moth
I’m going to write because I'm hurt and I'm bored. Listening to a moth to a flame and it feels accurate, not exactly to the boy I’m interested in, but I'm like a moth the flame which is relationships, relationships are toxic to my mind. I do not enjoy how they make me act but also I’m drawn to every relationship possibility. Like why can't we be each other's flame.
The danger of the flame is the hopefulness and imagining that comes from it.
“And you'll leave him, you're loyal to me
But this time I let you be
'Cause he seems like he's good for you
And he makes you feel like you should
And all your friends say he's the one
His love for you is true
But does he know you call me when he sleeps?
But does he know the pictures that you keep?
But does he know the reasons that you cry?”
Annotating the shit out of this part of the lyrics
‘And you'll leave him, you're loyal to me
But this time I let you be’
For once if I actually dated I would be leaving the single desperateness I get the want to rely will want to fold but thy trust issues
'Cause he seems like he's good for you
And he makes you feel like you should
And all your friends say he's the one
His love for you is true’
If I were to date someone he would be good for me but the entrapment ‘burning’ would lead me out of the flame which is what I'm in but I'm drawn to. It's conflicting.
'‘But does he know you call me when he sleeps?
But does he know the pictures that you keep?
But does he know the reasons that you cry?’
THE DENIAL AND AVOIDANCE THE REMINISCING THAT I'LL HAVE
OR THE OPPOSITE WHICH WILL BE ME AWAY FROM THE FLAME BUT STILL IN PAIN BECAUSE I'M DRAWN TO IT
