#transvetite

« The real me reflected in the mirror. I always pretended not to see it. We said our goodbyes, I started to run, I wanted to protect someone. But I couldn't find the words… » ♫ Metamorphose - Asriel

Nagisa 💕 My transvestite 💕

« Tears of glass, a dried up love. How may times has it torn my heart. Your voice, your lies. The pain inside this heart, haven't been erased yet. I wanted to gaze at honest love. Because I neither need dreams nor a future. » ♫ Garasu No Namida - Sincrea

« Now I'm leaving my worries behind. Feel the freedom of body and mind. I have started my journey. I'm drifting away with the wind, I go. » ♫ Hunting High And Low - Stratovarius

Nagisa 💕 My transvestite 💕

Hi Everyone. It feels strange to be back here after so long.

The last time I posted was in 2018. A lot has changed since then. more than I realized. The pandemic hit, I got married, moved to a different city, then returned to my hometown. I have had some gay experiences, moments of joy and sadness, and many mental highs and lows. There were also times when the weight of everything felt too much. With each new relationship, my perspective on life shifted.

I have been thinking a lot lately about who I was then, who I am now, what I have lost, and what I have found. What does home even mean? How much of my old self do I let remain, and how much must I let go?

I want to share my past and present, and what I am discovering now. I don’t know how regular I’ll be, but I want to try.