Today’s day 1 of the rest of the year.  What has it come to? It’s hard to say as so much is still in limbo, yet I’ve finally found a direction, a path, that pulls me forward.  For the first time in my life, the door is wide open, and what lies beyond is unknown and so wonderful.  I can go wherever, do whatever, as long as I continue to trust the One who gives me life.  That’s the only meaning anything has, and having come this far, I’m not willing to give that up.  I nearly did once.  I almost gave up on that solidarity, that base that holds me together . . . and I felt like I was being torn apart.  Nothing made sense.  I didn’t make sense, and I just wanted to scream all the time.  BUT, I’m no longer at that place, which seems like eons ago.  I’m moving forward.  I’m more confident.  I’m more understanding of myself and others.  I’m being stretched and pulled, but I prefer it to the box I had put myself in before.  I’m growing.  I’m changing.  And I’m loving the adventure.  I’m glad I get to share this with you. :) Rest well tonight!  There’s so much more to come.