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Pile 1 || ☁︎

cards: Tent reversed, Nine of Swords, Nine of Wands

Right off the bat, I'm feeling like this is for the people who go between either asking for too much, being too obsessed with "manifesting" and being in control, to being completely lost and not knowing if they even have the power to do it or just ask for random things without any real (or solid) intention. So, the first thing that I want to say here is: focus! You do have the power to get what you want and to create your desired reality, but you must learn how to better ground yourself and find balance between being a control-freak/super anxious and just way too careless and inconsistent with your faith and confidence.

Now, when it comes to what is actually coming your way, the Tend card in the reverse - which upright speaks of 'Maintenance, Encouragement, Guidance' - paired up with the those Nines suggests that your next manifestion won't be anything major. It's something smaller; more practical - like not having to travel 3h just to go sign some important paperwork, being given more time to deliver an essay or suddenly finding out that somebody you didn't want to see at this gathering won't be attending. So, it's a small convenience. A little tiny gift from the Universe to you. Still, I think it will make you pretty happy and should bring you a ton of relief. It will definitely be making your day, week or month way better; plus, give you "proof" that when you approach these things with a bit more trust, patience and stability, they turn out well!

Pile 2 || ☁︎

cards: Broom reversed, Six of Pentacles reversed, Nine of Wands reversed

Oh, alright… if you've been wondering about someone's true feelings, thoughts or intentions and trying to get them to say something or reveal them to you somehow, that's what's coming! Also - and this might not be a message for many -, if somebody did you wrong and you have been waiting for them to be exposed and/or punished, this is it! This is when things start going not-so-well for them and you get the feeling that soon you'll be or finally feel avenged.

For most of you, though, I do get that this is about clarity on someone's feelings or character. It's you being shown that it's pointless to be trying to manifest this relationship or that friendship (or partnership) because it wouldn't be exactly what you want. On the other hand, this could be someone literally just coming to you and being very upfront about how they feel and what they desire. And for a selected few, an ex, with either an apology or asking for a second chance!

Either way, this might not be the most positive or "I got what I wanted, yay!" sort of manifestation. But it is a blessing and it does bring you clarity (or resolve), which is what you're needing and what your request is, in essence, all about.

Pile 3 || ☁︎

cards: Moon, Five of Pentacles, Six of Pentacles

"It may get worse before it gets better", is what I heard right away. And Billie Eilish's CHIHIRO just started playing in my head too. Also, if you felt drawn to pile 2, feel free to check it out!

Now, what seems to be coming to you is not only a new mindset, but also a renewed social life, and either new friends, a new community altogether or a new relationship. Something that makes you cut cords with whatever and/or whoever has been holding you back (be it relationships, feelings, cycles, worries, whatever). And the truth is that this process may not be easy, but it is necessary and you know it! You have been resisting moving on or you've just been self-sabotaging all opportunities to do so - and to be doing better -, and now you're getting another one, so do make the most of it! It's time to stop being comfortable with mediocricy and these depressive, anxious states. Life is so much more than that!

So, I think somebody here is going to be offering a helping hand, inviting you somewhere so you can have some fun and potentially meet new people, or you might just be literally asked out by somebody on a date… Alternatively, you may even just be feeling more confident to be approaching others and striking up a conversation, following them on social media, putting yourself out there or go out by yourself without feeling so self-conscious, etc. And the main thing here, I think, is really 'help'. You're being offered some kind of help to get out of this rut. So, when it comes, take it! Don't miss an opportunity to be leveling up in your life!

(Earth signs seem very relevant here, by the way! Virgo, Scorpio and Capricorn seasons too.)

Pile 4 || ☁︎

cards: Butterfly reversed, Death, Nine of Wands

This one has either been on your mind forever (years) or it's something that you literally just asked for. One or the other. 0 or 100 - that's the energy I'm getting. And I'm not getting any specifics here in terms of what is it. All I hear is "You know exactly what you need right now, and it is coming." So, whatever your gut is telling you is coming, it's probably that.

However, I think I must say this too: This Nine of Wands reversed makes me feel like if you have been asking for the wrong things or going about this (manifesting) in a questionable sort of way, before anything comes to fruition for you, you're going to be shown that first you must get your act together. You're misusing your power. You know better. And it doesn't have to be that you're messing with energies that you shouldn't or people or anything like that! It may just be that you're stubbornly hanging on to this manifestation that you have in mind and dismissing all warnings that you're not ready for it or that it isn't for you, and the Universe is about to show you that you need to stop doing that. Focus on your actual needs and be fair about it! Manifestation is team work, not you stubbornly asking for things and acting like a diva, then getting mad when it doesn't turn out how you wanted it to or when it doesn't happen when you want it to.

So, if you are one of these people, it's probable that before something really good comes your way - a new desire or a long-term one -, you'll be finding some clarity regarding your practice or your attitude. (Not saying you're going to be punished, though! - just in case this makes anybody anxious. Clarity and awareness can come gently too, and more often than not, they do!)

Pile 5 || ☁︎

cards: Mortar and Pestle, Death reversed, Five of Cups reversed

Healing, solutions and/or forgiveness. Be it in the context of a friendship, relationship, within your family, within yourself, or even in terms of finances or health, for instance. Something is either being set right or you're being offered some kind of help/solution that will make all of the difference as you try to heal or fix a situation for good. And for some of you, I also feel like this might be something more lighthearted like a vacation, quality time with somebody that you want to be with, a heart-to-heart conversation or you being noticed by a specific person. Whatever it is, though, it's something that makes you feel better about yourself and your life right now, plus that eases some everyday anxieties of yours; or something that just feels like a nice little break from the stress of your daily life and the chaos in your mind. It's the gift of rest and reassurance, in a way.

Oh, and more specifically, and for those who are trying to get into university or find a new job, buy a house or a car, this might be suggesting that what is coming your way is a sign, some extra help or a perfect chance to be increasing your chances of getting what you desire. It's - again - a little stroke of luck that will make all of the difference as you're trying to make this situation better or getting it to work out in your favour. And it's definitely not the final solution or the final answer, though, yet is should help you a ton still! It will give some extra strength for the future.

decks used || Le Tarot des Druides & The Green Witch's Oracle

Pile 1 || ✧

cards: the hierophant, eight of swords, six of pentacles rx, Mushroom

It seems like in the weeks ahead, my dear Pile 1, you will be finding or regaining stability, grounding and clarity, and going back to being productive and consistent after a period of a little disarray. And it may not have been due to your life being full of chaos and conflict, or even within you yourself (internally, that is), but it could have just been that you let yourself go, somehow, and became a little negligent in aspects/areas that you perhaps shouldn't have, and now here you are… And so, at this point, you could be feeling even a bit suffocated by the "clutter". I see a lot of mental fog here, sluggishness, annoying mood swings… and it's all due to the current state of your physical and energetic spaces. The clutter is asking to be sorted out; your spirit is asking for space to breathe! So now is the time to finally clean your room, your closet or your house; To get rid of or fix whatever isn't working; donate what you don't use anymore and that is still in good condition; To give your home that much needed makeover, paint the stained walls, tackle that mold growth, change your sheets, dust everything from top to bottom and rearrange your decor however you're feeling like; To get your important paperwork organized, too, and see if there's nothing that you might have missed or be close to missing. Also, this is when you should answer all of those ignored texts and emails, clean out your phone storage and update whatever needs to be updated in that regard. Whatever you need to do to get your life back together and for it to start feeling fresh, clean, and ready for new energy to come in, do it!

And it's funny because I am having the hardest time with this pile/reading… lol. I literally can't write a full coherent sentence. It's taking me forever to get anything out, and even then I keep deleting it and rewriting it because something always feels off about everything I write. But, still, we (I) persist, and so should you, dear! Don't let laziness, frustration or gloom get the best of you! You must tidy your life up, or else the messiness will continue to grow like a fungus.

