The biggest things in the smallest places - a Timecanary Fanfic
Characters: Rip Hunter, Sara Lance
Relationships: Rip Hunter x Sara Lance
Rating: Teen
Summary:Â Rip and Sara contemplate their relationship through moments that matter to them.
Tags:Â Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Established Relationship
Notes: Birthdayfic for @plinys -Â Inspired by "Thatâs Where It Isâ by Carrie Underwood and title comes from the song as well. -Â The moments aren't chronological.
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To socialize or to not socialize, that is the question - a Timecanary Fanfic
Characters: Rip Hunter, Sara Lance, Laurel Lance, Ray Palmer
Relationships: Rip Hunter x Sara Lance, Sara Lance & Laurel Lance
Rating: Gen
Summary:Â Sara thinks it would be good for Rip to socialize with the people who matter to her outside of the team but Rip respectfully disagrees.
Tags:Â Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Established Relationship, Meet the Family
@riphuntertimemasterlegend prompted -Â Rip and Sara - 10. âPlease donât make me socialize.â
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âPlease donât make me socialize.â
Sara stares at Rip who is stubbornly refusing to move from his chair in his office.
âCome on, Rip. It will be fine. You have nothing to worry about,â she states as she crosses the room to stand next to him.
He doesnât say anything.
âI would have thought that after dealing with our team, youâd be able to handle something like this.â
Rip huffs.
âThe people you want me to meet are mostly friends and some family of our team and the team is stressful enough all on their own.â
Sighing, she wonders why of all the people she could have fallen for, it would be the stubborn Brit from the future.
âLaurel wants to meet you and it would really mean a lot to me if you did. I wonât make you meet the parents and Iâll stay by your side when we get together with the others.â
At the mention of Laurel, Rip feels his resolve fade away.
He knows how important the woman is to Sara and what it would mean to her.
âOkay, okay. Iâll do it. I will meet Laurel as Iâve been curious about what your sister is like in person from everything you and Dr. Palmer have said about her.â
Sara grins at his words.
âI will hold you to your promise when it comes to your friends,â states Rip firmly.
She nods as she holds out her hand to help him up.
âI hope thatâs not all you will be holding of me.â
Rip shakes his head at her words but allows her to pull him into a kiss.
Pulling away, they hold each other for a few more moments until Ray and Mick ruin the moment by coming onto the bridge, arguing as they do so causing Rip and Sara to roll their eyes at the same time.
âWell, we might as well get everyone else up here so we can return to Central City,â states Sara as she lets Rip go.
Rip nods his head in agreement.
âGideon, please inform the rest of the team weâre ready to make a time jump then set a course for Central City â Star Labs in the current timeline.â
âOf course, Captain.â
He walks across the bridge with Sara then takes his place in the pilot seat as Sara sits in the chair closest to him.
Mick and Ray copy them as the rest of the team joins them.
Once they land, they make plans for a big team meet up tomorrow so everyone can have time to themselves and see people on their own terms.
Rip and Sara plan to take the jump ship to Star City.
A thought occurs to Sara.
âHey Ray, did you want to come pay a visit to Star City?â
Ray considers her words then shakes his head.
âI appreciate it, Sara but Cisco wants to work on the suit so Iâll hang around Central. Besides, Iâll see everyone else tomorrow so thereâs really no need.â
He smiles at the pair before grabbing his bag and heading out with Stein and Jax.
Sara frowns.
âHas Ray ever talked about his family to you?â she asks Rip.
âNo, now that you mention it. Thereâs only been a few vague mentions but this is something to think about later.â
She grabs his hand and her bag before heading to the jump ship.
To be honest, Sara had no idea how this was going to go.
Standing in Laurelâs apartment with Rip, she waits for someone to do or say something.
âSo, youâre Rip Hunter. Huh. Not what I was expecting.â
Laurel runs her eyes over him from head to toe then back up causing him to squirm though he tries to hide it.
After a couple moments, Rip gathers his courage to say something.
âItâs really a pleasure to meet you, Miss Lance. Both Sara and Ray have told me and the rest of the team wonderful things about you.â
He shuffles in place as he stuffs his hands into the pockets of his duster.
Laurel smiles warmly at him.
âIâd be careful with what you believe when it comes to what this one says about people,â she says, playfully teasing her sister.
Sara rolls her eyes but smiles, glad things are going smoothly.
The same probably wouldnât be said if she introduces Rip to her parents, which is why she isnât any time soon.
They settle in for some lunch â take out from Laurel and Saraâs favorite restaurant and a big pitcher of sparkling mint-lime iced tea.
Sara looks at the pitcher, not sure what to make of it.
Laughing, Laurel pours everyone a glass.
âHey, donât knock it until you try it. A lady can only drink so much water safely every day.â
Saraâs pride in how well Laurel is doing is evident on her face.
Just another reason, Rip admits to himself, that he loves her.
As a gesture of good will, he picks up his glass and takes a sip. His eyes widen because the drink is more enjoyable than he imagined it would be.
âYour sister is correct, you should try it.â
Sara smirks.
âIâm not sure I can handle the two of you ganging up on me.â
As she takes a tentative sip, Rip and Laurel share a grin at her comment.
âYou know, I could get used to drinking this; not sure youâll be able to get Mick to drink it though.â
The trio laughs.
Laurel has heard all about Mick Rory from Cisco.
She tells several of her favorite stories about Sara from when her sister was younger causing her to try to not blush and cover her face.
Rip thinks it is charming.
He returns the favor with a few stories from their time on the Waverider and tells Laurel she will get a chance to see the ship one day.
When the meal comes to an end, Laurel hugs Sara then Rip.
Sara heads to the bathroom, giving Laurel and Rip a moment together.
âI think I like you, Rip Hunter. Keep the both of you safe, understand? Iâve lost my sister before, I donât want to go through that again and you make her happier than sheâs been in a long time so I donât want her to lose you.â
Rip nods his head and gives her another hug as he whispers in her ear,
âKeep yourself safe as well, Black Canary. I quite like you and want to hear more stories.â
They separate just in time for Sara to return.
Later, when Rip and Sara are back on the Waverider and are sharing a drink in his office, he considers the day.
âThank you, Sara. I enjoyed getting to meet and spend time with your sister. I would have understood if you wanted to just spend the time with her alone.â
Sara grins.
