#trigger-words

pronouns: she/he age: 18 labels: genderfluid lesbian and neurodivergent timezone: CST language: english

⚠️ heavy trigger warnings:

this blog includes content about:

self-harm

suicidal ideation (passive & active)

psychosis (hallucinations, paranoia, delusional thinking, reality confusion, derealization/unreality, disorganized writing)

obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) with intrusive thoughts (religious, violent, sexual), compulsions, moral spirals, guilt rants

eating disorders

religious trauma

dissociation

fictional self-harm / horror oc writing / vent characters

gore imagery

panic attacks, spiraling vent posts, overstimulation

notebook-style intrusive thoughts

identity confusion

nothing is NSFW. i tag everything i can. if you need something tagged, you can ask anonymously.

this blog is for other mentally ill young people.

i’m not here to educate anyone. i’m not here to debate mental illness, morality, recovery, or “healthiness.” this is not a place for people looking for inspiration or recovery stories. i won’t tolerate ableism, trolling, or fakeclaiming. just don't.

🚫 please don’t...

send “positive vibes” or recovery tips unless i ask

fakeclaim, trauma dump without warning, or moralize my content

follow if you’re here to gawk at mentally ill people

Reading the Aeneid....

"Jupiter, high above, picked up his balanced scales and placed the fate of each hero upon a scale to see whose life the battle would doom, for the loser's impending death would cause his scale to sink with the weight of his destiny. Turnus' sword blade broke off like brittle ice upon meeting Vulcan's armor. Regretting that he had hastily left his father's sword behind, Turnus ran from Aeneas. The Trojan, despite an arrow wound in his knee, pursued him."