#tralatrala

My Tumblr Crushes:

18airywolf1696

tralatrala

tormentedpenguin86

toska-heart

kaonicks

honey-comehome

dammitmorganna

artisticalyhaze

I feel like even when there are centralized records they still screw it up.

Oh i'd be fine with a screw up, I wasn't so fine walking a grand total of 8375 steps accordng to my wrist thing! It wasn't even like it was in the same building but spread out over a mile.

Some only gave paper, others only CD, some wanted to email... some wanted to charge, some didn't.

Some were immediate, others would take 2 to 5 weeks.

It's such a mess.

wow….I’m weird in that once you are gone from my life, I rarely think about you, if at all…I’m probably a little messed up in the head since I can do that so easy “snip snip, gone”

but if it was anyone…hmmmm…the sappy and fake thing would be to my dead father, but he and I never talked much anyway, so that would be kinda fakey and just for hearts

I’ve never had super close friends that I miss dearly…dear lord I sound like a GD monster now that I’m seeing this…

how about to my mom … I talk to her, but 5 things I’d never actually say?

ok, I appreciate all you have done for David (my brother with schizophrenia) ..you have gone above and beyond…but homeopathy is a fucking quack…its given you all a placebo effect. You’ve wasted thousands and thousands of dollars

quit talking about weight so much, you kinda have fucked me up constantly talking about it

don’t talk about wanting to die when you talk to me, I get it, your life hasn’t been easy, but no son wants to hear about how their mother just wants to die…regardless of how old you are

people don’t need to bend over for David, he’s sick, but he’s also a grown man, not everything and everyone in life needs to bend to his will, he acts like a child at 57 because he’s treated like one

when the kiddos aren’t griping about having to do homework or housework and we are just having fun together

eating good food

when I fix something and it actually works again (like car or house stuff)

I mean....boobs? is that ok to say

been sitting in muh box awhile...always have a hard time with these

seeing my kids succeed at something, not just sports, but like getting an A on a test, being a good person, getting praised for their excellent behavior

feeling needed at work, I hate my job lately, but its nice when I feel that my contributions are needed

when my kids hug me without asking for a hug

music...I listen to music almost all day long and it helps me out a LOT...music, music, music...happy, happy, happy