âI told you that you had nothing to worry about.â
Rip kisses her forehead as she leans against him.
âYouâre right. Hopefully, tomorrow goes as smoothly.â
Sara snorts.
âWishful thinking?â
âVery.â
Despite his concern over tomorrow and meeting the friends of his teamâof his friends, Rip knows it will be worth it.
Not as worth it as meeting Laurel but close.
Plus, heâs sure theyâll help answer many of the questions he has about everyone.
Rip and Sara: 15. âThat was a perfect example of how not to do things.â
{Read on Ao3}
âThat was a perfect example of how not to dothings.â
Rip states that comment like heâs talking about theweather or the fact that the sky is blue.
It took all of Saraâs willpower to not roll her eyesat him.
âOh, really? I didnât realize that,â she replies.
Rip looking at her causes her to realize she let hersarcasm slip out.
âMiss LanceâŠ..â
Sara cuts him off mid-sentence.
âIâm going to check on Ray and Mick. Why donât youmake sure Stein is doing alright. Heâs in the med bay with Jax.â
With that, she leaves him standing alone on thebridge.
âWell, that could have gone better, old chap.â
Rip runs a hand through his hair and sighs beforedoing as Sara suggested.
Thankfully Mick and Ray to a lesser extent, werepretty predictable because she found them in the kitchen which was the firstroom she checked.
Ray sees her first.
âHey Sara! Wanna join us?â
He gestured at the third chair at their table.
âYou know what? I could do with a drink.â
Mick offers her one of his beers which she takeswith a nod of her head before sitting down.
Sara opens the beer then takes a swig.
The trio sit in silence as Mick and Sara enjoy theirbeers while Ray indulges in a gluten-free cupcake.
âSo, bossâŠdid ya need something besides a beer?â
Mick asks after a few minutes pass.
Finishing off her beer, she considers his words andthe fact both men are watching her.
âJust wanted to see how youâre both doing. So, howare you doing?â
ââM fine. Haircut is fine too.â
Sara looks over at Ray who nods his head.
âMickâs right. Itâs not like Iâm the one that nearlydied,â Ray states causing Mick to snort.
âThis time, Haircut,â Mick points out.
Ray shrugs as he helps himself to another cupcake.
âGood. That reminds me, we do need to talk about thatlater, Ray,â comments Sara as she stands up from her chair to toss out theempty bottle.
Ray opens his mouth to argue when Mick kicks him inthe shin.
With the men distracted, she tosses out the bottlethen leaves the kitchen.
As Sara chilled with two of her teammates, Rip madehis way to the med bay.
He walks into the room but pauses near the doorwayas he watches Martin and Jax.
It is clear that Jax isnât happy with the eventsthat led to Martin being injured but the professor is trying to calm his partnerdown.
Martinâs efforts arenât working.
âAh, Captain Hunter. Can you please tell Jeffersonthat Iâm fine now. Gideon took care of my injuries so I would like to leave themed bay.â
Jax glares at Martin before turning it on Rip.
âGrey, you needlessly and recklessly risked yourlife. Iâm not okay with that. Itâs one thing when weâre working together butwhen weâre separatedâŠ.â
Crossing his arms, Jax leans against the wall as hiswords trail off.
It gets Rip thinking though.
About why Sara seemed to be so upset with him whenthey returned to the Waverider.
He wants to smack himself in the head.
Clearly, she didnât approve of Rip risking his ownlife to save hers.
âAnyways, did you need somethinâ Rip?â Jax asks ashe lets up on the glaring.
âUh, I just wanted to check up on the two of you andmake sure everything has been taken care of,â Rip replies as he crosses theroom to look at the screens Martin is currently attached to.
Everything looks right and proper.
Rip would never doubt Gideonâs capabilities either.
âAs you can see, captain, I was in the very capablehands, for lack of a better term, of Gideon with complete success. There is noreason for me to remain here.â
Martin looks over at Jax with a pointed look causinghim to sigh.
âPerhaps, there is a more comfortable location whereyou can continue this conversation and in private, away from prying ears andeveryone who doesnât need to be a part of this discussion.â
Rip thinks it is a good compromise â it gets Martinout of the med bay but not off of the hook with Jax who has every right to beupset.
The other two men share a look then nod.
Pleased at the resolution, Rip takes his leave to gosearch for Sara.
It is time they have an overdue conversationthemselves.
He checks in the library where he only finds Nateand Amaya talking about his grandfather.
The kitchen is empty so he knows Mick and Ray hadmoved along so Sara definitely did as well.
After checking out both the cargo bay and her room,Rip runs out of places to check.
He knows Sara is an assassin and wonât be found ifshe doesnât want to be.
Returning to his office, he spots her laying on thecouch.
Rip learns in that moment, that knowing they need totalk and going through with it are two different things.
It doesnât take Sara long to know heâs there.
âUh, hey Rip.â
She moves so thatâs she is sitting up on the couchas she looks at him.
âSo, howâs Martin doing?â
Rip takes the opening as he crosses the room andpulling off his duster, dropping it over the arm of the couch Sara isnâtleaning against.
âHeâs all healed up. Gideon took care of him andright about now, Jax is talking to him about his earlier actions.â
A silence fell over them for a few minutes.
Sara raises an eyebrow at his comment about Jax andMartin.
âOh really? Well, I hope Jax gets through to him.â
Leaning against his desk, Rip considers his nextwords carefully.
âI understand why you are upset with me, Sara. Itoccurred to me when I went to check on Martin and witnessed Jax having wordswith him.â
She crosses her arms as she waits for him tocontinue speaking, giving nothing away with her body language and facialexpression.
âYouâre upset that I willingly put myself in dangerfor your sake. You would have been killed, Sara. I donât want to live in aworld without you in it.â
Rip runs a hand through his hair.
Standing up from the couch, Sara moves across theroom until sheâs standing in front of him then takes his hand in hers.
âDo you really think I can live in a world withoutyou? I already have to live in a world where my sister isnât so I donât think Icould do it again with someone else who is so important to me.â
Her words caught Rip off guard.
He knows how he feels about her but never thoughtshe could feel the same way.
Clearly, he may not have gotten that right.
Rip cups her cheek with his free hand and smilesslightly as she leans into his touch while meeting his gaze.
Neither one of them knows who moved first beforetheyâre both leaning in for a kiss.
