#trentilyn

1. love me dead // ludo

you're a gluttonous queen, narcissistic and mean. kill me romantically. fill my soul with vomit, then ask me for a piece of gum. bitter and dumb, you're my sugarplum. you're awful; i love you.

2. the sharpest lives // my chemical romance

you're in time for the show. you're the one that i need; i'm the one that you loathe. you can watch me corrode like a beast in repose, ‘cause i love all the poison. away with the boys in the band. i've really been on a bender and it shows, so why don't you blow me a kiss before she goes?

3. ICH TU DIR WEH // rammstein

du bist mir ganz und gar ergeben (you are entirely devoted to me). du liebst mich denn ich lieb' dich nicht (you love me because i don’t love you). du blutest für mein seelenheil (you bleed for my salvation). ein kleiner schnitt und du wirst geil (a small cut and you’re horny).

4. bite my tongue // you me at six feat. oliver sykes

you always do as you please, so i'm gonna follow suit and take a seat and watch you fall apart, 'cause in the end, what are you without me? // i can't bear the sight of you anymore. you've become what i hate, sold yourself for a bit of fame. now that the wolves have closed the door, you wanna drag me down some more? fuck you.

5. today // KMFDM

desperation, sinking into somewhere dark and cold. deviation, a place i knew i did not want to go. to forget is all i know. minutes slowly turn to hours. another moment passes by. seconds of eternity. i wonder if it's time to say goodbye.

6. no, you don’t // nine inch nails

teeth in the necks of everyone you know. you can keep on sucking until the blood won't flow. when it starts to hurt, it only helps it grow. taking all you need (but not this time). no, you don't. and just for the record, just so you know, i did not believe that you could sink so low. you think that you can beat them. i know that you won't. you think you have everything, but no, you don't.

7. boy division // my chemical romance

i bought my enemies rope to hang me and the knives to gang me. you can watch them stab me on your television. stomp the halls, because the bathroom walls would have a lot to say about the lines you're putting down. well, it better be white, it better be cut, it better be just my size. until my capillaries burst from boredom, i'll be waiting. i'm not laughing. you're not joking. i'm not dead, i only dress that way.

8. blood honey // marilyn manson

so, i keep my life a lie. i keep my head loose. my nose is like a beehive; i'm dripping blood, honey. i'm dripping blood, honey. i've got you tied up; i love it. tied up; I love it. now, why would i set you free? now you're tied up; you love it. no lies, now: i love it. i'm not being mean. i'm just being me. you only say that you want me when i'm upside down.

9. hatefuck // motionless in white

i am an architect of difference, you are just a hole. oh how i love to hear you beckon and stripped to the bone. but when i come around i come inside and just leave, because if i had a heart i wouldn’t wear it on my fucking sleeve. // i want it dirty with the lights on, filthy, vile, and obscene. i wanna show you what a bitch i can be.

10. the lust killer // john 5

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11. arsonist’s lullabye // hozier

all you have is your fire, and the place you need to reach. don't you ever tame your demons, but always keep them on a leash. when i was a man, i thought it ended when i knew love's perfect ache. but my peace has always depended on all the ashes in my wake.

12. flightless bird, american mouth // iron & wine

i was a quick wet boy diving too deep for coins, all of your street light eyes wide on my plastic toys. then when the cops closed the fair, i cut my long baby hair, stole me a dog-eared map, and called for you everywhere. have i found you? (flightless bird, jealous, weeping) or lost you? american mouth, big pill looming.

13. deathbeds // bring me the horizon

eyes like a car crash, i know i shouldn't look, but i can't turn away. body like whiplash. salt my wounds, but i can't heal the way i feel about you. i watch you like a hawk. i watch you like i'm gonna tear you limb from limb. will the hunger ever stop? can we simply starve this sin? that little kiss you stole, it held my heart and soul, and like a deer in the headlights, i meet my fate. don't try to fight the storm; you'll tumble overboard. tides will bring me back to you.

14. where do we belong? anywhere but here // frnkiero andthe cellabration

1. adrenalize // in this moment

i must confess: i’m addicted to this. shove your kiss straight through my chest.

2. third day of a seven day binge // marilyn manson

we've only reached the third day of our seven-day binge and i can already see your name disintegrating from my lips.

3. bang the doldrums // fall out boy

i wrote a goodbye note in lipstick on your arm when you passed out. i couldn't bring myself to call, except to call it quits. best friends, ex-friends till the end. better off as lovers and not the other way around.

4. time bomb // all time low

just two kids stupid and fearless. like a bullet shooting the love-sick, there's only one way down this road. it was like a time bomb set into motion. we knew that we were destined to explode. and if i have to pull you out of the wreckage, you know i'm never gonna let you go.

5. sick like me // in this moment

is it sick of me to need control of you? is it sick to make you beg the way i do? is it sick of me to want you crawling on your knees?

6. closer // nine inch nails

you can have my isolation. you can have the hate that it brings. you can have my absence of faith. you can have my everything.

7. contemptress // motionless in white

beneath all the pleasure, all you are is pain and you deserve every second of your suffering. but yet i can't stop crawling to your doorstep every time you beckon. i'm self destructing.

8. just one yesterday // fall out boy

if i spilled my guts the world would never look at you the same way. and now i'm here to give you all my love so i can watch your face as i take it all away.

9. forgive and forget // you me at six

we're getting close to an end now; that was never in doubt. we used to talk for hours but you don't hear my voice now. can we forgive and forget, if only for the weekend?

10. love like winter // afi

it's in the blood, it's in the blood. i met my love before i was born. he wanted love. i taste of blood. he bit my lip, and drank my warmth from years before, from years before.

11. miss missing you // fall out boy

sometimes before it gets better, the darkness gets bigger. the person that you’d take a bullet for is behind the trigger. oh, we’re fading fast. i miss missing you now and then.

12. lover i don’t have to love // bright eyes

your hands on me, i'm pressing hard against your jeans. your tongue in my mouth trying to keep the words from coming out. you didn't care to know who else may have been you before.

13. crash // you me at six

and i know i've said this all before, but opposites attract. we try and run away, but end up running back. and all i want to do, all i want to do, is lie down and crash, fall down. i'll wrap my arms around you now. just crash, it's our time now to make this work a second time around.

14. IFHY // tyler the creator

i fucking hate you. but i love you. i'm bad at keeping my emotions bubbled. you're good at being perfect. we're good at being troubled, yeah.

15. the horror of our love // ludo

oh, the horror of our love. never so much blood. i wake in terror, blackbirds screaming. dark cathedrals spilling midnight on their altars. i'm your servant, my immortal, pale and perfect, such unholy heaving.

16. you will. you? will. you? will. you? will. // bright eyes

you said you would be my dream: i could have you every night. and if, by morning i’d forgotten you, well, no big deal, it’d be all right. 'cause you’re the reoccurring kind. you are the reoccurring kind. you never really leave my mind.

17. give // you me at six

it's felt like an age since i have seen you face to face so we can say what we need to. i know you've changed. you don't look the same. we all make mistakes. these growing pains, it's just a phase we have to go through. i've been wasting all this time trying to keep you off my mind.

18. sinematic (acoustic) // motionless in white