Jul 15
things still hurt but the time taken to accept things as they are to this point just feels like this
#the only noteworthy thing i could muster about it “i was supposed to be safe. i was not in the end. i still don't feel safe.”#“my body was supposed to protect me from this and it failed.”#and i know that this type of approach is bad because you aren't supposed to blame yourself for these type of things as said things weren't#*supposed* to happen to me at the age they did but now it just feels#tiring#very tiring and exhausting#vent instillation