And now that we've mentioned that: this 'Mushroom' card is about "recycling" and "breaking down problems", and at the bottom of the oracle deck we have the Watering Can, which is about "asking for help" and "sharing burdens", too. So, if you are having a hard time with finding motivation or strength to do this by yourself, ask for a helping hand! There will always be someone around to help you and to support you. And if you don't need or don't want another person to be there physically, you can also resort to finding online content that provides the same kind of assistance and incentive that a loved one would. What matters here is that you are active, productive, and making space for new energy to come in - and that is so, so important for you right now! (Don't let the fungus grow even larger, dear!)

Pile 2 || ✧

cards: king of swords, judgement, queen of pentacles, Buds rx

The first thing that I got here was "contracts", so if you have been waiting for news, results or communication regarding that or other important paperwork, you'll likely to get it sometime in the next 4 weeks, for sure. I also feel like this is the pile of the people who might be moving or changing jobs in the near future, or at least planning to. There's a strong desire here for new beginnings; to turn the page and begin a new chapter. On top of that, I see a lot of you wishing to become financially independent once and for all, and start planning for + building your future, as you envision it. Many of you may be desiring to start your own family, too, establishing your own businesses or companies, get married, etc. Others might be considering moving states, countries or cities, and seeking a completely new and more abundant and properous life, or even just more independent. Regardless, with the 'Buds' cards being reversed and the Two of Wands being at the bottom of the tarot deck, I feel like, in the (recent) past, you may have been met with quite a few challenges and delays any time you have tried to take a significant step in that direction - whatever it may be in your particular case. Now, even though you're still holding on to those wishes and working on manifesting them, your confidence may not be as strong as it once might've been. You're doubting yourself and fearing change, even - although that is what you want! But what you're really afraid of is failure. You're afraid of failing; of making a fool of yourself or of throwing all of your previous hard work out the window for this "new beginning" - which is completely understandable, but still bad. Some people around you might also not be showing as much support and trust in you as you might have wished, and so that is affecting your mood as well.

And so, many of you might currently be considering whether staying put may not be the best decision after all, or wondering if those challenges and delays that you've been met with weren't actually signs from the Universe that you shouldn't be rushing into this. But here's the thing: while that might be right for some, for others it is just your insecurities talking. You want more, you deserve more, and yet you stay where you are because it feels "safe"; it's familiar. And whatever is out there is new and will surely require much effort and adaptability from your part - which might be quite the anxiety-inducing thought, understandably.

But, then, What will these next 4 weeks bring, after all? - you ask. Decisions. Decisions. Decisions. The big ones and the little ones. All very important, regardless. You're getting the communication or the clarity that you need - as I said in the beginning -, and so now the path ahead will be way clearer to you. And whether that means staying or going, believe you're making the right choices both for your present and future selves. Whatever is meant to be, shall be. And if you can't make the moves you desire right now, trust that your time will come! You won't be left helpless and hopeless, my dear. Be realistic and responsible, yet dream and wish, for it is free!

Pile 3 || ✧

cards: queen of pentacles rx, three of wands rx, seven of cups, Bird rx

This pile is all about You. The work you're doing in these next few weeks is mostly internal, yet it may also show up externally through your physical appearance or require some work of/on the external level. So this is the pile of the people who will be focusing on their health (mental and physical), on their general wellbeing and on their relationship with themselves. This is a time for you to be working on your confidence and self-love. Some may also be needing to go for a medical check-up or to start paying more attention to how your body and/or your mind feels. Getting into the habit of exercising, of being more active in general, or of being more mindful regarding your diet may also be considered, as well as going back or starting therapy. But the common theme here for all is "adjustment", I think. Whoever chose this pile is needing to make quite a bit of adjustments in terms of their "physical" body and all it involves. Yet it doesn't have to be a case of you being unhealthy or ill or anything! It could just be that you're being a little negligent, overly stressed and/or lacking self-care and self-love or even self-confidence, and so that is affecting the way you are looking at + treating yourself physically, too. So, in the weeks ahead, my dears, I think you should really be taking some time to care for yourself, to pamper yourself. If your health is in perfect condition, then focus on your appearance and on your relationship with that, as it may not be the best, for whatever reason. Go get a haircut, go shopping, get your nails done, get that tattoo that you've been thinking about forever… just do something that brings you joy and confidence, and make you want to love yourself and care for yourself even more than before!

Also - and this may only be a message for a few of you: If you have been the caregiver for someone else, like a parent, a sibling or even professionally (if you're a nurse, for example), or simply just working very hard and for long hours as of late, Spirit is wanting you to know that you have been doing a great, great job so far! Even if it gets very hard at times, on all possible levels and beyond, your resilience and kindness are not overlooked by the Divine, and so you shall never be left without recompense or strength to carry on! And with this comes a green light (and/or a reminder) for you to take a moment to care for yourself instead, as you've earned it! Don't ignore your own needs and be kind towards yourself, too, because if you don't then your energy will get completely depleted and things will get 20x harder, no doubt.

Pile 4 || ✧

cards: three of wands rx, seven of cups rx, the lovers, Carnelian rx

I just heard that this is the "breakup pile", although it may not be literal as in a romantic breakup. For some, you could just be dealing with some conflict or endings in terms of friendships or other close connections that you had - even professional ones -, and so that feels like a breakup too, in a way. And the next few weeks, I think, is when you're going through the thick of it and dealing with all of the emotions, difficult questions and answers, decisions, etc. It's the "make or break it" of it. If it's meant to be, it will stay; if it's not, you will know and promply let go. For others, too, it may just be that you're being reminded of past breakups or endings that were very difficult for you, and so that is now reopening a wound that you thought was already completely healed. Either way, I feel like many of the people who picked this pile are and have been dealing with a major wave of loneliness, with feeling out of place and not really understood and properly cared for by those around you. You feel isolated, disregarded. You seek connection and company, yet it feels like nothing meaningful or long-lasting ever comes to you. And so you're tired of waiting and of pursuing. You're tired of giving without receiving, and of changing things about you and about your life to please others and/or to "attract your desires", and just for nothing to happen in the end.

So these next few weeks is when you say "enough!". You're getting your shit together, my loves. You're letting go of naivety and submission, and stepping back into your power. You're being asked to purge your life out of the people and the things that aren't serving you any good; to be a little tougher with yourself and holding yourself accountable, too, so you're making better decisions and ending these awful cycles.

And although this may not be the easiest of phases because there is much to work through, after that should come the light and the prosperity that you have been desperately seeking. New opportunities are coming to you, and new people and meaningful connections as well! New romantic offers may also be on the horizon, or even apologies, if you're owed any by past lovers or friends. Justice is at the bottom of the deck followed by The Moon reversed, so the truth is coming to light for sure! If someone did you wrong, this is when you (or the Universe) set things right. If you have been doing yourself wrong, however, you will be called out and forced to deal with that reality - so you might want to do some introspection here, too, before the Divine forces you to, my love…

decks used || The Green Witch's Oracle Deck & Tarot of The New Vision

Pile 1 || ✴︎

cards: Otter & King of Wands

The Otter is a card about joy, love and lightheartedness. It's about putting negativity, worries and doubts aside and focusing on the good things that you have right in front and ahead of you. It asks you to approach life more optimistically, to seek experiences that truly enrich your soul and to also invest in connections that feel meaningful, loving and supportive (instead of in those that stress you out or make you insecure, for instance). On top of that, this is a card of celebration. Celebrating the best of you, the best of & in your life (your friendships, family, academic or professional achievements, etc.) and all of the blessings that have been bestowed upon you. So, really, this is all about gratitude and positivity and, with the King of Wands being our guide here, we're getting that what you are needing to do in order to bring more of that into your life is to take charge and be more confident. This King is bold, a visionary, charismatic, upbeat and can make anything happen for himself and others. And so that is what you should be doing right now! - not only for yourself, but to serve as an inspiration to those around you as well, I think. You shine your brightest when you're showing confidence and leadership; when you're being unapologetically yourself and sharing all of your love and joy with the people around you. Also, do treat and nurture yourself! No one can love us as well as we can love ourselves, so in order to truly feel and be your at best, you must do that. || And some questions that you could be asking yourself right now, in order to figure out how to best do this: What do I love the most about myself?; What about my personality would I want others to notice and like the most?; What are my best attributes and how do they add to the lives of those around me?; What makes me feel the most confident? What makes me feel the most loved?; Am I really standing up for myself and nurturing myself, or am I just relying on others to do that for me?

