Lexi

I’m going to write because I'm hurt and I'm bored. Listening to a moth to a flame and it feels accurate, not exactly to the boy I’m interested in, but I'm like a moth the flame which is relationships, relationships are toxic to my mind. I do not enjoy how they make me act but also I’m drawn to every relationship possibility. Like why can't we be each other's flame.

The danger of the flame is the hopefulness and imagining that comes from it.

“And you'll leave him, you're loyal to me

But this time I let you be

'Cause he seems like he's good for you

And he makes you feel like you should

And all your friends say he's the one

His love for you is true

But does he know you call me when he sleeps?

But does he know the pictures that you keep?

But does he know the reasons that you cry?”

Annotating the shit out of this part of the lyrics

‘And you'll leave him, you're loyal to me

But this time I let you be’

For once if I actually dated I would be leaving the single desperateness I get the want to rely will want to fold but thy trust issues

'Cause he seems like he's good for you

And he makes you feel like you should

And all your friends say he's the one

His love for you is true’

If I were to date someone he would be good for me but the entrapment ‘burning’ would lead me out of the flame which is what I'm in but I'm drawn to. It's conflicting.

'‘But does he know you call me when he sleeps?

But does he know the pictures that you keep?

But does he know the reasons that you cry?’

THE DENIAL AND AVOIDANCE THE REMINISCING THAT I'LL HAVE

😭😭

At first i didnt see it all the way through to the actor. I saw it for a single character but looking for that single character an actor has leads to other roles.

And well that did it :)

Saw him in the type that I found attractive. Fluffy hair, cute asf personality, nice hands ;) but he had a demon that had to ruin everything. Fuck you daniel.

But besides that, now I am officially like 😍 over the actor in most of his forms.

Awkwardness and cringe aside.

Something is really drawing about this guy

He's a basic tall dude with brown hair but with glasses, and a weird wardrobe.

His thirsty videos consist of a single black button up

Perhaps it's his confidence

His eyes? Nah but his hands are NICE ASF

Something about this guy makes me dtf, everyone else agrees too.

I mean look at the comments

He is called daddy even though he dont look like no daddy 💀

“Your so hot”

“Reject me so i can move on”

LIKE WHAT IS IT

COME ON

He doesn’t even come together and completely visually and conventionally attractive- but he is seen that way because of what?

Because

Mood board kinda? He is the essence of a 2010’s teenager and im living for it.

Your head laying against his chest, he's probably wearing a grey sweater. One of his hands trailing back and forth on your arms as you both stare at the tv. He is so pretty. The subtle blue light laying on the two of you, the feeling of comfort setting in your heart, the warmth of being surrounded by him, his body. He is the embodiment of boyfriend material. Teenage love, if you could feel it any more than here, if only. The relaxation of being in his arms, laying against his back. The best stable feeling you could feel. How does one make another so happy.