Currently listening to a very good video essay about the plague of whitegirl pickme billionaires with fabricated victim complexes that we as a society are currently inundated with, and the leading example of this is Ms "White Women's Emotional Support Billionaire" Swift herself. I'm only part way through, but its very good so far.

okay maybe i start posting some fandom things on here hehe

Was just reminded of what if its us by silvera and albertalli and I neeed to talk abt it pls send me asks

Right now I'm floating right above being depressed but I was rly depressed like one or two days ago (what is time) so my mind keeps flitting back to things that made me spiral recently and having to shut down every third thought because it relates to feelings or worthlessness or unreality or frustration or whatever else is irritating and exhausting