Pile 2 || ✴︎

cards: Camel & Five of Wands reversed

First of all, I want to mention: If you felt guided towards both pile 1 and pile 2, feel free to read both. The two are about finding peace within yourself and approaching life with more positivity and self-assurance. But, more specifically, this one is asking for you to focus on finding grounding, as your lack of assertiveness, stability and even autonomy, perhaps, are not helping your cause. And here seeking some fun or self-care activities to get the edge off is not enough; you seriously need to stop and tell yourself "OK, that's enough chaos. Let's see how we can fix things up for good and find real & healthy paths to contentment, strength and stability.". Because, even if you think you have it together and are doing your best to lead a good life, as the best person you can be, there may still be many habits and thought patterns of yours that are stopping you from actually being the best version of yourself and attracting (or keeping!) great opportunities for growth and prosperity - or even just truly good experiences and connections. And this honestly just reads as a ton of impulsivity, oversensitivity and unpredictability, so those might be the flaws in your system. You're perhaps relying too much on the world/people around you and not enough in your inner self. You just live in a constant state of restlessness and "reactiveness" - rather than having solid boundaries, independence and self-possession. Now, notice how the Camel is a card exactly about self-sufficiency and resilience. This is a self-reliant animal that can withstand pretty difficult conditions with no trouble or extra help. So that is what you must do, my dear Pile 2. Learn how to rely a bit more on yourself, make wiser decision (on your own) and control your reactions to what's outside of you. Seek to master discernment and temperance. Be responsible, disciplined, level-headed; listen to yourself before taking in, (over)reacting to and/or mirroring the noise and chaos around you. Lastly, staying away from quick fixes (for your unhappiness, insecurities or anxieties) is probably wise. Short-term gratification/remedy can only take you so far, dear, and to be your best self you must work on becoming + finding reliable and everlasting sources of happiness and security for yourself.

Pile 3 || ✴︎

cards: Eagle & Page of Pentacles reversed

Well, now this one is really about power and discipline. This is all about stepping into your own power, taking risks, being bold and showing ambition and confidence. And, in a way, this is also about selfishness. It is asking for you to be a little more selfish and to focus a bit more on yourself and on your own happiness and success instead of on everything else and everyone else around you. Besides, the Page of Pentacles reversed here is really saying that you must let go of your habit of not aiming high enough and/or of not asking to be rightfully respected, rewarded, valued, etc. You are too modest and too careless. Be more demanding; have higher standards; stand up for yourself. And even if you are comfortable in the background, in silence and in privacy, there are still ways in which you can (and should) be shining and standing out. Because by being too humble, inattentive and/or lenient, you are holding yourself back from being your best version and living your best life. People aren't seeing how great you are, and how can you let them overlook you when you put so much effort, passion and enthusiasm into everything you do? And how can you let good opportunities pass you by without saying a word when they are so close to you? Also, how can you be accepting less than what you deserve - whether it is in relationships, in your workplace, etc? If you love yourself and want the best for yourself, you must really allow for it come to you. Don't self-sabotage. Don't treat yourself as less than - and, more importantly, don't let others do it either! Be ambitious, unyielding and assertive!

Pile 4 || ✴︎

cards: Shark & Two of Pentacles

As I was shuffling the oracle deck I heard "you have to be sharper" and then the Shark card came out right after. So, with that, we're getting two clear signs that you, my dear Pile 4, definitely need to sharpen your senses and attitude, and focus your energy so it gains + shows proper strength (as opposed to letting it be all scattered). The Shark is a card about truths being relevaled, directness, honesty and clarity. And so, what this is saying is that being deceptive or wishy-washy - towards others and yourself - is not doing you any favours. To be your best self, you need to be way clearer with your feelings, intentions and motivations, say what you mean & mean what you say, or start putting your money where you mouth is. And it's not that you can't be indecisive or private; it's just that not being genuine or straightforward (in mind + action) with certain (and probably too many) things in your life is holding you back from reaching your full potential. Besides, literally lying and being avoidant, for example, could be hurting your standing as well; and so being inauthentic, insincere, careless. And, in truth, this reminds me of that "blood in the water" idiom, too, which is about attracting competition and enemies by letting yourself show signs of "apparent" weakness. And that's the thing here, I think: you are not showing as much strength, dependability or trustworthiness as you could or should - even if you have it within you -, and you're not inspiring that in others either. So what Spirit is asking with these cards is for you to work on your strength of character, honesty and forthrightness from now on. You can be flexible, open or reserved all you want, still, but being shady or characterless you probably should not, as it may attract people and experiences that you do not wish or have no need to have in your life; or, alternatively, it could be giving up an impression of you that is not accurate or favourable. So, don't be afraid of being seen as you are, heard and/or of taking risks, even if you're still changing and working on finding yourself; you're losing a lot more from hiding, avoiding and lacking honesty and fortitude.

Pile 5 || ✴︎

cards: Nightingale & Judgement

Interestingly, this one is basically about the same thing as the pile before. The main difference, I think, is that in Pile 4 I felt that everyone was a little more confused, lost and avoidant; in this one, I think you guys are much more grounded, candid, focused and already doing some of that internal work, too. The Nightingale and The Judgement are both communication cards, and about truth and fearlessness. And so, what I am taking from them is that this pile will be chosen by those who just need some more support + a little push when it comes to showing up or showing out as their truest (and best) selves, as they may still be dealing with some doubts and anxiety - as this spread, all in all, is about being unapologetically yourself, standing up for what you believe in, pursuing your dreams without fear and seeking/finding your tribe. So, to many, this could be saying as well that you're already in the right place and doing as much as you can to live authentically, so you may rest and stop worrying about it. There's no need to struggle so much or to doubt yourself so much. But, if, no matter what you tell yourself, anxiety and uncertainty do plague you from time to time and you feel like you have no idea what you're doing, who you are or where you're heading, talking to a friend (or someone else trustworthy) and getting their "spectator" perspective on the matter, should help you quite a lot - as long as you take in their wisdom + point of view, truly, though! Regardless, I do feel like most of you know where you're headed and you're already pretty honest towards yourself and others. You just need to be a little more confident with that, I suppose; less anxious. Don't let your worries fog your vision; stay focused and grounded. You're already doing a great job at growing/evolving into the best version of yourselves. All you have to do now is to be/stay persistent and self-assured!

decks used || Le Tarot des Druides & The Wild Unknown Animal Spirit

Pile 1 || ⋆

song: Peter McPoland - I Love You Too || cards: three of swords, the chariot, five of wands reversed, seven of pentacles reversed

What I see here is a rather short term friendship that is still very impactful. In a way, I think it would be better described as a "healing connection", because it seems like this person is coming towards you to heal your emotional wounds and show you the path back to love and happiness. They are also making you reevalute certain past connections and situations and, in a therapist-like manner, almost, push you to work through them and move past them or directly address them. And they may be quite different from you, too, which makes so that you have another perspective to look at everything from. The way they see the world is not exactly how you see it, but it also doesn't clash with your vision. Besides, to many of you, you may as well sometimes find yourself thinking "oh, I wish I was like this" or "how I can become more like them?". And to summarize this person's character, honestly, I would just say that they just exude joy - that's the main thing here. Their energy is so, so warm and sweet. They appear to be quite sociable, too, and compassionate, kind, good-humoured. They could have significant Cancer placements, I feel like; prominent Moon or Jupiter placements as well, or even Sagittarius.