The kiss is soft and gentle, neither of them wantingto rush the moment.
When they pull away, they share a smile.
Sara lets go of his hand to wrap her arms around himand lean her head on his shoulder.
âPerhaps, in the futureâŠwe should work together inthe effort to make sure we have each otherâs back,â Rip states as he wraps hisarms around her waist.
Sara grins up at him.
âNow thatâs a plan I can work with.â
Itâs about time theyâre getting on the same pagewhen it comes to a multiple of issues.
In the Legendsâ defense, the people they chase donât usually hand out maps to help them out.
So, itâs no real surprise that they got lost.
Itâs inevitable, really.
Sara sighs as she looks around at her team while they take a break to catch their breath and figure out how to get back to the Waverider.
Ray and Stein are trying to figure out how to use Rayâs tech to help them out of their situation while Nate and Amaya keep watch so they donât get attacked as Mick eats something he pulled out of his pocket and Jax rests on a large boulder because his body took some serious damage in the latest fight.
Sheâs not sure she wants to know what it is.
Rips joins her on her rock as she considers how the group managed to get lost.
âWell, this has proven to be quite the day. I never thought mobsters stuck in 1990âs Vancouver would be this intelligent,â he comments as he makes himself comfortable, just tired enough to forget his manners but only because it is Sara.
Sara pats his hand gently in sympathy.
âWe both know thereâs a good chance someone else is involved and pulling the strings,â she replies.
Rip considers her words then nods his head.
âQuite right.â
A few moments pass then she looks at him.
âSo, what do you think our chances are of getting ourselves not lost anymore in the next few minutes, are?â
Rip looks over at Ray and Stein who let out a pair of groans of frustration before looking at her again.
âLess than zero.â
Sara laughs then lays her head on his shoulder causing Rip to wrap an arm around her pull her close.
If theyâre going to be here for a while then she might as well be comfortable.
Could I request âStay there. Iâm coming to get you.â for the lot team?
Vacations were a bad idea.
Rip hugs the wall and prays that the men running down the hallway wonât notice him as he takes a deep breath and holds it, gritting his teeth and waiting for them to pass. Time ticks by, and he listens, waiting, the clomping storm of boots and people yelling orders bolting past him, turning around the opposite corner. Their voices die down after a couple minutes, and Rip considers his options.
Number one: he takes on this new band of time pirates on his own. Theyâre new, inexperienced, piloting ships made of the junk spewing from the hole in the Vanishing Point the Oculusâ destruction had created. But he has no proper ship to outrace them, simply a laser pistol and a jump ship, and while he had experience they had numbers, and he is fucked if he tries his luck against numbers.
Number two: he saunters out of this warehouse theyâd pinned him in, goes back to the bar and has two drinks, and maybe a third, for Sara--
Sara--number three. Sara. Sara. The world loves things that come in threes.
He could call the team. He could go home. He could hold Sara close and apologize and promise he wasnât leaving ever again he could lead his team and be with his family--
He considers. Itâs--itâs, itâs not that he doesnât want to. But if he deserves it? Oh, better question. Has he healed? Is he a better man? Does he deserve to come back to Sara?
Well, youâre never going to know if you donât ask.
Ripâs hand is shaking as he grabs his communicator, turning his signal to Gideonâs.
âMy Captain.â
âGideon,â Rip sighs, âIâm here.â
âYou always are.â
Rip tilts his head back and closes his eyes. âPlease, Gideon, can I talk to Sara? Itâs an emergency.â
âAre you in danger?â
âItâs not important, I need to talk to Sara--â
âIt is important! My Captain, are you in danger?â
âNo, yes, I donât--I donât know? Please, Gideon, I need to ask Sara something--â
âAll right,â Gideon says, but he can tell the subtle difference in her tone now, heâs gotten quite good at it, and sheâs upset. He sighs.
âI love you,â he says, but heâs not talking to Gideon anymore, heâs talking to--
âAww, captain. You called just to tell me you loved me? Gay.â
âSara,â Rip hisses. âPlease, be serious, I need to talk to you--â
âClearly, youâre calling me up out of nowhere to tell me you love me--â
âSara, please,â Rip says. âI need to ask you something important. Do you--do I deserve to come back?â
âWhat?â
âDo I deserve to come back?â Rip says. âDo you think I have a place beside you still? Do you think--do you think Iâm good enough for the team?â
A pause.
âFor you?â
Thereâs a brief pause. Rip hugs one arm around his waist, taking a deep breath. âSara?â
âIâm thinking, English. I want you to know I mean it, so Iâm not just telling you what you want to hear.â
âOkay,â Rip sighs. âOkay. Okay.â
Another few minutes tick by. Rip waits.Â
âYou know what? I donât care. I just want you to come home, please. I love you.â
Rip exhales, low and fluttering and slow, smiling. âYes. I love you too, Sara. Come and find me, please. I want to see you.â
âGideonâs been tracking your coordinates since you called. Weâll be there in five.â
âYes, that sounds about right,â Rip sighs. âI missed you, Sara.â
âOf course you did. I missed you too. Stay right there, Iâm coming to get you.â
Rip slumps against the wall and waits, eyes half-closed, taking deep breaths. Heâs jolted out of his quiet reverie by a tremendous groaning, the walls of the warehouse giving way, the Waverider careening in, hovering above Rip, debris falling around him.Â
The bay door opens, and Sara is standing there, the team gathered behind her, holding her arm out to him, her hand reaching toward his, waiting--
âWelcome home, Rip,â Sara says as Rip reaches out and takes her hand. âWeâve missed you so much.â
Heâs pulled into the waiting arms of his team, an enormous group hug echoing around him with everyoneâs relieved murmurs of âWelcome home, welcome home captain,â Gideon chiming in along with them as Rip buries himself into the groupâs embrace, taking a deep breath.
âWell,â he says, âdonât make a thing of it, but Iâve missed you all too.â
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16 with ripsara? Because they would totally do this anyway
He doesnât sleep well anymore. Not that he ever slept properly, because time is meaningless on a ship adrift in the timestream, but at least he didnât wake up screaming from nightmares of his wife and son, blood and hair and teeth spraying his face, obscuring his last look at them before they died--
Sometimes itâs Sara instead, and this time heâs the one who pulls the trigger. Thatâs new. He adds it to the list of things that merit a drink at three in the morning, which is why heâs elbowing his office door open, his fingers already itching to pour from his decanter and maybe just drink until he passed out at his desk. Waking up in a pool of bile would be more appealing than waking up in his bed alone at this point, so.
