#tryinghere

I barely post any updates on here but I just want to fucking vent. I spent the passed fucking 4 years of my life working my god damned ass off to get the job of my Fucking dreams. Spent so much time away from my loved ones, family, lost so much sleep, crashed my fucking car, relapsed somewhere in between. And I landed the job of a fucking lifetime, right after graduating. Only after a few months I left because it isn’t what I want out of my fucking life?? Like it’s great I caught it early but fuck it sucks. It’s an ass feeling. And tonight is such a hard night, my depression is hitting so fucking hard tonight and I’m just eating Fucking Oreos until it stops. Idk. That’s all I got.

New character

I need more basic commissions (:

I kinda forgot about the photo challenge for today.. It was supposedly 'Lunch' but oh well. Here's a pic of dinner tonight instead made by yours truly (chos). #Day22 #JunePhotoChallenge not #lunch #dinner #tonight #chicken #shrimp #chopsuey #sauteed #vegetables #toast #healthy #eating #tryinghere #instagram #instapic #instafood #instahashtagoverkill