Pile 2 || ⋆

song: Billie Eilish - Birds Of A Feather || cards: three of swords reversed, eight of cups reversed, the hanged man, page of pentacles

Heavy Pisces and Aquarius energy! Plus some Capricorn, Scorpio and Cancer, too. And well, unlike the previous pile, the person coming towards you is someone very, very similar to you. You are very much in alignment and could even have the same kind of style, mannerisms, accents or expressions that you say on a daily basis. For some, too, you could look physically alike or dress so similarly that it gives off that impression (even if you're not actually look-alikes). This is the sort of individual that you meet through others and suddenly start hanging out with all of the time because it just makes sense. There is no specific reason; it just happens. Yet, I feel like you're most definitely from the same crowd - the same "clique" -, so it's understable why you'd gravitate towards one another in this way, even if you're not looking for a new friendship or to become close to this person. As for the whole "point" of this friendship, what I am hearing is literally just "companionship". There are no specific lessons to be learnt; no challenges. It's a simple, cool, fun connection that might or might not go the distance. Either way, in the end, I think you'll be glad that you met them and will for sure have plenty of good (shared) memories to look back upon.

(And I just got super hungry, so maybe you'll meet at a restaurant/cafe/cafetaria or while eating somewhere outside? Or may also just be big foodies lol.)

Pile 3 || ⋆

song: Lana del Rey - Brooklyn Baby || the sun reversed, ace of swords, eight of cups, page of pentacles reversed

Right off the bat, I'm feeling like this person has a very vintage-like vibe to their style or looks. Their features look to me like the opposite of an "iPhone face" and, if they do like to dress in vintage pieces or in a 50s, 70s or 90s kind of style, I'm sure they will be coming across as someone who just came out of a time travelling machine. Character wise, I see them being the type to talk very sweetly, with a low tone. And their overall demeanour, really, comes off as being pretty relaxed, slow-moving. On top of that, I think they must also be very interesting and knowledgeable people - the type to know a lot about all sorts of topics (cultural, political, artistic, etc.) and to enjoy discussing them with others, either online or in real-life. - So, intellectuals, if we're picking a single word to describe them (although, yeah… to some of you, they may as well be the annoying kind of intellectual, and not just a "chill" person who knows a lot.) And so, with that, I feel like they could have significant Sagittarius/Jupiter/9th House placements, too.

As for the friendship itself, I see this having the potential to last quite a long time, really - especially of you're in University (just heard that). This is the sort of friend that you make randomly one day and never seem to be able to get rid of. You settle into each other's lives and literally never leave. To a very few of you, though, if you do happen to seriously dislike the "conceited intellectual" character and/or don't resonate with this kind of personality at all, this should be a very, very short term acquantaince. Not even a friendship much. They should, however, stay friends or in contact with people that you know and are close to, so even if you're not friends, years from now you will still be getting updates on them, somehow, I feel like.

Pile 4 || ⋆

song: The Boo Radleys - Wake up Boo! || cards: two of wands reversed, queen of cups reversed, the magician reversed, nine of swords reversed

Well, for a great number of you, this is not exactly a new friendship or a new friend, but most likely someone who was in your life at some point in the past, left, and is now coming back. There's also a strong romantic energy surrounding this, so it could even be an ex romantic partner that you stopped being friends with after the breakup, or even an old romantic interest. Alternatively, it could be someone that was/is good friends with your current partner, or a person that you meet/met through an ex.

Either way, I don't feel like there is much substance to this friendship. It feels rather shallow, temporary. And so, I'm not even sure if we could call it a "friendship". For some, for example, this might actually just turn into more of a crush kind of situation and so friendship is not really something that you are considering that much - and instead, a romantic relationship. For others, I don't even see it going beyond a simple acquaintance or a desire to get to know this other person. And the potential and the opportunity are there, yes, either way, and this (friendship/connection/person) should be on your mind for a while, but I don't feel like that many of you will actually make the moves necessary to turn it into something "real".

Now, when it comes to personality, I'm picking up on people who are more extroverted than introverted; very straightforward, candid, impatient; maybe a little judgy, even? Aries, Sagittarius and Virgo placements are coming through strongly.

Pile 5 || ⋆

song: The Dandy Warhols - Bohemian Like You || cards: the magician reversed, the hierophant, queen of cups, page of pentacles

Alright- this one has bff energy! Loving that for you! And so, what I see here is that this friendship might start quite unexpectedly - either because it's just a matter of you being in the right place at the right time, for some reason, or because you never really expected to befriend this person, yet life took you two in that direction. And, listen: this really, really feels like the most precious and comforting connection. It's the friend you've been wishing for your whole life, and either the perfect addition to your current friend group or the kind of friend that you've been desperately wishing you had (as no other personality type or match has proved itself to be fulfilling enough for you).

Now, personality-wise, for most, I am sensing this to be someone who is pretty grounded, level-headed, calm, reliable, practical. So, strong Earth-y energy - Taurus is coming through the strongest, though. The type to always know what to do, what do say, and someone that know you can count on for pretty much anything and everything. Additionally, I feel like they may also come across as a little shy or closed off at first, but once you become acquainted, you'll realize just how easygoing, fun and talkative they actually are (or can be). Their energy is just very calm, it seems - and calming!, which I think is something that many of you are seeking or needing in a friend right now.

And, yes, as I said, this a best friend; not just some rando. However, I can't confirm that this friendship will last a long time for everyone who picked this pile. For some, it might just be a best friend for a few years, months or during a particular phase of your life. Still, once it's over and you have moved on, you should always be looking back on this time and to this person with a lot of love and gratitude.

deck used || Tarot of The New Vision

Pile 1 || ✴︎

cards: soil, the magician, the sun

Right off the bat, I'm loving this! This new chapter, my dear Pile 1, will be all about laying the foundations for your future. And I don't mean that as in working tirelessly without seeing any actual results yet and just hoping that they will come someday. You are seeing results! You're seeing your goals manifest in real time and opportunities arrive. This is when you buy a house for yourself, start your own business, get your first stable job or source of income, enroll in university, etc. It's a major beginning that sets the pace + direction for the next few years of your life. And so, as you step into this next phase, I see you needing to embrace the Magician's energy, so you can make the most of it. You need to communicate, be bold, take action and, more importantly, believe in yourself and in your abilities to manifest your dreams! At last, I want to mention: With the Six of Pentacles at the bottom of the deck, I feel that perhaps it would be wise for you to seek some (external) guidance right now. There might be a few people around you with the kind of valuable insight and/or energy that you are needing for the future, so don't let it go to waste! It might actually make your path way easier!

Pile 2 || ✴︎

cards: soil, temperance, five of pentacles reversed

The next chapter of your life is all about recovery and you restoring peace within & around yourself, it seems. It's about regaining stability and coming back to a place/position of safety and tranquility after living through some adversities or a major period of frustration, confusion or depression. Now you are finding your footing again and overcoming these latest hardships - whether they're financial, mental, emotional, etc. And it seems like you're on your path to finding your light again as well! This might still not be the most jolly and exciting period of your life, in truth, but after going through a more difficult one, I expect you to actually feel very happy with it. You are at peace now. You are hopeful for the future. You feel loved and capable of loving. You feel creative and sharp-minded. Also, this might be when you are pushed to start showing more gratitude for the little things in your life and appreciation for every little step that you get to take towards your dreams and goals. You're more mindful, grounded and even gentle and respectful (towards yourself and all that surrounds you). So, all in all, although it might not be the exciting, eventful new phase that you were likely hoping for, it is setting the stage for it, so you should be appreciative of it. After all, Rome wasn't built in a day, right?

Pile 3 || ✴︎

cards: butterfly, five of cups, five of wands

Baby, you're being called out… If you've been doing good and behaving well, then good will come to you. If you've been self-sabotaging or, generally, just being a not-so-great person, this is when you're forced to see it and acknowledge it. Likewise, I think this is the time when you realize how you've been holding yourself back from true happiness and achievement. So, really, it's all about taking accountability and saying "enough" to counterproductive or self-destructive behavior. All of those unhealthy connections that you've been stubbornly holding on to will be proven to be trash; uour pursuit of pointless or fruitless goals will be stopped; and you'll also be pushed to start being a lot more empathetic towards people, as well as patient. Similarly, if other people haven't been nice to you, this is the time for you to set your foot down and demand respect and kindness from them. But well… that's the thing: it all depends on how you've been behaving. However!!, I don't want to make it seem like you're about to be hit with the deadliest karma known to humankind. This is about realisation, more than anything. It's about seeing things for what they are and seeing yourself for what/who you have been. And, while that might not always feel the greatest, it's definitely not the end of the world. Sooner or later, we'll have to come to terms with it and reevaluate your choices.

