#trusting medication again

I had a psych eval this past Friday and it went really well. I was prescribed Buspirone and Hydroxyzine for anxiety. I'm on day 2 so I haven't felt a difference yet obviously but I'm hoping this helps me live my life more.

Anxiety has 100% taken over my life the past 2-3 years. I've missed out on opportunities, memories, events, too many parts of my younger years of life that I can't get back. With me putting in the work to retrain my brain, change my habits, and taking medication, I might actually be able to get back to my true self.

I'm proud of myself for trying to trust medication after my awful experience with meds during childhood/teens. I am in total control of my healthcare and it is really nice. I'm trying for now and hopefully these meds will help make trying not feel so hard.