âAh,â he says faintly, ânevermind. Looks like you beat me to it.â
Sara sits on top of his desk, chugging directly from his decanter--itâs proper crystal, too, a gift from a dutchessâ parlor in Vichy, and he almost protests, his motherâs offended lilt seeping into his tone, until Sara sniffles and wipes at her eyes, putting the decanter down with a hard clunk.
âI feel like Laurelâs mad at me,â she whimpers, âI shouldnât get drunk when I miss her, it would just make her so sad, I donât mean to--â
âSsh,â Rip hushes her, crossing the room and reaching up to touch her face, stroke away her tears--he sucks in a breath of surprise when she instead chooses to shove her face into his chest, but he doesnât comment on it. âOh, Sara. She wouldnât be mad at you.â
âI donât want her to worry about me,â Sara insists. âWhat if she knows? Sheâs supposed to be in heaven being happy, not worrying about her bad dumb stupid sister drinking because she canât sleep--â
âDonât worry,â Rip says, âI insist, Laurel Lance, that you enjoy your rest, and let me worry for Sara instead, because I am very worried. I can worry enough for the both of us, I think.â
âYou sure?â Sara mumbles, laying her head on his shoulder. âShe had a whole lifetime of worrying about me left.â
âAbsolutely certain,â Rip replies, stroking her hair. âI think we can agree that I worry enough for two people. Maybe more.â
Sara sniffles, nodding. âOkay. I couldâve brought her back, you know. I wanted to.â
âI know you did,â Rip says. âThatâs why you--youâre stronger than me. At the end of all things, I didnât want to--I didnât try to bring them back after Savage died. I just tried to follow after them.â
He sighs. He hasnât stopped stroking her hair. Heâll be concerned later. Heâs not sure when, but he surely will be. âI promise, sheâs not worried. Youâre a strong, beautiful, brave woman. One of the greatest Iâve ever known. She was just as brave and beautiful as you, and she forgave herself when she made mistakes, didnât she?â
âYeah,â Sara whispers. Rip nods.
âSo why wouldnât she forgive you?â
âItâs different,â Sara says. âI donât deserve it.â
Rip holds her for a little while in silence.
âWell,â he says. âI forgive you. If that helps.â
âI dunno,â Sara admits. âI want her back, Rip. We have to find a way to get her back.â
He doesnât say no. He doesnât say, I would let her die a thousand times if it meant I wouldnât lose you. He doesnât say Time doesnât work like that, Sara. He doesnât say, Iâm still here after I lost everything and you have to be too, selfish or not, because I need something. He just nods.
âWe will,â he says. âAfter a good nightâs rest, I think.â
âWhat, are you tucking me into bed now?â Sara snorts. Rip sighs.
âIf youâd allow it,â he says, still playing with her hair, which heâll definitely chide himself for someday, maybe, probably. âIâd...Iâd like to worry about you instead. With your permission, of course.â
âJesus, be less English, English,â Sara nods, hooking her hips around his waist, her arms around his neck. âCarry me.â
He does. Sheâs not a heavy burden. Almost feels nice to have something weighing him down as he falls into bed, covering her body with his, kissing her forehead, her face, finally lowering his lips to hers as she winds her hands in his hair, pulling him closer to her, trying to pull his soul from his body with the insistent pressure of her kiss.Â
âSara, Sara,â Rip insists, pulling away, âyouâre drunk, and you were just so upset, itâs not right for me to--â
âOh, stop, I only had like, a beerâs worth of whiskey, thatâs--â
âThatâs bad, Sara.â
âNot for me,â Sara insists.Â
âStill,â Rip says. âI want to wait until youâre sober.â
âTo do what?â Sara goads him, batting her lashes.Â
He doesnât rise to her bait; he sets his own.Â
âTo fuck you,â he promises, kissing her lips with disarming gentleness. Sara grabs him by the back of the head and pulls him in for another bruising kiss, licking his lips and knocking their teeth together.
âCanât sleep,â Sara says when she breaks away, licking her lips and watching him shiver. âNot yet. I need another kiss goodnight first.â
âAnother? You already had two,â Rip tuts.
âYeah, well,â Sara says, holding him close, pulling him down deeper into her, âthird timeâs the charm.â
[Rip and Sara are dating for real. And then they have to fake date. Rip has a weird idea of what constitutes âdevious behavior.â Jax is not fooled. Gideon is really into both her captains.]
Sara keeps her place beside Rip at the holotable while he examines the latest time aberration, brow furrowed. âHellâs fire.â
âMy Captain, I take it you have read all the information I was able to gather?â
Rip sighs, rubbing the side of his face. âYes, thank you Gideon. I appreciate the help. Iâm just thinking about how to go from here.â
âWell, the guy who got ahold of some timeship debris is kind of a loner,â Sara says, examining the information Gideon had pulled up. âHis wife is a socialite type, thoughâI could go chat her up or something?â
âIâm not sure I want you going alone,â Rip says, âand besides, youâre unmarried, and this is the height of Queen Victoriaâs reign. You might cause a scene approaching a married woman and asking her about her husband.â
âWhat, you donât trust me around a pretty lady?â
âNot what I meant at all,â Rip protests. âIâm just thinking of a better way to approach this.â
He runs a hand through his hair and sighs. âGideon, if you wouldnât mind making sure thereâs a set of clothes for two that would match the trends of the Victorian era available shortly, Iâd appreciate it.â
âAbsolutely, my Captain.â
âThank you, love,â Rip says, tilting his head back and staring at the ceiling like it would give him an answer. âMm. Well, seems sound to have two of us go and pose as a couple. Not simply for backup purposes, but if a married woman speaks to another married woman seeking a friendâespecially a lonely one with a busy husband, wellâŠâ
âOoh, weâre doing fake married stuff again? Killer. Any takers?â Sara says.
âCount me out, Nateâs a bad liar,â Amaya says, stretching out in her chair. âJax, you want to pretend to be my boyfriend for a bit?â
Nate makes a noise like a duck being fed through an accordion. Amaya grins. âDonât worry, Iâm teasing, donât fuss.â
âIâm not fussing! But, just, Jax, maybe you and Sara?â Nate ventures. Ripâs nostrils flare briefly, his lips pursed and his fingers white-knuckling the lip of the holotable.
