#toooldforgames

Just be honest... it’s really not alot to ask for #upfront #honesty #honestyisthebestpolicy #dontplaygames #toooldforgames

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Yes yes please . ☺🙏💙 #toooldforgames #nobullshit #loyaltycounts #respect #stability #consistency

Nothing but the truth. #toooldforgames #thisisnthighschoolanymore

Word... #toooldforgames #toooldfordrama #peace #happiness #love

You think by now I would have learned something. Nearly 40 years old and the same lessons again... And again... And again. Maybe I am a slow learner. Maybe I am a sucker for pain. Still thinking that I am the center or the universe or just someone's universe. My feelings are an inconvenience. I am sorry my insecurities are so offensive. That somehow that makes it ok for me to be your punching bag. The cause of your stress. Just another problem on your list of why your life is so fucked up. I know better than to try to be a people pleaser. Yet I keep on doing it and I fall short every time. Nothing I do is good enough. I work my ass off even when I am in pain and it is never enough. All this week I bust ass having dinner ready and trying to make it something he likes... One night "I couldn't eat that it just looked disgusting" or "you put too much sour cream on that" or tonight after 6 hours of cooking... Just slammed it down and went to smoke. Why do I even try? Not even a thanks for dinner. Not even a how was your day. Not even a thanks for doing all my laundry and cleaning up after my messy ass. Not even a maybe I could shower and wear deodorant for my woman. Maybe I could tell her she is pretty or thanks for supporting me when I didn't have a job pr thanks for paying deposit and first month rent and all the bills... I just want to feel wanted and appreciated. Like I am not just an annoyance you tolerate because you need me. It is not like there are not plenty of people that would take your place. I don't need you but you need me. If this is not what you thought it would be or if I am not what you are attracted to then spare us both. Give it to me straight and stop taking out your misery on me. I would rather be alone then lonely with someone that is supposed to care about me...