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Oh my g o d, you guys have no idea how good it feels to say that.

Insomniacs, for anyone who doesn’t know, is a fanfic I posted on here. In fact it was one of the first things I posted on here! And that’s kinda the problem. I posted that without having a clear plot in my head, which made it really hard to write. Then I tried to rewrite it and that still sucked!

It’s not that the idea sucked, but it just sucked emotionally. That thing has tortured me so much. I basically never have the motivation for that monster. And even when I rarely did, I didn’t know what to write! And every time I posted something on here, I’d feel so guilty, knowing that I’ve never updated that and that I’m not going to.

So there we go! Insomniacs, for the time being, is no more! Maybe one day I’ll get around to fixing it and writing it, but for now, it’s dead to me! I will keep up the previous chapters though! Honestly, I thought I would feel bad about this. I do a little, because I know people liked it, but that thing was torture.

I’m very sorry to anyone who is going to miss it, though I’m sure most people have forgotten about it at this point. If that’s the only thing you followed me for, I don’t mind you unfollowing. But! If you do stick around, I’m going to be posting the first chapter of my new fic tomorrow (which I already have 5 chapters fully written for and several more written in my head). Plus I still adore Sleepxiety so I will make more content for it in the future.

So i know I’m not very active on here anymore, but that is going to change!! I’ve been working hard on a new story and the first chapter will be out either today or tomorrow! So far, i have four chapters completely written and a fifth that’s almost done!

It’s really cool and i have a lot planned for it! But i was hoping to find a beta reader for it!

Happy Pride Month kiddos!!! 

This Pride Month is very important to me, as it’s my first Pride Month where I know my identity and I’m comfortable with it. Last year, right before June, I knew I was pan and came out to my mother. She did not accept me and that made me very unhappy, to the point where I didn’t celebrate Pride Month and rejected my identity. I’m much better now and I know that I’m pan and cassgender (still figuring that out a tiny bit!) no matter what others say.

So, happy Pride Month to every single one of you. Happy Pride Month to those who identify with more known identities, like gay, lesbian, bi, pan, trans, ace, aro, non-binary, and genderfluid. Happy Pride Month to those who identify with less known identities, like demisexual/romantic, graysexual/romantic, genderfluid/flux, fluidflux, demigirl/boy, agender, cassgender, polysexual, and omnisexual. Happy Pride Month to those who didn’t get your identity listed here.

Happy Pride Month to those in the closet. Happy Pride Month to those out of the closet. Happy Pride Month to those who know their identity. Happy Pride Month to those still figuring it out. Happy Pride Month to those who celebrate by going to Pride and openly celebrating irl. Happy Pride Month to those celebrating online. Happy Pride Month to those celebrating with a partner. Happy Pride Month to those celebrating without a partner.

Happy Pride Month to all of you!! Please remember that, no matter if your identity is known or not, if you know your identity or not, if you’re in the closet or not, if you celebrate online or off, if you have a partner or not, this is your month. Don’t let anyone take that from you. You know yourself better than anyone else, and don’t let anyone say otherwise. You are the only one who can decide your identity. I’m so so so proud of all of you. So, to all of you guys, gals, and non-binary pals,...

Okay so I suddenly remembered an old favorite song of mine, So What by Pink, and I immediately came up with an AU idea.

Virgil is in a band with Patton, Logan, Remy, and Roman, his husband. Virgil is the main singer. At some point durning their band adventures, Roman does something really bad (its a really loose idea leave me alone) and this leads to a falling out and divorce between him and Virgil (and Roman being kicked out of/leaving the band).

Virgil’s on tour with the others at the time Roman and him are in the process of getting the divorce. During one of his concerts, he notices Roman in the crowd (he doesn’t come to concerts usually). Since he’s still pissed at Roman for doing what ever he did, he finishes the song he’s on and says the next songs for Roman. Then he starts singing So What. And it’s not sad or angry, like the audience expected. He’s super proud and happy, having tons of fun singing the song. He’s strutting around the stage, dancing and smiling. And he probably ends the song and says fuck you roman right into the microphone and the whole audience cheers and it’s crazy.