So. Currently realising my younger self was very much having kin feelings about a character that didn't exist yet.
When I was younger, long before I learned about alterhuman communities or what otherkin was. I played undertale and was like "In a past life I was frisk but my life's story was different from this game." After going through the cringe culture of a 2015 middle school I just threw away those feelings cause I thought it was just me being "weird" (also holy crap has it really been 10 years since then ?????)
A while later after realizing I was trans I chose the name Kristian & sometimes shortened it to Kris, completely unrelated to the deltarune character (deltarune ch1 was out at that point but I didn't know it existed/hadn't played it)... And Yeah idk I think after finally getting into deltarune it kind of is all coming together as I think about my old childhood memories of being frisk-kin without the otherkin label.
I don't think I was actually Frisk. I was Kris Dreemurr. I just didn't have the knowledge of who Kris was, I knew I had memories with some of the characters seen in undertale and pacifist route Frisk was the closest to what I remembered being like. idk it's very validating to know I somehow was always on the right track even if I didn't have all the information.
I don't know if the name part was just luck or me knowing who I was all along. Either way I am going to be shortening my name to Kris more often now though lol.
- A newly realised Kris Dreemurr kin.
