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In the middle of the room, Bim is splayed on the floor, out cold. It took more than it should have to take him down and Silver could wash for a year and never clean himself of the feeling of wrong that came from knocking Bim out. Phantom stands beside him, clutching his cane and also staring at Bim.
The silence between them is tense, having lasted a good ten minutes at this point, both of them thinking on the current predicament.
âYou do deals right?â Silver is the first one to speak, his voice gravelly and quiet, wary of the others sleeping in the other room, and not wanting to wake any of them. âThatâs your thing.â
Phantom glances over at Silver, an unspoken accusation and general state of disapproval in his eyes. âWhy are you asking?â
âWe could make a deal-â
âNo.â Phantom attempts to interrupt.
â-and bring Bim back.â
âI said no. Iâm not a fairy godmother. My deals do not come with happy endings.â
âIt doesnât matter.â Silver shuffles in place, letting out a quiet oof as Phantomâs cane thumps him firmly in the chest. Looking up he sees the dealmaker glaring at him.
âEvery choice matters.â Phantom states firmly, inarguably. âFrom cradle to grave, everything you do, every turn you take changes the world. Not just for you but those around you as well.â The cane moves away again, returning to being held between Phantomâs fingers. âTake it from someone the Author created to get people to make the wrong choice.â
âCreated?â Silver looks across in shock. He knew the Author/Host was powerful but creating a person? âAre you sayin-?â
The kid holds a hand up to silence him. âPlease donât say it. The last thing I need is another existential crisis right now.â
The silence descends again and Silverâs eyes drift back to the unconscious body. Bim, the real Bim, would be horrified by this mess. Heâs the only one in the whole building, except maybe Dark, who tries to maintain some kind of order in the mess of chaos that the others throw around. So to see him soaked through withâŚ. Silver bows his head.
âWell then, with all offence intended, why are you here?â As much malice and spite as he can manage is stuffed into his words.
âBecause hard as it may be to believe, I want to help you.â
He scoffs, oh he totally believes that. âWhy?â
ââŚ...its complicated.â
Silver turns, raising an eyebrow at the kid. Yeah that kind of vague bullshit isnât going to fly tonight. The dealmaker shuffles under the glare, doing his best to avoid the gaze but ultimately, his shoulders sagging as he realises the hero isnât going to let this go.
âI think I was meant to be a Faustian demon, you know. A being that comes to you offering you your deepest desires in exchange for something vital. The Author told me I was like a test. I was supposed to make people reassess their lives. Either make them grateful for what they had or punish them for having skewed priorities. And thatâs how it was before MarkâŚ.â he swallows. âBefore Mark took the Authorâs eyes.â
âThat was Mark?â Silver had always wondered about that but the others had insisted it would be rude to ask.
âMark forced me to draft a deal with him to bring back his wife. Except it wouldnât work. My power comes through sacrifice, and Mark had nothing left to give at that point. Just anger and pain. And when he realised I couldnât do what he wanted....â Reaching up, Phantom absent-mindedly scratches at the side of his head. âAuthor had shown him how to...mess with my head. He couldnât erase me or rewrite me but Mark could screw with me until I didnât know what I was doing any more.
âThen one day,â Phantom snaps his fingers, âit was like Iâd woken up. I still couldnât fight Mark but I could breathe and see everything, every deal Iâve done for him for what it was. And I hated it.â He wraps his hand around the glass globe on the top of his cane and drums his fingers against it, enjoying the slight tingle the gesture gives him. âHe had me watching you guys for a long time. If anyone so much as sneezed, he wanted to know. And honestly, you guys are insane. I mean certifiably cuckoo crazy bananas. None of you would last five minutes out in the real world.â The drumming stops, the dealmaker freezes and his gaze saddens as he continues to stare. âSo you carved out your own little corner of reality.â
Thinking on it, it doesnât take too long to realise what the kid is hinting at having happened and Silver canât help the little smirk that comes as he puts it into words. âYou like us.â
âI donât know.â Phantom shakes his head. âI donât know who I am. I donât like what Iâve done. And I honestly donât know what Iâm going to do. Iâm flying through this by the seat of my pants and underneath it all, thereâs this little voice,â he taps the side of his head firmly, âright at the base of my skull and I just canât get it to shut up.â
âWhatâs it saying?â
âThat Iâm not going to survive this.â Thereâs an echoing ominous nature to his words, an undeniable weight to them and both of them canât help but to shiver.
âYouâre right.â Phantom looks up in horror, but Silver raises a hand to dismiss the immediate thought. âChoices do matter. If you donât want to offer me the deal, thatâs a choice. One that closes off any chance of us turning this around.â
âYou donât know that.â He can see the kidâs resolve is weakening and continues.
âIf weâre going to save our family, we need Bim to do it.â If Phantom watched them heâll have seen. Heâll know just how strangely controlled and level headed the TV show host is. How vital he is to keeping all the crazies in the âfamilyâ balanced.
Phantom turns and looks purposefully in the other direction and Silver huffs a tired sigh. âAt least tell me what it would take.â
For a while, the kid does nothing and Silver sighs, resigned to having to find an alternative solution when he hears the dealmaker move beside him. Opening his eyes, the hero sees Phantom stood before him, fingers twitching, cane firmly grasped in his other hand.
âThis is probably going to feel weird.â is all the warning Phantom gives before firmly placing his palm on the heroâs forehead.
Silverâs eyes flutter closed as a million memories, many long forgotten all flit by at speed. He can feel the dealmaker there, leafing though every last one, looking for that vital cost, the price that could save them all.
Faces long forgotten, and others heâll always remember pass before his eyes in the space of mere seconds as a lifetime just flies by. When Phantom draws back, the world comes back into view.
It takes a moment for Silver to come back to himself, finding a black handkerchief in front of him, offered out by Phantom as the kid looks morose. Another second and Silver realises heâs crying, snatching the hanky and purposefully turns away so his emotions have less of an immediate audience.
âWell that was an experience.â he mumbles.
Seconds feel like hours as Silver tries to compose himself, pushing away the thoughts and faces that keep trying to float to the surface. Phantom doesnât push which doesnât help, any kind of words would do well right now but thereâs nothing and after a few deep breaths, Silver turns back.
âSo what will it take?â
Thereâs a firm thunk as Phantom lowers his cane, the base thudding into the floor as he wraps his fingers around the globe, focusing on his fingers and refusing to meet Silverâs gaze.
âThe price for Bim,â he speaks firmly, âis your soul.â