Pile 4 || ✴︎

cards: chamomile reversed, queen of swords, queen of pentacles reversed

I think what's coming up next for you is a battle between two sides of yourself, my dear Pile 4. It's logic vs feeling. It's wanting vs needing. And what you are seeking is an upgrade of sorts, it feels like. And it should result in you often being in an inner state of impatience, confusion and frustration, but also in one with a lot more drive and strength. You are taking action and making (some) necessary changes in your life. However, it also feels like you are being a little less nice towards people and a little less tolerant. You're not listening to others' opinion as much or taking them into consideration as much as you were before. You're also cutting ties with a lot of people and situations that you feel have been holding you back. And my advice for you here is: don't be impulsive! You might be needing and desiring to empower yourself and make sure that everyone around you sees you and hears you, but recklessness won't do you any good. You might also be feeling like you're not shining as bright as you should or achieving as much as you are capable of, yet forcing that to come to you rarely works out. You must be patient and considerate, as well as diligent and logical. Moreover, as this is a time of hightened sensitivity for you - since you're not as balanced or super grounded; just going back and forth between different sides of yourself and between your reality and your wishes -, please be sure to take some time every now and then to center and steady yourself and ask "Am I doing the right thing? Am I going about this in the right way? Do I need to be going about this as I am?".

Pile 5 || ✴︎

cards: summer, queen of pentacles reversed, six of wands

"Keeping my head above water" - is what I heard as I was suffling. Yet, at the same time, this doesn't read as (any major) struggle. It more so reads as you trying to stay grounded and stable, humble, and not fall back. You're trying to maintain your current lifestyle, financial security, level of productivity, for example, and/or to be appreciative of whatever life presents you with, even if it's nothing outstanding. And it's a very real, mundane thing, I feel like. This spread carries the energy of a normal day-to-day life for a "normal" person. So, it's like, as you're going about your life - more or less as it is right now -, you're coming to terms with the fact that the world is imperfect, achieving certain things in life takes a lot of time and effort, and that in order to make the journey + your living experience truly enjoyable you must acknowledge and nurture the little things in it - spending time with your loves ones, eating your favourite desserts, listening to your favourite albums, watching the sunset, creating art, being in love, etc. But there is also a sense of 'powerlessness' or 'pointlessness' here, which I think you're trying to fight. Like, you're feeling small in the world and struggling to find meaning and motive? And, with that, thinking too far ahead or taking big risks doesn't seem like something you're very keen to be attempting. You're taking little steps, instead, and trying not to let your mind wander too much, lest nihilism or fatalism set in. And so, for everyone who chose this pile, I think what's next is a just a lot of introspection and mundaneness; slow-living; seeking to reconnect with your roots rather then push for expansion and exploration; making the present moment more comfortable and happier, in whatever way you can. You're taking in the world around you and trying to find (more or new) meaning in it, as well as power within yourself to make it better for you and those you love. And, to some, this might even be when you start to really look for your purpose - be in it life, in general, your career, within your community, etc.

Pile 6 || ✴︎

cards: hearth, the sun, six of pentacles reversed

I heard "this is not the time to be difficult". So… this is not the time to be difficult, my friends. Opportunities are coming and returning to you, so rather than being uncooperative, insecure, close-minded and dismissive, you should make an effort to be receptive, trusting and accepting - so you can make the most of them, of course, and also get your life really in order by, once and for all, filtering through what is worth your energy and what isn't. The Universe is giving you second chances and allowing you to finally learn and truly take in previously ignored lessons, so you shouldn't dismiss that and hold yourself back from personal growth. Likewise, if you let go of valuable goals, connections or opportunities before, you're now getting to give them another try, which is great. And as for new opportunities, what I am seeing here is mostly just new friendships, acquaintances and ideas (particularly career-related) - and they will either come to you, directly, or you will be finding yourself seeking them. And the point of it all is so that you to get your shit together, essentially. You've been wasting time and running around in circles, lacking clarity and resolve, and it's time for you to stop. These people will open doors for you and show you new ways to go about life and to achieve your goals. And these emerging possibilities will also be asking for you to let go of stubborness and embrace sincerity, efficiency and openness.

decks used || Le Tarot des Druides & The Green Witch's Oracle

Pile 1 || ✧

cards: ace of pentacles, king of swords, Time for a Nap

Your answer, dear Pile 1, is Yes! This might require some more work going forward, and things might not be or go exactly as you have envisioned them up until this point, but the outcome should still be very positive! At the bottom of the deck we have the Eight of Pentacles and the Four of Wands, too, which suggest that your efforts will be rewarded (now or later), for sure, as long as you stay committed to whatever it is that you have in mind. New communication or clarity regarding this matter might be coming towards you soon, as well, so I would be on the lookout for that! At last, Spirit is saying that it's alright for you to relax now. Don't rush; don't fret; don't doubt. Things will work out for the best, as you will surely see. You're going in the right direction (action-wise, thought-wise, or both).

extra messages - don't have to apply; serves as extra confirmation: Cat- names; C- names. Cambridge. UK. Harvard. Planning for college. Light brown hair. Green hair. Tan skin. Howard. H- names. Blue manicure. Red manicure. Ice. Snow. New books. Missing deadlines. Tabi shoes. Blue pajamas. Elf. Elv-. Long essays. Yellow flowers. Craving donuts or croissants. Bears.

Pile 2 || ✧

cards: ace of swords rx, seven of wands rx, Breathe rx

This seems like a No, dear Pile 2… Something about it is making me feel like your/someone's time has passed or other things have now gotten in the way of this, so the road is blocked. We have the Ten of Cups at the bottom of the deck, though, which, to me, is a sign that even if No is not what you were expecting to hear, it will still prove itself to be the best answer you could get. The future holds clarity and resolve. It's not so much that you're being denied whatever it is that you have in mind; it's more so like you're being redirected towards something better altogether. And, I think, the long-run is what you should be thinking of, not the past or the present.

extra messages - don't have to apply; serves as extra confirmation: Burgundy hair. Ginger hair. Ginger cat. Ginger. Spices. A new baby in the family. Younger brother. Losing or breaking an umbrella. Iris. Inez. Ingrid. Slovenia. Slovakia. Sweden. Norway. Royalty. S- names. Monet. Painting. Studying art. A- names. Y- names. Red brick.

Pile 3 || ✧

cards: knight of wands rx, nine of wands, Go The Distance

No for now; More likely in the future. - That is what I heard here. The timing isn't quite right for it to happen or for you to make a decision. Something tells me, too, that if the answer were to be Yes, you'd soon find out that it should've been a No instead. If this were to come to you right now, that is, it's likely that you wouldn't be happy about it, even if you think you would. Now, if you're asking about someone else, I feel like there's some sort of pause there. I see no activity; just silence and/or distraction - like the other person is looking away from this. So, basically: Now is not the time. That is our take away from this.

extra messages - don't have to apply; serves as extra confirmation: Elephant. E- names. Flowers. Garden. Spring allergies. Allergic reactions. Arguments with the mother. Light-colored hair. Throwing a lot of old stuff away, or wanting to. Planning for a tattoo. Saving money. Drawings of trees. Biology. Botany. Lakes. L- names. Lily. Leon-. Land-. Pisces placements. Elev-. Eleventh grade.

Pile 4 || ✧

cards: temperance, the high priestess, Why?

Your answer is Yes. There is some complexity to this issue, though, as the cards are suggesting a need to seek more information. Not only do I think you might need to reflect, by yourself, a little bit about this, but it may also be a case of you needing to talk to others and/or do some research about whatever it is that you're asking about here. If I were to put this energy into a sentence, it would be "Keep moving in this direction, yes, yet cautiously and slowly."; so, even if the answer is positive, you still need to be careful, in order to avoid mistakes and/or misunderstandings. The future just isn't as clear as the present, it seems.

extra messages - don't have to apply; serves as extra confirmation: Listening to Taylor Swift or reading articles about her. Red lipstick. Red manicure. Working at a beauty store. Hairdresser. Fish. Sushi. Fishing. Fire placements; Aries placements, in particular. Andrew. Andre-. Baby blue. Painting walls. Wallpaper. Buying decor or home appliances. The countryside. Get-together with friends. Date night. Plastic surgery. Dolls. Iv-. Hiv-. V- names. Vanya/Vania. W- names.