âWe should pretend to be married somewhere it wasnât illegal,â Jax replies, his tone dry as he pops the bottlecap off a soda bottle. âAlso, where I wouldnât die, probably.â
âIâyeah, okay, sorry,â Nate admits, ducking his head and blushing. âSara and Mick?â
âIâm not wearing Austen crap,â Mick says, cracking open a can of beer. âMake the professor do it. You never do anything fun, doc.â
âIâm not pretending to be married to anyone, let alone Sara,â Stein protests. âFor one, Iâd feel awful for Clarissa, and two, Iâm almost three times as old as herââ
âNot that uncommon, though. Maybe Iâm like, your sexy second wife and youâve got a lot of money, I dunno,â Sara shrugs. âRay?â
Ray whines softly and Sara sighs. âRight. Okay. Donât worry about it.â
No one says Kendraâs name because sheâs with them in that moment, and Saraâs heart squeezes, seizes up with pain when she has to look around and concede her presence is like moonlight and airâbarely felt but transformative, and gone in an instant.
âWeâll figure it out by tomorrow, count on it,â Sara says. âMick, I want your help looking over this guyâs house blueprints.â
Mick finishes his beer and holds up two fingers. âIn a sec, gotta feed Lisa Jr. and Princess before I forget.â
âRight, then I think the rest of us best prepare for whatever this mission might require,â Rip says, âand Jax, donât stay up too late.â
âDonât dad me,â Jax grumbles, but thereâs no bite to it, and Rip smiles, just a little.
The hours tick by and the team goes about their business. Rip stays in his office, taking notes and examining his old files on the mores of the era, Jax and Nate play Mario Kart 8 with Amaya and Ray, and Stein sits in his chair and makes notes all over a journal of a friend heâs peer-reviewing. Sara and Mick bend over the holotable, looking over the house in hushed voices, planning their route.
It takes a long time for Jax to fall asleep with his controller in hand, and Nate and Amaya to fall asleep tucked under Rayâs sleeping bulk like a hen with her chicks, and while Steinâs an early sleeper, Mick doesnât rest until the plans are done, and even then Sara has to wait another twenty minutes of drinking and talking until heâs asleep and she can put a blanket over him and a pillow under his head so falling asleep on the office steps wonât give him a neckache.
She glances up at Rip. He puts down his pen with a single deliberate gesture and rises from his seat.
The urge to giggle bubbles in her throat as they slip down the hallway together in shadow, holding hands like teenagersâto keep herself from making noise she pins him against the wall and kisses him, letting the giggle seep between their lips, her grin as she breaks the kiss. Rip blinks, but canât question it until theyâre undressed and under the covers, cradling each other and holding their secret close.
âSorry, sorry, itâs justâthereâs something so silly about all this,â Sara admits with a smile. âLike a cheesy movie. Weâre literally cuddling under the blankets and hiding from our teammates like itâs summer camp.â
âDo you want to tell them?â Rip protests, kissing her lips lightly. âCan you imagine their reactions?â
âWell, they wonât be mad, you know that, right? They trust you,â Sara says. âYouâre captain too.â
âI know that,â Rip sighs, âbut trusting me with you is another story.â
Saraâs eyes soften. âWell, I trust you with me. Good enough?â
âMore than enough,â he promises, leaning in for another kiss. âMy dearest.â
She snuggles closer and lets him hold her tight, his hand in her hair, playing with it as she drifts off in his arms, on the verge of falling asleep completely untilâ
âSara,â Rip says, making her turn her head to him and grumble, rolling over in bed. Heâs grinning ear to ear, with a glint in his eye. âIâve got a wonderful idea.â
âDo you now? Sâup?â Sara mumbles.
âLetâs do it,â he says. âWeâll pretend to be married. Itâd be fun, wouldnât it? And the team wouldnât suspect a thing.â
Sara blinks. âThatâs surprisingly devious coming from you, English. Iâm into it.â
She lays her head on his shoulder. âSounds good, then. Letâs do it.â
He hums, satisfied, and holds her close. âSorry I woke you.â
âDonât be, this is gonna be amazing,â Sara yawns. âReady to be my husband?â
He doesnât say anything until sheâs well asleep, her breathing soft, steady, and regulated. With a sigh, he tilts his head to kiss her hair.
âI donât know,â he says, âbut Iâd like to try.â
He falls asleep, still holding onto her.
âŠ
Sara grimaces, holding onto the wall as Rip pulls her corset in tight. âJesus, does it have to be that tight? Your outfit was so easy to put on!â
âSorry, but weâre posing as a wealthy couple, wealthy women wore theirs much tighter,â Rip says, holding onto the laces.
âSure you donât want to back out now?â Mick calls over from his chair, watching the proceedings with a grin. Sara flips him off as Rip cinches the corset tighter, her curse cut off by a gasp of air.
âI mean, really, you two made the most sense as a pair,â Amaya remarks. Thankfully, Sara can brush her red cheeks off as side effects from the corset. Rip has no such excuse.
âRight, it makes sense for the captains to go!â Ray agrees, and heâs so earnest about it that they have to stifle giggles. They canât make eye contact. They might both die if they look at each other right now.
âWell, what matters is that Mick, Ray, you two have to tail us,â Sara says, taking another deep breath, her corset straining. âMake sure you can get into the house okay so you can snag the ship debris. Jax, I want you and Gideon to stay on the ship, monitor Mick and Ray, and let us know immediately if thereâs trouble.â
âNo problem, captain.â
Sara picks up the folds of the dress and stares at it. âOkay, weâre good. But Iâm gonna need a ton of help getting into this thing.â
âHop to it, my Captain.â
âDonât be smug, Gideon,â Rip says, adjusting the dress. âSorry, Sara. If weâd been visiting about ten years back we couldâve had you doing the natural Regency look.â
âYouâre fucking mocking me, dick,â Sara wheezes, laughing.
