#torikin

i recently started hardcore identifying as one of my kins and i feel so fuckin cringy it doesn't help that the kin was cringy as fuck to begin with. i hate the fuck that my first interaction w kin was 'wow glad im not like those weirdos' so ive spent to much time as 'not like other kinnies' and then becoming just like those kinnies when will i be able to unlearn this and live my fuckin life without worrying ab how nonkin will think ab me and my identity. -tori ellsworld

me, going into a bad tori shift when tamara isn't home: If I Don't Get Attention In The Next Five Minutes Im Going To Commit A Felony

the only good shift ive ever been in ever is when im w my tamara as she plays guitar. but i honestly feel bad ab it bc i was a piece of shit and even tho she says she forgives me so many times i feel like i shouldn't get to have good shifts for this type esp not ones that rely on her bc she was the one i was real shitty to specifically like, i only went back and fucked things up more bc i was selfish and couldn't get over a crush. like. i dont deserve redemption?? idk im sad - tori ellsworld

happy valentines day yuzuru I LOVE YOU!! - tori

i hate phantom shit so much ive been periodically losing conscious control over my left arm for the past to days and it makes it super hard to get anything done smh (plus my tamara wont stop teasing me ab it as if its not her fault >:p) - tori (ellsworld)

literally all my other enstars kins thinking abt eichi: he ruined us. he caused indescribable pain and suffering to us and the people we cared about. we have every right to hate him, and we SHOULD // tori kin brain thinking about eichi: (At Full Volume) you are my dad.. you’re my dad! boogie woogie woogie