Pile 5 || ✧

cards: knight of cups, six of wands rx, Chaos and Conflict

Alright… this one is a solid Maybe. There are many pros and cons; many points in favor and many others against. Overall, there are a lot of conflicting energies at play here. If this involves other people, then your energy is not aligned with theirs, so whatever you want and/or expect doesn't reflect their current standing. You're not seeing eye to eye, and you, yourself, don't seem to be seeing things clearly. Within you, too, I think there's a lot of confusion surrounding this situation. You're just being misguided, somehow, either by your mind or your heart. Either way, though, I don't think this is anything too serious or final, and you should, eventually, find your way to the truth. If you asking about a decision you've been pondering on, then the answer is: Wait. As I said before, you are mistaken, somewhere or somehow. This direction you're going in might not be completely wrong - or else the answer would've been a No, I suppose -, but something about this isn't quite right.

extra messages - don't have to apply; serves as extra confirmation: On and off relationships. Friendships ending. Betrayals. Starting new TV shows. Binge watching shows or movies. Film class. Critical essays. Bad grades. Red or orange clothing. New dresses or skirts. Cottage core. A very old pet. Grey fur. G- names. Phillipe/a. Fil-. Trish. T- names. Treasure. S- names.Tr-. Spain. Argentina.

Pile 6 || ✧

cards: death, ace of cups rx, Come To The Edge

Before I even pulled the cards here I heard "your friends are not being helpful" - yet I feel like the message might also apply to acquaintances, coworkers, etc., or anyone or anything you have been relying on a lot as of late, really. I feel you being pushed and pulled; being made to run in circles. Whenever you're close to your goal and/or to the truth, something else or someone else distracts you, and then you're back to the beginning. There's an element of immaturity and carelessness here, both coming from you and from around you, so I would, for sure, keep an eye out for that, too. Besides that, I also feel like you're only seeing what you want to see. There is much more to it, yet you're allowing yourself to be deceived and misled.

So, here, the answer here is not really a Yes, nor it is a No. I think the question, itself, is either pointless or misconstrued, so what you ought to do is take a step back and make sure you're using reason and being realistic. After you do so, then, I believe, you might find the right questions to ask (or realize you shouldn't be bothering with this matter at all).

extra messages - don't have to apply; serves as extra confirmation: Going from PAC to PAC. Angel numbers. Social media lurking. Gossip. Frustration. Libra placements. Sagittarius placements. A- names. D- names. Lace. L-names. M- names. Bows. Coquette. Sis-. Sib-. Vancouver. Sol-. Son-. Kark-. Asia. Indonesia. Philippines. Northeast. Tornado. Mel-. Grains. Pink phone case. Yellow phone case. Small tattoos.

Pile 7 || ✧

cards: the sun, seven of pentacles, Come To The Edge reversed

This feels like a soft Yes, but a Yes nonetheless! I think things are moving in the right direction, as it is, so even if this isn't a clear Yes as of yet, it is likely to become one pretty soon. And, whatever it is that you're seeking, I believe, is likely to either come to you or become available in the near future; so this is like the energy is building up to it or maturing. - and 'Maturing', I think, is really the keyword here, and what you need to reflect upon! You also need to keep moving and to keep bringing positive energy into your life; stagnancy won't do it. Patience is also needed, as well as respect for Divine timing. If there are other people involved here, I feel positive in regard to that/them, too. Everything seems pretty nice, overall, and optimistic.

extra messages - don't have to apply; serves as extra confirmation: Jo- names. Jasper. Buying crystals. Setting up an altar. Al-. Morocco. North Africa. Egypt. Family traditions. The sun. Sisters. Stars. Ancestors. Ancestor work. Baby names. Mother figure. Long dresses/skirts. Wedding. F- names. P- names. K- names. Kan-. Can-. Vials. Ven-. Bracelets. Virgo placements. Capricorn placements. New romantic interest or relationship.

Pile 8 || ✧

cards: eight of wands rx, king of pentacles, Treasure Island

This is not yet a Yes, but might be on it's way to becoming one! It isn't a No, though. It's just kind of a 'meh'… not even a 'maybe'. There's resistance here. Doubts. Questions. Lack of clarity, all around. I think what you are needing right now is time, first and foremost, dear Pile 8. You need time to think; time to make up your mind about some important things; giving others time, too. Instead of focusing too much on what you're inquiring about here and over-saturating your mind and/or the situation, take a break instead. Relax; do some self-care. You need to look at this matter with fresh eyes from now on, or you might miss the most important cues. Because, overall, the energy is positive, yes, but it could still turn into something less favorable if you push it too much or act on impulse rather than reason.

extra messages - don't have to apply; serves as extra confirmation: I accidentally wrote Pile G instead of Pile 8 for whatever reason, so the letter G might be very significant here. Also, you might find some extra messages in Pile 7, as I am feeling like the two are somehow connected. Grandmother's house. Tile floors. Italy. Sweeping leaves off the floor. Gardening. Cats. Baby pets. Vind-. Motorcycles. Old bus. Something inherited from the grandfather or father. Gold jewelry. Fol-. Jewelry on the right hand/arm. -in. 28. 8. 88. 33.

decks used || The Original Rider Waite + Wisdom of The Oracle

५ Pile 1 || 🍒 cards: the judgement, page of wands rx, ace of cups, Turtle rx, Bat rx

The first thing I heard here was Awakening, which could be suggesting a few things: First of all, it could be talking about you, the other person or even both, experiencing a few "firsts" together. Could be your first serious relationship, your first time with someone from a different or same gender, your first time doing anything sexual with a partner, etc.; But it could also be talking about you getting out of your comfort zone and experiencing, for the first time, a relationship that feels expansive, challenging, exciting. Maybe not the most comfortable, as this Page of Wands reversed gives me the idea of someone who's not sure of what to say or what to do - there's almost a nervous energy to them, like they're a little afraid of embarassing themselves -, but then the Ace of Cups coming after makes it feel like they are still very positive and are looking forward to the good things to come out of this.

Initially I had only pulled out the Turtle oracle card, but then behind it came the Bat one without me realizing it. This makes me feel like this next partner of yours, regardless of whether they're an ex or a new person, they may come quite unexpectedly, or the relationship feels unexpected, for some reason. For some of you, it may happen that your friends or family will find out about it and be like "Oh, I could've never guessed you two would end up together!" or you, too, are a little shocked that things turned out that way for you. Some may actually be a little hesitant to jump into this at first, as you're doubting its potential, and as the Turtle is at home in/with themselves, you may also feel like being alone is just way easier than trying your hand at this relationship (not necessrily out of fear of failure, but more so because you genuinely aren't seeing how this could be a worthwhile experience).

With the Bat coming out in reversed, too, I feel like either you or this person have been carrying some baggage from past relationships or attempts to get into actual relationships, and that has been weighing you down a lot. For some others, it could actually be an ex, and this baggage is just your shared past. With it coming behind the Turtle, as well, I feel like whatever is left from that may only come in whispers in this new relationship. It's not something that will blow up in your face, but it may just manifest itself as little thoughts and doubts you have every now and then.

So, all in all, the focus is some kind of Awakening, as I said. It's waking up from a deep sleep, almost, and getting out there; get moving; get to feel. Whether that is because you have been single for a long time or because you have only been with ine type of person before, and this new partner is completely different. After this, I believe you will be moving forward with a new mindset and renewed energy, and so ending a period of frustration and stagnation.

⋆ extra messages: Water and Earth signs are relevant here. Prominent Jupiter and Sagittarius placements, too. Different languages and/or cultures, religions, etc. Group activities/projects. University. H- names. Long surnames or first names. H- town/city names.