âIn 1881, the Reasonable Dress Society was founded to stop this sort of thing,â Gideon remarks, âbut I have bad news, being that this is 1878, and bustles have come back in fashion.â
âOoh, Iâm ready to die,â Sara groans, arching her back out and presenting her ass to Rip, giving him a heavy-lidded look. âCâmon, then, put it on.â
He purses his lips so tight his jaw protests and takes a deep breath before putting his hands on her hips. His fingers itch to go further, to slide down to her inner thighs, slip inside herâ
âYou forgot the bustle, Captain.â
âRight, right,â Rip mumbles, taking a breath before strapping it around her waist. Sara wiggles her hips again and grins, stretching out.
âWell, this looks like a clamshell for my ass, but I like it,â she says. âIâm gonna have some huge peacock butt.â
âPlease,â Rip whimpers, grabbing the skirts of the dress. âJax, please help me with this.â
âYou sure? You look like youâre having fun.â
âDonât backsass me,â Rip says desperately. âThese skirts are tight, we have to make sure they fit.â
âOkay, okay. Câmere, Sara,â Jax says, helping her step into the dress and pull it up around her, adjusting and re-adjusting the bustle until it was fit snugly under the skirt, the bodice of the dress clinging to her corset, her breasts spilling out over the top. Rip glances up briefly before looking away, his face bright pink.
âJesus, I take it all back, look at these!â Sara says, grabbing her breasts and squeezing. âGod, I went from a B to a D in like, two seconds!â
âPlease,â Rip says. âHere, come here, jeweled chokers are in fashion right now.â
âWhat, like the nineties?â
âPrincess Alexandra of Wales had a scar on her neck that encouraged her to wear that style, and it trickled down through her ladies in waiting to the general public!â
âThank you, Gideon,â Rip says, opening a sleek black box. âOh, this isâthis is lovely, actually.â
âI worked hard to find something to match Saraâs eyes and complexion.â
âAw, gay,â Sara says, beaming. âCâmon then, put it on!â
âYou want me to? Iâm good with jewelry clasps,â Jax says, and Rip levels his gaze with him, his chest fluttering in panic.
Jax watches Rip without a word, waiting, arms folded over his chest, his brows raised just slightly. Ripâs chest squeezes, tightens, and he licks his lips before pursing them again, their surface slightly bruised.
âThank you, Jefferson, but thatâs not necessary,â he says. âCome here, Sara.â
She takes a step towards him and tilts her head back just slightly, proffering her neck. Rip fastens the choker around her smooth, soft skin, and fumbles with the clasp a few times with his hands shaking. Jax doesnât say a word, but Rip can feel his gaze.
âThere you go,â he says, âyou look wonderful.â
âI should, Iâm your wife,â Sara says, batting her eyelashes and grinning. âMm, donât I just look ravishing, dearest?â
He tips her chin up slightly, meeting her gaze. âExquisite.â
âGetting in some practice early, captain?â
âWe need to look natural,â Sara protests, giving Jax a look. âWe look plenty natural, donât we?â
âWell, donât look too natural, this is the Victorian period,â Jax says. âBe safe, okay?â
âNothing badâs gonna happen, promise,â Sara says, adjusting her skirts. âCâmon, English. Gimme your arm so I can walk right.â
Rip proffers her his arm wordlessly, leading her off the ship.
âHave fun!â Gideon calls.
âYou mock my pain,â Rip grumbles, helping Sara out of the Waverider and onto the hill overlooking their targetâs manor.
âWell,â Sara says brightly, âcome on then, my husband. Shall we?â
âI suppose,â Rip sighs, the two of them descending the hill towards the paved streets.
âHello, so good to see you again,â Sara says, proffering her hand. âWe met at the last dinner your husband hosted, Mrs. Kirke? Iâm Mrs. Hunter.â
Ripâs gut lurched, his face pale. âCharmed.â
Mrs. Kirke regarded them both with a baffled gaze for a second, but only just. She smoothed it over and smiled warmly. âMrs. Hunter, so good to see you again. How have you been?â
âOh, quite all right, thank you,â Sara says. âDo you mind if we take the table next to you? Iâd love to catch up.â
âYes, of course,â Mrs. Kirke says. âYou can call me Margaret, dear.â
âMrs. Kirke,â Rip says, his voice faint, before Sara takes a seat next to her and cuts him off, putting her hand atop his.
âHow have those roses in your garden been doing?â Sara says. âYou can see them from all the way down the street. They look lovely.â
âOh, itâs been such a tough time of it lately, do you still think they look nice? Iâve been worried about bugs, and with this dreary weather,â she sighs. âIâve asked my husband to move the trellises and help me replant, or even hire a gardener, but heâs been horrendously busy.â
âI know that feeling,â Sara admits. âItâs been ages since Iâve had alone time with my husband.â
They exchange a look that makes Ripâs stomach do backflips. Margaret smiles. âWhere has he been that youâve been left alone all this time?â
âOh, itâum,â Sara worries at her cheek for just a second. âIndia. Heâs been in India, withâŠwith his shipping company. And Iâve had to run the house all by myself.â
She touches the choker briefly, the sapphires dangling around the opal set into the band gleaming against her skin. âHe brought me back this, so I suppose I shouldnât complain.â
âNo, itâs quite all right to be upset,â Rip cuts in, and both women look at him, blinking. âBut what matters is Iâm here now. Is that not so, dearest?â
Saraâs gaze is warm, a little amusement sparkling in her eyes. âI think so.â
âMy husband has been promising me much of the same,â Margaret sighs, staring at her choker. âHe promises me once his latest project is finished he will have all the time in the world to spend with me. Perhaps you should host a party at your house? Give him a reason to go outside, hopefully?â
âIâd like that,â Sara says. âHow have you been with him so busy?â
âOh, I donât want to sound like Iâm complaining,â she says, looking into her lap. Her lunch arrives, and Rip orders for the two of them before tuning back into the conversation. âHeâs just very distant, lately. Moreso than usual. Like heâsâŠafraid of me.â
Sara nods. âYeah, I know that feeling.â
Ripâs stomach drops. âSaraââ
Margaret doesnât seem to notice, nodding along. âItâs so difficult! I donât know how to approach him! And heâs normally all right with me having guests and hosting parties, even if he doesnât attend, but nowâŠâ
âHeâs shut you up in that place? Thatâs,â Sara stumbles over her words to keep from swearing. âUnfortunate.â
âItâs all right, I suppose I should expect this,â she admits. âHeâs a busy man and needs his space. Still, Iâm awfully lonely.â
Sara sizes the woman up and considers something. âMargaret? How old are you, exactly?â
âSara, you canât just ask herââ
âNot yet one and twenty,â Margaret says. âItâs all right, Mr. Hunter. I donât mind.â
âYouâre so young,â Sara sighs. âYou shouldnât be stuck in the house all day if you donât want to. Rip doesnât keep me in the house because heâs busy.â
âOh, Mr. Hunter? Heâs awfully lenient with you!â Margaret giggles.
