#toxic fandom problems

( name blacked out, many people use the same scheme, also THAT person changed theirs)

Did she asked you to delete my fan-blog link from your fic masterlist, or did you decided on your own, in order not to loose her support cause she is ...POPULAR ?

Don't answer me. I don't give a damn. Not anymore.

Either way......That was horrible.

When all I did was to ask HER POLITELY NOT to use my DELETED GIFS for her FICTION.

I asked the xxxxxxxispunk to keep this private after I send her a private ask. Because I did what a reasonable person would do, all in compliance with netiquette.

And what does she do?

She opened her big mouth to tell all her followers how she would "not use more gifs eveeeeer" when she could simply use someone's elses.

She unfollowed me, blocked me, when all she was asked about was not to put the deleted content in fan fiction.

And next I know my fave author dumps me because of her.

Well at least you recommended her. All her chapters of her fic.

And all I did for you was rooting for you and your work. And all you needed to do was NOT to take sides.

But you choose.

And I was not the one who asked you to.

Thanks though for showing me what I mean to you. Was way too clear though.

Let me tell why I deleted my gifs:

I waited for half a year for ONE comment on my fic by whoever....And no one cared to hear me. that was my ONLY FIC. 32 CHAPTERS . AND NO ONE GAVE A DAMN. SOME 10 LIKES AND THAT WAS IT.

So it was ONLY FAIR TO DELETE MY GIFS. Because those gifs were ALL everyone who FOLLOWED ME CARED ABOUT. Not me. They cared about some f**** pics.

But at the end I left the fandom because of her ( and then added you to the list). Because what to do here?

Write and no one to read me?

Do art and getting like 4 notes?

Write and some person to plagiarize my writing and them getting 90 notes?

Or make gifs for some ungrateful fanfic writers that care not to even check on what I do but are the first to use my gifs and be offended?

I got PTSD from all that, which I deal with a second year in a row.

Not only I was ignored as an author, but then there was no one to talk about that.

I was watching your fans praising you on a daily basis and from my fave all the experience with fan fiction turned into poison.

All I want now is that I've never complimented you on your fic.

I wish I have never read all those praises your fans left under your fic.

I should have stayed silent reader and away form everyone.

And I did complimented you because I liked your writing...and thought we could be friends. It was not because of benefits of any kind, or whatever your problem with me was.

I had one fic only, and though a good word would be great, it was neither expected, not required of you or anything. I though that you follow my blogs for something.

Obviously not my art or writing. My bad.

I will guess now that the reason is damned gifs, pictures of your actor, for your fic.

Exactly as anyone else.

Thanks for following 2 of my blogs for nothing. Including my writing one. And thank you for dumping me. Again.