७ Pile 2 || 🍋 cards: the high priestess, three of swords, knight of wands, Nightingale, Fox

The people who have chosen this pile, I think, will have a few options before settling for a partner to get into this relationship with. It could be a case of you having a few serious crushes or flirts, which lead nowhere, or there actually being a few other people fighting for your attention. Someone here has been or will be a heartbreaker, I feel like, too. There will be rejections and hurt feelings. Either you or your person may get a reputation for being a little rude or thinking too highly of yourselves, but that just seems to be a big misunderstanding, as all you did/do is stand by your values and make your boundaries clear. Prior to this, you could have been going through a period when everyone and everything gets on your nerves. Either anyone you're interested in gives you the biggest ick after a while, or things just never seem to work out, and that pisses you off. When it comes this relationship, it could also start a little like that - with some annoyance. Not necessarily towards one another, but in general. For some, it could be the case of you connecting over your shared dislike towards someone, some gossip or random shittalking. I also get that you and this person have a very similar sense of humor, and that that will be a major thing in this relationship. The Nightingale with the Knight of Wands does give me that idea of a connection where you just can't shut up. You're always talking, laughing; it's very active and fun. Now, when it comes to the focus, itself, I actually feel like Fun is the focus. Having fun without a care; letting loose and taking some risks. I don't see either of you being too serious about this in the beginning or at all. There are little to no expectations, and each day as lived as it is. There's some mischief here and also secets, which makes me feel like this relationship may be kept a secret for a while, either because it has to, or because most of what you do is better off being kept to yourselves. So all of the little risky things you do are only for you to know, and no one else… (take that as you will… lol) Definitely a spicy one, I'll tell you that… lol. If you're not someone who's into PDA or physical intimacy doesn't come easy to you, this relationship might change that.

⋆ extra messages: Air and Fire signs. Libra, Leo and Aries seem relevant. Meeting through social media or at night, during some sort of get-together with friends, family, coworkers or classmates. A- names. Andrew. Adriana. Piercings, lots or very prominent ones.

ৎ Pile 3 || 🫐 cards: justice, eight of cups, ten of pentacles rx, Tiger rx

Someone (you or the other person) here is definitely seriously looking for a solid, long term relationship - that is the main thing I am feeling. The thing is… there seem to be some big obscales between you, them (this next person) and that goal. For some, it could be that someone's family or culture doesn't allow for this relationship to move forward, or life, itself, is working against it. Some could be moving away from the other, or there are just so many responsibilities and or a chaotic schedules that keeps you from one another for long periods of time.

So, the focus of this, I believe, is Resilience. Besides that, I also feel like it will force you to reevaluate how you go about things (regarding your love life, specially), the company you keep, people you are pursuing or what you really value in life and in relationship. As it is, if you want a serious relationship, you now realize that certain things in your life have to change, and that could be your habits, expectations or even the type of person you are trying to build these relationships with. And I must mention: the Shark card keep peaking out as I was shuffling, but it never actually came out of the deck. That lead me to think of "shark infested waters", which could then be relating to people around you not helping your situation or you, yourself, being either too anxious about this, and desperate to settle with someone without thinking logically about it, so you're just simply sabotaging all of your opportunities.

Acceptance also seems to be a relevant thing here. Accepting that some things are out of your control, but also accepting that 1. we have to take responsibility for some things in our lives, and 2. we actually, do have control. We get a say in how our life goes, and if our wishes don't align with of those around us, we don't have to sit quietly and let them decide how we live. For those who are part of conservative communities, it could be a time where you are evaluating your own view of it all. Now you may be actually figuring out what resonates and doesn't resonate with you - and that is not to say that you are abandoning said community. You are just finding clarity and looking at things from another perspective. Your OWN perspective - not someone else's.

⋆ extra messages: Fire and Water signs. Family and neighbours. This person could live near you or near someone you know very well. Your workplace and/or school may also be relevant here as a place of meeting or a point of connection between you two. F- names. Fabian. Ferdinand. Fred. France. Francine.

೨ Pile 4 || 🍓 cards: three of wands reversed, ace of cups, five of wands, Gazelle, Shark

The first thing I got here was that, for some (and maybe most of you), this is some sort of long-distance relationship. It could have started online or most of the "getting to know each other" phase was done through social media, phone calls, text messages etc. For some, this might be someone whom you already know, are currently interested in or have messaged previously. One or both could be lurking on the other person's social media or looking for them online to find out more about them. I do feel like for some people this "lurking" may become bordeline obsessive and a little bit creepy, with you/them going full on stalker and looking through every account and every platform to get whatever crumbs of information they can get.

The focus here, I believe, is a mix of Patience and Trust. One or both could have some trust issues in the relationship (or in relationships, in general), and the distance and heavy focus on online activity won't help. You could be overthinking every conversation, every like and follow, making assumptions about the people around them + their true feelings and intentions… At the end of the day, though, it's not that serious - that's really what I feel like you need to remind yourself og. You two need to keep a good line of communication and a clear mind, always. Do express your concerns and establish your boundaries, but please try not to lose your cool. If you feel like your person isn't listening, then there's always a way out. No matter how much we like someone, it's not OK to be disrespected or dimissed, specially when we are being vulnerable and honest. Still, I don't get a feeling that this person, or you (flip it as it applies), means to hurt you in any way. I actually think that they're the sort of individual who's more easygoing and doesn't have as much of a hard time trusting people, so they're not seeing things the same way you do. As the Shark card is here suggesting, too, honesty is the only way you can find balance and harmony. Otherwise, there's only uneasiness and confusion.

⋆ extra messages: Libra and Sagittarius placements. Leo placements. Prominent Venus. Art classes or artists - painters and sculptors, in particular. You might meet near at a beach or near it. Or, alternatively, through someone and something that somehow you would associate with the beach or water (as in the ocean, rivers, etc.) Mare. Mar- names. S- names.

১ Pile 5 || 🍎 cards: ten of cups rx, four of wands rx, wheel of fortune rx, Golden Egg, Deer, Spider

While for some of you this might be an ex, for others this is someone you have rejected, have been rejecting or will reject at first. The focus here, I think, relates to Decisiveness and Boundaries, too. It's about you deciding what you really want or don't want, and forcing yourself to act on it. With this Wheel of Fortune reversed, I get a feeling that for some people this is a connection that has been going in ups and downs for ages. Your feelings for one another may also go from love to hate a lot, yet the interest still remains. This might be a relationship that your friends don't show much support towards, as they may feel like you're above connections like these. This other person may be quite misunderstood, or you feel that way, and so there's always that thought of "Oh, they don't get it!" or "Only I understand them. They don't know who they really are or what our connection is really like.". At the back of your mind, though, you do question if your friends are right or not, as the cons of this relationship do seem a little heavier than the pros, and even though you think you know your person, or you feel like you have what it takes to change them "for the better" or help them change, nothing ever really changes, and you've been going around in circles for a long time. For those who reject this person at first, and you're only just meeting them or this is the first time you're trying to build a relationship with one another, the reason you might give them an opportunity is exactly that: you feeling like there's more to them than what it appears, or that you can "fix them". "I can fix them" is really the big theme here, it seems… lol

Although I can't say for sure how far this relationship will go, I definitely sense that this is a very transformative one for both of you. You may really connect on a deeper level, and feel like you understand each other in ways that other people don't.

And as I was writing this, I touched the Spider card with the sleeve of my jacket and it turned to the Reversed. The keywords for it are "discouraged", "tired" and "forlorn", which I think refers to both of you in regard to this connection. It may really get to a point where that's how you feel about it, as nothing seems to work out as you want it or you can't make the changes you wish, and so you're just stuck in this little negative cycle. My advice here is to accept that some things are out of our control, and that we should really try to find the silver lining in every situation. Right now might not be the right timing for this, so don't force it. If you really care about one another, there are other ways that you can express that without trying to push for a romantic relationship when it is not the time for it to happen, or either or both of you aren't in the right mindset for it. If it's meant to be, it should happen. If it's not, then let it go. Just try to be good towards one another without disrespecting yourselves.

