#todd kin

I know these are just... all Ash and Larry but I’m still looking for Todd and Neil too! I just don’t have any clear mems of them yet!!

Ash and I would go out to Wendigo Lake to watch the sun set and look at stars!

She knew a bunch of them so we'd just lay in the grass while she pointed out all the different constellations and stuff.

We'd go on my birthday too, to see if we could find Sagittarius. (Sometimes we could, but it got super cloudy sometimes cause winter)

I just remember lying in the grass and holding her hand while we looked at stars.

I would take my prosthetic off while we were stargazing.

Ash and I used to lay on the roof to look at stars sometimes, if we didn't feel like going down to the lake.

I borrowed a good amount of Ash’s clothes (skirts and more feminine stuff than I owned)

I didn’t give a single shit about gender roles ok

Ash used to try to put makeup on me, but it was hard to do with all the scars. She eventually just decorated my prosthetic to give me makeup.

Once, Larry and I were at some countryside-ish place and there were these wooden fences around. Larry jumped one and I was like "Woah I wanna try!!" Larry was like "Sal no you're tiny you'll fall"

I did it anyway cause I'm a rebel 

I slipped and hurt my arm tho 

He was right but I'll never admit it

I would go on really fucking long walks for 0 reason other than that I wanted to walk around

Sometimes Larry or Ash would join me and we'd just like. Walk a bunch

Since I also had 0 concept of time I would just keep walking for ages 

One time I scared Larry cause I got, like, halfway or so to Wendigo Lake without realizing

He thought I got yoinked or died or smth 

Nope, I just had no idea where I was going and Just Started Walking

It was better when I had supervision (Basically Larry or Ash walking with me), because the other person would be like "Sal it's been an hour, let's head home" 

Not only did it stop me from getting lost (Even though I wouldn't. I had an oddly good sense of where to go and how to get there) it also stopped me from walking for just a full day

Ash and Larry both loved playing with and/or styling my hair, and I loved having it played with!

 Larry used to play with my hair if he had nightmares or couldn't sleep or stuff like that 

He said it just helped him sleep, but didn't know why 

So I let him cause I adored having my hair played with

We usually both fell asleep and I'd wake up with like half a braid or smth

The first time Ash ever saw my face was actually while I was crying

I was having a panic attack or something of the sort

She was trying to help me not panic, but I still had my mask on

So she was like "Sal take your mask off, it's gross, you're getting tears all up in there" 

I, of course, was like "No I'm gross you'll hate me" 

Ash was having none of that shit and said if I didn't take it off, she would

So I took it off and kept my face down because I was super self conscious

Ash just like gently cupped my face with both hands and made me look up at her 

She looked at me for a minute and didn't flinch or anything

Then she kissed my forehead and called me beautiful and that just made me sob even harder

I used to go on roadtrips with Larry & Ash!

(I think they were roadtrips? Maybe we just drove a lot) 

I'd almost always take the back seat 

Ash and Larry would just play music back and forth to just, like, show the other some new music, I guess 

I'd either stretch out in the back seat or stare out the window and disassociate a bit 

Larry and Ash caught on pretty much every time I was thinking too hard & upsetting myself or smth 

Ash would usually be like "Hey, Sal, you alright? Wanna play a song or two?" to get me out of my own head 

WHEREAS LARRY WOULD JUST GRAB MY LEG/ARM AND STARTLE ME OUT OF MY OWN HEAD 

I would squeak/yelp every time cause I was Jumpy