that was a mistake the second you saw Veronica's expression settle in. You also knew you weren't even supposed to be at that party--you snuck in uninvited cuz' you wanted free booze. It was worth it, but you did have to pay the price of witnessing that shit show.
Veronicaâs shock quickly twists into rage. Her fingers clamp onto your collar, yanking you up slightly as her jaw tightens. Before you can react further, her fist connects with your jaw, the impact sharp and immediate. Your head snaps sideways; pain blooms hot and bright. Gasps ripple through the cafeteria. The blow on the same spot you had a gnarly bruise sending you backwards against the bench seat, hardly keeping yourself from falling over.
âYou think itâs funny stating rumors, bitch?â Veronica snarls through clenched teeth, every word trembling with fury.
You touch your jaw, grimace tugging faintly at your expression despite the sting. Veronica finally releases your collar, breathing hard, but then her eyes soften slightly as she turns toward Kathy, brushing a hand down her friendâs shoulder. âItâs okay, Kathy⊠you know Iâd never do anything like that, you're my best friend.â she says, voice carefully sweet, consoling, the performance of innocence perfect. Kathy swallows, nodding slowly, still unsure but reassuredâor at least distracted from your comment.
From across the cafeteria, Mike Wheeler and his friends freeze mid bite, eyes wide along everyone else.. Mikeâs fists twitch as he watches the scene unfold, caught between instinct and caution, while Dustin whispers frantically to Lucas, and Max frowns, shaking her head. All they can do is watch.
âIsnât that the girl from the record shop yesterday?â Dustin whispers to Mike. Lucas nods along as Michael just watches. He felt a familiar pang of guilt rack over his body as he watch the brutal scene unfold. He could practically feel the embarrassment you must have felt, with everyoneâs eyes on you like that..?
âVeronica is such a bitch.â Max mumbles.
The cafeteria hums with whispers and murmurs, but here, at your corner table, all you can feel is the heat of Veronicaâs glare and threats.Â
âHey!â A staff member yelled through gritted teeth. The woman grabbed Veronica by the sweater and yanked her away from you. âThatâs enough! Steel, are you crazy?!â She scolded, mentioning something about the cheer team and how this could get in the way of some scholarship. Veronica whined about how âcruelâ and âmeanâ you had been, starting rumors about her and her private life. It was all bullshit.Â
Your ears rung as the panic set in, palms sweating. You could feel everyone's eyes on you... you could hear the laughing, the whispers. The sound of Veronica complaining and defending herself faded away as all you could do was look around: back at everyone looking at you. This was a mess.
Well, eventually the staff member dragged Veronica to the principles office, and you were taken to the nurses office by a lunch lady that the woman called over. Turns out that staff lady was actually her Aunt, and long story short Veronica got let off with a warning and you both got detention. Her, for physically assaulting you: You, for telling the truth. (but apparently it was a rumor now, since little miss Veronica Steel always got her way.)
You sat outside the nurses office on a broken chair, the back snapped in half because some jock tried to crack his back over it. You have an ice pack pressed against your jaw, now twice more painful and bruising worse by the minute. Your bag was next to you as you waited for the lunch bell to be over. God, why does time go so slow at times like this? You debated leaving, sneaking out of school and running off literally anywhere but here. You knew you couldn't... That you shouldn't, because not only would you most likely get suspended but your parents would also blow a gasket.
âAre you good?â
The voice pulls you out of your spiraling thoughts. You look up to see a girl standing a few steps away, red hair catching the fluorescent hallway lights as well as the sunlight that shined in through the glass doors down the hall that lead to the courtyard. Headphones rest loosely around her neck, and sheâs holding a juice box in one hand, the straw still still taped to the side.
You donât answer right away.
Do you look good? The question almost makes you scoff, but you keep it to yourself. As stupid as it sounds, you can tell sheâs not trying to pryâjust trying to be kind.
âUh,â you mumble finally, eyes dropping to the table. âCould be better.â She nods, awkward but understanding. âRightâŠâ
Thereâs a pause. Then she shifts her weight and holds out the juice box, offering it like an olive branch.
âMy nameâs Max,â she says. âUm, I noticed you didnât really have time to finish your lunch, so⊠I saved you mine.â You glance back up at her, really looking this time. Max. The name settles somewhere in your memory, fuzzy but familiar. You hesitate, then take the juice box anyway.
âThanks,â you murmur, fingers curling around the cool cardboard.
Before either of you can say anything else, the bell ringsâloud and sharp, slicing through the cafeteria noise. Chairs scrape back, voices rise, and suddenly everyone is moving at once.
Max winces. âGuess thatâs it,â she says, slipping her headphones back around her neck.
âYeah,â you reply, already standing. You sling your bag over your shoulder, the knot in your stomach tightening. The thought of walking into class with everyoneâfeeling their eyes, their whispersâmakes your chest feel too tight. Max looks a bit confused as to why you're heading towards the doors that lead outside. "Where- Where are you going?"
"literally anywhere else. "
As the bellâs echo fades behind you, you let out a slow breath. Anything was better than facing a room full of people right now.
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Chapter 2?
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