#total shit

Ok so I've never blogged about Criminal Minds because this has always been a Trek blog but I've watched this season 14 finale and

what the actual fuck did I just watch?

JJ and Reid being so completely out of character like some very badly written fanfiction and basically confessing love? twin flame? parallel universe? what a ton of horseshit. ( Also when did a miscarriage hurt less than some unrequieted crush?)

And what about Will? the loving relationship we saw in past seasons? the Happy marraige and raising two kids together? was it all a lie? All the kisses JJ and Will tearfully shared, all the hugs, all the love we saw was a pretence? William Lamontagne jr doesn't deserve this.

And Honestly even Jeid 'infamous date' was put to rest by telling JJ took Penelope with her to that Redskins game. And you are telling me now I can't rewatch any past episode without cringing at all the Spencer / JJ moments?

and If JJ was in love with him the whole time, wouldn't she said so when he was life sentenced in prison? And even Spencer claimed that she is his friend. So basically CM writers have no Respect at platonic relationships or deep-almost-silbling-like relationships. what are we expecting next? Morgan to confess his love to Penelope and leaving his wife for her?

And I'm so Angry that this Jeid bullshit stole all the thunder in Rossi's wedding.We Never get to saw the team dancing and enjoying. We didn't even get to enjoy the reception. All we saw was some bad double meaning nods to Jeid implied in a beautiful toast made to Krystall and Rossi. this was So bad than Meghan Merkle announcing her pregnancy in Princess Eugenie's wedding.

And we Never got the chance to gasp at the News that Simmons is going to be a dad again for 5th time. We Never got to gush over the feels that CM family got together for such a beautiful wedding planned over for so many episodes carefully. I'm so Angry this cliche Jeid shit stole all that over.

And JJ just had no Deep dark secret and we are lead to believe someone like JJ would behave like this. it is a slap for what JJ Represented and been through all these past 14 seasons. And I thought season finales were supposed to be thrilling, not borderline creepy and incestuous. Honestly writers had to pick the Most platonic, 14 y/o friendship and ruin it like that? And My poor baby Reid was suffering all along?

Jeid made sense in season 1, maybe in 2. but Never after she got with Will. Never after that. and ESPECIALLY NOT NOW. It is so creepy, the Awkwardness and stolen glances and that shit-ton-of-fake-tension was just so very uncomfortable to watch.

And Honestly anything was better than this. Anything.