#timetoascend

I have never known such anguish as this. #FuckCancer #MiFuegoDeMiAlma #TimeToAscend #TheLastCanadianCosmonaut #LightHouseDannVerner (at Hell) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrfA_JFBWpNCsgzc4EuoGkBag02Nu6MQS6k_5g0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1w381ju1b073y

To quote George Harrison, "All things must pass" #FuckCancer #TimeToAscend #StarvingAuthor #AmazonAuthorLightHouseVerner #BuyABook (at Hell) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrdXzD4B6DJ9jDZ53h8LVr64Lohe6K_kZCzEvw0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=grtxvi8iqjcg

Maybe I will write a novel whose title is inspired by Hemingway's "Old Man In The Sea". I shall name it, "Old Man With The C". Although it will be a macabre take of darkness .... #FuckCancer #TimeToAscend #BuyABook #StarvingAuthor #AmazonAuthorLightHouseVerner #WalkWithDannCollection #WalkingOnDawesCollection (at Hell) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrcUAy3h_30/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=153kba6n7dabp

Something I have to get off my chest before I die. I have had every single woman I have ever been with cheat on me. I have watched my friends cheat on their partners. I COULD NEVER DO THAT TO ANOTHER HUMAN BEINGS HEART. Also, all my life I have been told I am "too honest". But, the people I love the most do not believe a word I say. I can not change that.  After I am gone do not come to what ever shithole I am buried in and try to make amends. You can not apologize after death. This I swear, "I have never cheated. I have been cheated on and raised the baby born from that.  I have never lied to anyone I have said the words, "I LOVE YOU", to. You can put this on my headstone. #FuckCancer #TimeToAscend #LightHouseDannVerner (at Hell) https://www.instagram.com/p/Brb5y-eBOVHG5nXXBfML_nBrNvJ27eg6655A-40/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=14lwgyhcfowvt

Can you all stop sending me Christmas cheer stuff? Dakota and I will be lucky if we have supper tomorrow, let alone Christmas. I can't even buy a quart of milk. #FuckCancer #LihhtHouseDannVerner #TimeToAscend #TheyRobbedMe (at Hell) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrbsQzgBh4R2FDkTbcWURTvcjfLjOS6OohzN0A0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=2ps51ndetys7

Waiting is a slow process. I will smile when it's over. #FuckCancer #LightHouseDannVerner #TimeToAscend #BuyABook #AmazonAuthorLightHouseVerner (at Hell) https://www.instagram.com/p/Brbpr0Nh-cPOFotLIjgbGKq8kXYu-8gCKDxyCk0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=9sj95ykoqrhf

True Story. #TimeToAscend #FuckCancer #LightHouseDannVerner (at Hell) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrZvg1ihcJVpiyxAb3VMpfIuzsj8s4KMfbs7K80/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1q227j9penvui

My time is almost done and for 6 years & 8 months I have been waiting to know "Who I am?", but she will not or cannot say. I must be either a side thing or just a joke. How am I supposed to know if I have never been told. Told truthfully with eye contact. #FuckCancer #MiFuegoDeMiAlma #TimeToAscend #DeathWillBringPeace (at Hell) https://www.instagram.com/p/BrZmKYphMDtOTBcNJISB1OSweNzyt-zUlHrbQQ0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=yiarni23dvng