#trisprogrammed

Kinda just this with different wording, but here's an extra tip!:

Try to train yourself into whatever programming you wish to have! Correct yourself on behaviors and train yourself into doing whatever your programming would make you like doing!

It makes us feel that our RAMCOA trauma is invalid because everyone fucking associates programming with programmed systems thanks to the plurality community. Thanks for making us invisible, you wannabe-'inclusive' dick bags.

We don't want to be invisible anymore and we don't want to feel forced to deny our trauma just so people won't call us a liar or assume things about our system.

Florian's Intro ♡

Hi! My name is Florian or Tommy ! My pronouns are he/him . mush/mushroom . moo/moos . strawb/strawberry . spot/spots . and sometimes she/her.

I am one alter in a system, we are a large collective, but this blog is mine and only mine. I'm a c!tommyinnit who's also a moobloom! (specifically a dandelion moobloom!) I am perma17 but bodily we are 20 ! So if you're going to interact please be 18+

This is my side blog to engage in Radqueer stuff and to better explore my trisharmed identity ! I may also occasionally post nsfw content because of my role in this system ! Below you will find some more things about me !

I am supportive of paras, transIDs, radqueer identities, pro and comship, "contradicting" labels, conabuse (consensual abuse) and generally most everything.

I will NOT support people who are pro-contact of the big three (necro, zoo, pedo)

I am trisharmed, trisgroomed, trisprogrammed and many other trisharmed identities. I am using this blog to channel those feelings, and possibly to find someone who is willing to enter into a conabuse situation with me. I identify with certain para identities as well, but I may explore those at a later time.

I am most looking for sourcemates (Wilburs and Dreams please interact). I will also occasionally post on this blog things that most fall in line with poppytwt, please keep in mind these are most likely source memories I feel like sharing.

Below is a list of my boundaries

Okay: sending in asks, interacting in a harmful way, give commands to me/tell me what to do, talk and ask about my source, use pet names and nicknames (However we are BODILY taken and I will not enter into a romantic relationship with a stranger on tumblr), ask about our trauma

Not okay: Sexually explicit images (if you choose to send in a sexually explicit ask I might answer, I might not), making claims to me against my consent, interacting if you are a MINOR. (more to be added as they come up)

Tags I will use:

⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ the dandelions are blooming - my own posts

⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ roses in my sternum - ask box!

⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ pruning the thorns - announcements posts or psas

⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ outside the garden - other alters talking on my blog

⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡ imported shrubbery - posts I saw that I REALLY liked

(more to be added if it comes up!)

The things that happened to us were outside of our control and had such a deep effect on us.

And being able to interact with conabuse situations, either by being the "abuser" and having that power or giving others the power is geniunely healing. Admittedly, we view conabuse as a form of BDSM. It's like playing pretend. Not even necessarily sexually, because bdsm *isn't* sexual! (That's a side tangent!)

Everything was easier. I always knew the right thing to do because I had been trained to be so good. I knew every step, every order. I knew all the rules, all the right things. I knew what to do when he screamed at me, I knew what to do when he hurt me. I was so good.