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. . .I've been drowning in my alone time. . .as of late. Rediscovering the places my heart use to take me. .before you. Before every poem, letter, apostrophe and exclamation point was placed in your honor. I like hearing the silence of my own thoughts. The clarity in which this solitude brings is unremarkable. Untainted freedom within these four walls.The Pitter patter of rain along my windows soothes my soul. I missed how much I love that. The ice from the cup of honey jack kisses my lips, before the fluttering fluorescent lights cascade along my breasts. My toes pressed firmly on the wood floors, our thighs once danced upon. Leaving my body & soul restless. See, I've been drowning in my alone time as of late, rediscovering the things I've buried in my hearts crate. I've been. .taking accountability for my past mistakes and admitting to myself; I wasn't ready in the first place. . . .I've been drowning in my alone time. . .as of late. [#sorryforthewait] -#Wordsbyzee • • • • • ••• ••• •••• ••• PHOTOGRAPHY @bennieroosevelt • • • • • ••• ••• •••• ••• #Poeticqueeniam #writersofinstagram #brokenheartedchronicles #retrospect #wordporn #neededyou #love #lust #solitude #writersofinstagram #Poets #writers #poetsofinstagram #iwrite #iregret #poetry #writerscommunity #blackauthors #writers #tumblrpoet #poetic #you #tmnsupporters #sorryforthewait #bookcomingsoon #mypenbleedsforyou

💭Temptation is calling me and I’ve been doing nothing but dancing with the idea of a thrill. Flicking your words with my tongue as I repeat everything you say. I want you in the ways that leave my mouth dry, thirsty for your touch. It’s funny how the smell of your gets my pulse racing, my hands shaking, and the beads of sweat to appear on the back of my neck. Funny thing is, I’m not sure if you even realize I’ve fantasized about you for the last 45days in the shower. Touching myself slow, envisioning your hand tracing the wrinkles on my knuckles. “Fuck me” I think to myself as “hello” parts your lips. Casual smiles and cat eyed side glances have become my only reprieve from this burning desire. “Want me”. I think… as your words ride my ear drums until they seep into my ear canal. This temptation and burning desire is taking hold of me, as the warmth from my juices sits inside my favorite Vickie’s. “Taste it”…I think as I watch you bite your bottom lip deep in thought. Wanting and craving to know how it feels upon my cli… *mmm I have to watch myself…before the thoughts of you moisten my fingertips, the same way they do my thoughts. Temptation has my mind and my heart playing cat and mouse, as my bones ache for your body to erupt on top of mine. I want you in the ways that leave my mouth dry, thirsty for your touch, the smell of your gets my pulse racing. Beads of sweat appear on the back of my neck, hands shaking from temptation. • Photocredit: @luvisblack3 #Wordsbyzee© #poeticqueeniam #poetictendencies #poetsinmotion #instapoet #tumblrpoet #poetsofinsta #poetsinspirepoets #writersofinstagram #writerscommunity #tmnsupporters #mypenbleedsforyou✒

Loving you was killing me. . . .I started to wither away internally, consumed by your negativity. Fucked by your expectations and things you demanded from me. I thought I had a diamond, but you were a cubic zirconia. I smiled in our photos but my eyes uttered dystopia. Loving you was killing me. . when all needed was a connection. My heart told me "run fast" the minute I felt disconnected; infatuated by the sea-sawing happiness & physical attraction. I convinced myself this would all make sense if I played my role. Convinced that if I did what you said. . .[this] would get better for us both. Convinced if I stayed longer, it wouldn't matter how unhappy I was unclothe. Lies I'd tell myself just to cope. See. . . Loving you was killing me. . . .I started to wither away internally. I started to neglect myself spiritually. I tried to be less woke, just so you can stay sleep mentally. Loving you was killing [me]. -#Wordsbyzee ・・・ Photography @makewonderspa ・・・ #Poeticqueeniam #writersofinstagram #brokenheartedchronicles #retrospect #wordporn #neededyou #love #lust #regret #writersofinstagram #Poets #writers #poetsofinstagram #iwrite #iregret #poetry #writerscommunity #blackauthors #writers #tumblrpoet #poetic #you #tmnsupporters #sorryforthewait #bookcomingsoon #mypenbleedsforyou