⋆ extra messages: Music in general seems relevant. Maybe you connect over your shared music taste or they are somehow known for being big music fan or an actual musician. Grunge. Black hair dye. D- names. Diane. Don. Libra and Taurus. Aries. Mars.

decks used || Tarot of the New Vision + The Wild Unknown Spirit Animal

Pile 1 || ☎️ cards: four of pentacles rx, death rx, knight of pentacles rx, judgement rx, the chariot

not you guys landing on the player's pile… omg So, yeah- Did you ever had a chance? For sure. Anyone would have a chance with this person, I feel like. This is someone who's either constantly in love or just can't stand being alone for too long. Maybe it's just their personality - being extroverted, a connection-seeker, always open to new relationships and whatever experiences come with it -, or perhaps they are simply that charming and the options never end for them. This does feel like someone who's very much a feeler, but maybe not the wisest or yet the most mature in general (or even the most emotionally available!!). For the most part, their relationships feel quite short lived, and mostly based on physical attraction. They may have had one or two longer ones, still (for some people in specific, it feels like your crush may have been in longer-term relationship that was very talked about and known about, and they may still be heavily associated with this ex of theirs). Now, when it comes to their thoughts and feelings towards you: I'm sorry to say it, but I just don't see them having cared or caring too much... They see you quite plainly (if they know you at all); you're just a friend, coworker or acquaintance. Yet, as I said, I feel like you'd definitely still be able to have a chance with them - all you would have to do is take that step towards them and get yourself noticed. Be confident about it! I think that's what attracts them the most to someone, actually: boldness. Flirt a little with them, and see where it leads you… It might not result in the most serious, stable or long lasting relationship of all time, but maybe you'll still get to have a good time together.

⋆ extra messages:

This totally feels straight out of a 2000s coming of age movie, or some rom-com set in high school, with your crush being the popular guy/girl everyone knows and is attracted to lol. Just thought I should add that in.

Milena. Mimi. Mario. Jet-black hair. Affluent neighbourhoods. Family business. Taking acting classes. Ankles/ankle bracelets. Big family event or gathering coming up soon (like a birthday, a wedding, some special holiday…). Talking about or someone's been worrying about frown lines recently. Jennifer. Janet. J surnames. Wearing a lot of orange lately, or having just bought a new orange clothing item. Ash. Ashley.

⋆ channeled song: The Bellamy Brothers - Let Your Love Flow

Pile 2 || 💄 cards: page of wands rx, ten of pentacles rx, knight of pentacles rx, the hermit, seven of wands

So, my sweet pile 2, here we have someone who has, for sure, noticed you before! Seven of Wands + The Hermit at the bottom of the deck = this person would do anything to get to know you a little better and/or to spend more time with you. There's something about the way you are or carry yourself that makes you stand out from other people - or perhaps you're just your crush's type and that's why their eyes are on you... I don't get a whole lot of communication or movement coming from them, so even if they talk to you, it doesn't feel direct; they're not letting you know how they feel; they're not openly flirting with you. This person actually feels very much like a Virgo or Capricorn Moon; logical, careful, slow moving. Once you get them to come of their shell and finally they feel ready to say something, though, you can definitely expect them to be very direct about it. At first they study you, consider the potential of this connection, and then they decide if they should go for it or not. If they do come towards you then, they won't waste any time, again. They're saying, you know… "Hey, let's go out one of these days. I'd like to spend some time with you." or "I really like your vibe. Would you care to go on a date with me, sometime?". It's quite dry and lame actually lol. They're still not flirting, exactly. They're just putting it out there that they're interested and want to explore this connection - again, very direct and logical about the whole thing. (And their flirting skills may actually suck, btw…) In the meantime, they may get closer to you by asking you about your interests, by sitting nearby in class or at lunch, watching your ig stories or something like that. It's the small things, and they're gonna take their sweet time with this. It's not something they are losing their sleep over; it's a case they are studying.

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Is anyone here working or studying in a scientific field? Science feels very relevant. Ron, Rob, R names. Lab coats. Law; rules and regulations. College towns. Planning (or planning on attending) a big Halloween party - and putting a lot of thought into this as of late. Wisconsin. Big 3 Libra placements. Glasgow. Glass working/art. Gallows. Gallows humour. G surnames.

⋆ channeled song: John Legend - All of Me

Pile 3 || 🎧 cards: the chariot, four of swords rx, the magician, ten of swords, queen of wands, two of wands

Listen!!- Pile 3, please go for it!! Even if this doesn't last too long, I think there's great potential here for an absolutely amazing relationship/fling! The chemistry here is just insane… I don't know if it's this person themselves, or if it's actually the result of you two coming together, but I'm feeling HOT. I'm blushing. I'm excited. There's just so much passion here! I think this person is a smooth talker; not necessarily the most extroverted or talkative, but when they do talk to you, you can't help it but feel absolutely charmed. They are good-looking, smart, polite. I get a very venusian vibe coming them. They may put a lot of effort into how they look, not by vanity but because they genuinely like to take care of themselves + find it unmannerly to go out looking like a mess.

As for what's on their mind, my dear pile 3, I have good news for you! They have noticed you and thought about you before, and everything's very positive. They find you attractive, interesting, and a great catch, really. It also seems like they may have heard quite a bit about you (coming from others), and whatever was said gave them a very good impression on you, so even if you're not that well acquainted, they hold you in high regard already. However, with this 2oW, I feel like they may have other options, and if you don't make it clear that you want to explore a relationship with them, the opportunity might just pass you by. I actually don't see them making that move themselves, I'm sorry… There are other things/people holding their attention at the moment and for the foreseeable future. Still, The Strength rx + Queen of Cups at the bottom of the deck = the potential is here, and so is the chemistry I was talking about. Once you get this started, there's no stopping it! You'll be pulled in and taken on the most amazing ride.

⋆ extra messages:

E names. Emily. Emmett. Emerson. Soccer/football. Lia/Leah. India. Indya. I + IY/YI names. 2016 being a significant year - moving, meeting, Instagram following. June. Born on the 6th of the month. History. Brown hair and green eyes. Hazel eyes. Hazelnut. German family or travelling to Germany. Studying architecture or building architectural models. Learning french.

⋆ channeled song: Rihanna - Love On The Brain

Pile 4 || ♣️ cards: justice rx, page of cups rx, five of cups, page of pentacles rx, eight of pentacles

There's something very sad about this person and this pile. Your crush may have been or may be going through a difficult period, yet I feel like they've been doing their best to hide it. They laugh a lot, smile all day, joke around, but on the inside they are going through something that has been bringing them down. I think they feel lost, confused, alone. Maybe it's a family matter (like a divorce or some kind of separation), or perhaps it's just that, for some reason, they are now being forced to leave their home, friends and/or family, and it just hasn't been easy to them to accept and deal with that. There's a loss of stability here, and a loss of community. It could've happened already, too, by the way - they may already be in separation from their loved ones or away from the place they were used to calling home. On a positive note, I feel like this is temporary and they'll recover soon. It's just a low point for them. Also, they may be dealing with some concerns regarding their future and where to go next (professionally, academically, etc.), and that only adds to it all. As for the two of you, my dear pile 3, it seems like right now just isn't the right moment for anything to happen here. You can offer them friendship, some comfort, advice, support, but that's about it, I believe. This person has a lot to figure out at the moment, on their own, and whatever they have to offer you doesn't seem to be exactly what you need or want, deep down. It would lead to heartbreak, most likely. Still, this feels so sweet and so warm. So, maybe, you should give it some time and then give it a try… Because, honestly, I do think this person has some good feelings for you (or could grow some good feelings for you, if you aren't yet acquainted). They may not know what those are exactly, but I still think something really good could bloom from this.

⋆ extra messages:

A names. Adam. Adrienne. Greenland. Finland. Art class. Discussing or studying politics. Georgia. G names. Galicia. Meeting or seeing their father/father figure for the 1st time, or their father being mentioned in conversation a lot. Surgery. Torn ankle or some other leg/foot injury. Mockingbird. Buzzcut. Red nail polish.

⋆ channeled song: Billie Eilish - Bored

deck used || Tarot of the New Vision