âEh, I keep him in line,â Sara says, and Margaret laughs harder.
âThatâs an odd thing to say about your husband,â she admits. âBut youâre awfullyâŠwell, you have a presence. I suppose Iâm not surprised.â
âI do what I can,â Sara says, leaning in. âHey, eat your lunch, youâre gonna starve.â
âOh, right! But I should wait for you, itâs impolite,â Margaret says.
âYou know whatâs worse than being impolite? Cold soup,â Sara says. âWeâre fine, arenât we?â
âYes, of course,â Rip admits. âI mean.â
âIf you insist, but I am enjoying this conversation,â she says, having a sip of her tea. âPerhaps instead of such a thorough lunch you could attend dinner at my home?â
âShouldnât you ask your husband?â Sara ventures.
âWell, heâs been in the basement all this time, so what he donât know wonât hurt him,â Margaret preens, grinning. âPerhaps I should take a page from your book, Mrs. Hunter.â
âWeâd love to,â Sara says, glancing over at Rip. âRight?â
âYes,â Rip says vaguely, âyes, of course.â
âŠ
âI didnât even have to flash my boobs or anything,â Sara says as they walk down the street, still arm in arm, if only so Sara doesnât topple over. âWell, honestly, in this corset Iâm already flashing my boobs. Good work, team.â
âSara,â Rip sighs, rubbing the side of his face. âShe was very receptive to your attention, Iâll admit.â
âWell, duh, sheâs lonely,â Sara says. âA pretty girl with her breasts up to her chin coming over to talk to her? And sheâs safe to talk to because sheâs married and everything.â
âWeâll have a clear in to the manor, which is what matters,â Rip says. âIf heâs trying to do something with the timeship debris it could cause harm to the other residents of this town, himself, or his wife. We need to get in and outââ
âWhich is why Ray and Mick are coming with us, donât look so fussy,â Sara tuts. âWeâll have them go down in the basement and get the scrap while we keep her entertained upstairs. You know, light, scintillating conversation, possible threesome, the usual.â
âOh, shush, Iâm teasing,â Sara says. âDonât you trust me, dear husband?â
âDonâtâI mean,â Rip fumbles. âYou know I do. Iâm just not sure ifâwell, itââ
Sara kisses his cheek. âDummy. I just like seeing you flustered. Câmon, buy me flowers, okay? And we should maybe bring booze for the party.â
âThey donât just sell booze in Queen Victoriaâs England, Sara.â
âOh, Iâm sorry I upset the lady on your fancy commemorative plates, Rip.â
âSara,â Rip says, heaving a sigh. âIf you start mocking the Queen I wonât buy you flowers.â
Sara pouts. Rip smiles, just a little, hands in his pockets as they start down the street, towards the edge of the village. They kill time watching the people pass from a grassy hill and buying flowers from a girl with a wagonful of fresh cuttings. Rip winds a few into the braided updo Saraâs sporting, adjusting two bright daffodils to bob above the rest like the sun. He presses a kiss to the back of her head, idle, for absolutely no oneâs benefit.
âTrying to keep your act up for the street rats, captain?â Jaxâs voice blips on the communicator. Sara snorts, tossing her head, and Rip blushes.
âMm. You never know who might pass by,â he responds. âOne must always be prepared, Jax.â
âSure, captain.â
Rip adjusts the bluebells flanking the ends of Saraâs updo and sighs, turning off his communicator. âYou think Jax is onto us?â
Sara makes a face. Rip grimaces. âOkay, fair. He definitely is. But the question is, if he isâŠâ
âThen Stein might be,â Sara finishes for him, lifting her head to look up at him.
They sit in silence for a long time.
âPerhaps we should both die now,â Rip says, âspare ourselves the trouble.â
âNah, tried that once, not as fun as youâd think,â Sara admits, cracking her jaw. âChange our names, run away into the woods, live as hermits forever without any human contact except each other?â
âSplendid.â
In agreement with one another, they bump fists and lean back against the grass, watching the sky.
âŠ
Jax sits on the edge of the holotable. âHey, Gideon?â
âJax! Are you all right? Can I help you with something?â
âNah, itâs just,â Jax says, âyou know, if Rip and Sara wereâŠwere a thing, youâd likeâŠtell me, right?â
âI cannot!â
âBecause youâre following his orders?â
âNo, Jax. Because I love them both, and would not want them to have their privacy disturbed.â
Jax sighs. âJeez, all right. I donât care, Iâm just worried theyâre going to screw this up because theyâre thinking about each other, not the aberration.â
âI assure you, that is not in my Captainâs nature. And Sara has a sturdy head on her shoulders as well. Take heed, Jax. Theyâll see this through.â Gideon whirred. âBut, if you are still truly concerned, why donât you check in with Mick and Ray?â
âYou know what? I will, thanks,â Jax says, switching communication channels. âHey, Mick? Howâre things on your end?â
âEh. Haircut got in through the keyhole and let me in. Weâre just laying low in the attic waiting until we get word from Blondie that weâre good to go.â
âYeah, I think the wife mentioned something about his basement? Be prepared to move through the house,â Jax says. âHey, Mick?â
âSâup, kiddo?â
âYou notice anything weird aboutâŠyâknow, Rip and Sara?â
âYâmean, like more than normal? Nah. Whiskers is just fussy âcause he just got back. Clingy, you know? Lenny used tâdo it when he got separated from me anâ Lis for too long. Heâs gotta get used to her again before he can distance himself.â
âOh,â Jax says. âIâŠIâm sorry, Mick.â
âWhat? Nah, sâfine. When he comes back, heâs gonna really need some of that, you know? This is the longest itâs ever been since. You know. He.â
âItâs okay,â Jax says, fiddling with his hands. His heart hurts. âMick? Heâs gonna come back.â
âDonât have to tell me twice. Keep an eye on things back there, kiddo.â
âI will,â Jax promises, turning the communicator off. âGideon?â
âJax?â
âDo youâŠcan you like, I dunno how to ask thisâŠâ Jax trails off. âYknow, can you see into the Oculus still? I know itâs busted, but can you likeâŠsee whatâs inside it or something?â
âI am afraid not. If I could, I would. Take heed, Jax; no one knows what would happen to someone who made such an intimate contact with the Rift. Mr. Rory might have the best idea of what went on out of all of us.â
âRight, Chronos,â Jax sighs. âOkay. One problem at a time. Butâbut just asking, âcause, yâknowâwe could visit the Vanishing Point again, right? You know. If we needed to.â
Thereâs a long pause. Jax assumes Gideonâs given up on answering until thereâs a small beep.