See, I was in love with someone I haven't even met. Trying to piece together how our lives would fit. Talking over Skype, Tango and text messages. Frustrated with the turmoils of a long distance relationship . Recieving email confirmations about "I love you "packages that were sent and...keeping your eye on the clock because of the 3hour difference. Daydreaming about the first kiss as if you invented it. See, I was in love with someone I havent even met. Sharing childhood stories and a list of regrets. Conversation about our past lovers and heartaches, how if you knew then, what you know now there would be less mistakes. Talks about how our hearts found each other in the first place. See, I was in love with someone I havent even met yet. Serenading one another with our voices until we got no rest, nights spent alone, with our phones chest to chest. See, I was in love with someone I haven't even met. Trying to piece together how our lives would fit. Talking over Skype, Tango and text message. Frustated with the turmoils of long distance relationships. Recieving email confirmations about "I love you "packages that were sent and...keeping your eye on the clock because of the 3hour difference. . .see I was in love with someone I haven't even met. . ° #Wordsbyzee© Photo credit: @mr.eroticnoire #writerscommunity #iwrite #intoodeep #poeticqueeniam #poetictendancies #longdistance #poet #erotictry #tmnsupporters #sorryforthewait #mypenbleedsforyou✒

See, I know there's a chance that I might not be just yours, you may be somebody else's... but if I got the chance Queen, I would praise the ground you walked on. I would hold the sun responsible for your over joyed smile. I would make sure that I held your embraces a little tighter. I would kiss all your aches all your joints and all your pains. I would love you slowly until you said every syllable in my name. You would drive me insane, you will make my body craves you will teach me desire, filling me with thoughts that would rattle my brain. See, I'm trying to be okay with the idea that you're somebody else's but it's hard to think that the love we share could be somebody else's. That these soul connections and these passionate mornings spent submerged in one another mean something. That the ground would still shake from our boundless affection...that im the one with all your love an attention. See, I know there's a chance that I might not be just yours, you may be somebody else's... but if I got the chance Queen, I would praise the ground you walked on... [memories]. ¤ PHOTOCREDIT: @weirdoutkast #Wordsbyzee #poeticqueeniam #intoodeep #love #writersofinstagram #morningsex #missingyou #poeticthoughts #writerscommunity #tumblrpoet #tmnsupporters #mypenbleedsforyou✒

💭Your name. Your lips. Your kiss. Your skin. Your scent. Your hands. Your sex. Your love. Your taste. Your smile. Your voice. Your intelligence. Your stature. Your deliverance. Your chest. Your ass. Your arms. Your legs. Your 200 eye lashes that flutter in the dark. Your warm breath circulating on the back of my knees. Your scratch marks left onto of neck. Your wrist. Your ankles. Your confidence. Your mouth. Your face. Your soft angelic hands. Your style. Your grace. Kisses taste like butter pecan. I could sit here for another 10mins or 10days describing why these butterflies in my stomach still havent gone away. #Wordsbyzee #poeticqueeniam #poetsofinstagram #tumblrpoet #writerscommunity #iwrite #intoodeep #instapoet #tmnsupporters #mypenbleedsforyou✒

💭...You opened your door and heard "Baby, drop those panties to the floor"..I know dinner is on the table, but I'm ready for my main course. I just want you in this bed. I want to make you moan. I'm ready to suck every last kiss, releasing tension from my bones. "Pacify me" you said as I place my fingers on your hips. Legs straddling my thighs, touching you, dripping wet. I undress you fully as you start to kiss on my neck, you whisper "give it all to me baby, I know you've been stressed". My body starts to break out in a hot sensual sweat. I lay your body down, now we're chest to chest. Slowly suckling your chest as you grip my arms, "take your time baby" you tell me as I kiss you hard. Slow grinding until your legs start to tense up, feet planted in the sheets as my mouth becomes your cup. Tasting every drop of you until you've had enough, nail digging, ass slapping I know you like it rough...and baby I've had a long day today and I'd rather take it out on you, soul fucking and intimacy until neither of us can move. Paralyzed in our long day dues, releasing all of me inside of you. •📷 @kevonr_photography2 #Wordsbyzee© #poeticqueeniam #ddgllcowns #poetry #instapoet #poetsinspire #tumblrpoet #writerscommunity #iwrite #tmnsupporters #mypenbleedsforyou✒️

💭I crave the taste of you in everything. Making sure I indulge whole heartily to be sure I don't miss a single drop. Filling me up until I tell you to stop. I crave the taste of you flowing down my throat, slow and sweet, drowning me until I choke. I crave the way your moist finger tips graze my bottom lip, as my tongue slowly sucks on them...shit... I crave the way you make my body feel with my numb toes and soft lips, messy hair and tight grips, wrapped legs and our ass's bare...I swear...I crave the taste of you in everything first, I'm a fein for you, please quench my [thirst]. •Photocredit: @mr.eroticnoire #Wordsbyzee© #erotictry #thrist #poetry #poetsofinsta #iwrite #poeticqueeniam #tumblrpoet #writersofinstagram #poetcorner #tmnsupporters #thankyou #mypenbleedsforyou✒️