#trans rants

Being both gay and trans is kinda fucking beautiful. Realizing I was the former has genuinely helped me to become a better man, I finally found a facet of my queerness that I could feel pride in, my identity is built on a sheer love of masculinity. I love men. I love being a man. I love being in love with my man. I love taking poorly lit gym pics for him and leaving my boots next to his. I'm so grateful I live in a time where I don't have to remain trapped in a female body and I count down the days until I can break out of it once and for all. Life is bittersweet.

FUCK THIS!! fuuuuuckk!! Why couldn’t I have just been raised as a boy child? WHy did I have to grow up as a girl? Why was I BORN as a girl? This is F U C K E D. Ma’am, where the fuck is the T? Where is the punchline of my big anime titties? What if I could just AirDrop my titties to the trans girls? Who want’s these big balonka honkers???

ngl I'm pretty upset at how painfully slow my transition is going

My favorite thing about how oblivious cis people are is that i very openly talk about wanting top surgery when i'm with my family and it still doesn't cross their minds that hey maybe it's not that i dislike breasts, maybe i just dislike the association they have with femininity and that i am seen as a female for having them, and that no it's not an aesthetic choice, it's a mental health and care choice, and maybe, just maybe i want to have this medical procedure because i am a trans person, like it's not even a possibility in their minds, they just assume I'm gonna spend this money and undergo another surgery for aesthetics like??? wild