Dec 12, 2020
all i want is to be safe but nowhere is safe and i'm so scared
#life#im so scared#nothing feels safe#nowhere is safe#i keep myself inside and curtains tightly closed#i go outside only when it's dark and quiet#i cant bare a single fucking noise#everythings too loud#TOO LOUD!!#and too bright#i just need to stay away from light and noises#stay away from#nothings real#anyway#so i can sleep away the days and stay awake in thw night#im too anxious#too scared#and i feel so fucking weak#im so weak#physically and mentally#so tired and so scared#scaredscaredscared#nothing but fear#fear of everything#its eating me alive#but thats what i want#and thats what im gonna do