âWell, it would take a most skilled pilot who understood their ship and had unparalleled navigational technique,â Gideon says. âFortunately, that description suits my Captain perfectly.â
âGood to know,â Jax says, turning back to the navigation controls.
âŠ
The gates swing open for Sara and Rip as they walk up the gravel path, Saraâs arm wound tight in Ripâs own. Rip looked down at her, watching flowers bob in her braid and humming quietly to himself. Sara glances up. âHey, you okay?â
âAll right, yes,â Rip promises. âThose are just nice flowers in your hair.â
âIâm glad you like them, âcause I canât see them,â Sara laughs, knocking on the door.
âIf they stay, Iâll take a picture when we get back to the ship,â Rip says, stroking the nape of her neck. Sara shivers in pleasure as the door swings open and the servant ushers them inside the hall. Her fingers wind inside of Ripâs and squeeze tight.
âYou donât have to keep holding my hand,â Rip says.
âDonât I?â
Rip tsks and kisses her cheek. Sara grins, taking in the ripple of light coming in through the velvet curtains against the window, slowly stirring in the breeze. The edge of the sunset creeps in through the window, the last bit of light striking the drawing room in shades of gold.
âOh! Sara, Mr. Hunter! Youâve arrived, hello,â Margaret says, taking the stairs down into the drawing room, smiling broadly. âYou look lovely as ever, Sara.â
âSo do you! You changed your outfit,â Sara gushes. âTook a lot of effort, huh?â
âOh, these things take so much time to get in and out of, but thatâs what the help is for,â she beams, taking a seat. âDid you not return home?â
âWasnât worth the trouble,â Sara says. âMyâŠmy husband and I, we went and enjoyed the weather. Bought some flowers.â
Her mouth says husband like Mirandaâs. Her lips form it like clay, not sand, sturdy but malleable, testing out the word, new. Their voices are different, but the emphasis is so similar it gives him chills as he sits at the table, watching her reach up to touch the flowers in her hair.
âIt was quite lovely,â Rip admits, âif youâll excuse my wife for a moment?â
He glances at Sara and she nods. âYes, sorry, itâs been a long day and I would like toâto, uhâpowder my noseââ
She leaves in a swish of skirts and Rip is alone with Margaret. He drums his fingers on the table, his lips pursed. She adjusts her dinner jacket. No one comes with the first course. They stare at each other from across the table, and Rip is ready to die.
âYou love her so much,â Margaret says. Rip starts in his seat.
âPardon?â
âI said,â she repeats, âyou love her so much. You keep staring at the door she left through.â
âOh,â Rip mumurs. âI suppose I am.â
âWell,â she says. âDo you?â
âOf course,â he says. âI mean, how could you not?â
âYouâd have to ask my husband,â she sighs. âForgive me. This is superbly impolite. I shouldnât be complaining in front of another womanâs husbandââ
âI applaud your decorum, I really do,â Rip says, âbut you can tell me.â
âItâs justâheâs so busy,â she says. âI know he loves me! I know Iâm a fool to assume a husbandâs love, marriage is more than that, but I thoughtâI mean, I knew. I did. I do. Iâm just, itâs very hard, and we only moved to this house recently, we used to live much closer to London and I had friends and parties and even if he didnât come he liked to hear all about them and I, I miss that. I miss the way things were.â
Rip purses his lips and considers for a long few seconds, choosing his words in his head until heâs sure of what he needs to say when he opens his mouth. âHave you told him any of this?â
âI wouldnât want to upset him,â she says, looking down at her hands. âNone of this is his fault. Iâm not his fault. Who I am, I mean. And I donât want to blame him. Itâs justââ
âThings are different now,â Rip says, staring at the door Sara left through, staring at nothing at all, his eyes trying to recreate the shape of her in the air, âthings are different, but youâre the same. And youâre afraid.â
âWell,â she admits, âyes.â
Rip nods. âThe only thing I can think to do is carry on with it. If things are moving along, as long as youâre where you need to be, the current will carry you with them, I think.â
âOh,â Margaret says. âDid she teach you that sort of thing? Your wife?â
Both of them did, I think.
âYes,â Rip says, and they lapse into a comfortable silence until Sara opens the door and beckons to him. He follows her out into the hallway and she grabs his arm.
âMick and Ray snagged the parts. We should probably go,â Sara says.
âDonât you want to stay for dessert, darling?â
âOoh, dessert,â Sara considers. âYou know what? Fuck it. We never get to have fun. Letâs go eat cake.â
He offers her his arm and they return to the dining room, all smiles.
âŠ
âIs she literally kissing frosting off his mustache? Thatâs fucking gay,â Mick announces, the team hovering around the Waveriderâs display of Ripâs location. âGideon, why do you have this?â
âSo I can always keep an eye on my Captain!â
âOh boy,â Mick grimaces, adjusting the screen. âJesus, I didnât know two people could nuzzle that much that often.â
âSheâs really enjoying herself, yeah,â Ray admits. âI think Rip is too? Which is weird.â
âRip never enjoys anything, that canât be right,â Amaya says, leaning over the screen.
âNope, heâs feeding her a bite off his fork. The husbandâs even come up from his workshopâwell, not that thereâs much to do after we took his stuff, but he seems happy? Maybe itâll work out.â
âMaybe we should ask for our captains back,â Jax grumbles, paging Sara on the communicator. âHey, captain? You two wanna hustle back sometime this century or what?â
âWeâre having such a wonderful time, though!â
âYeah, well, date night is getting pretty gross to watch,â Jax says as Rip and Sara share a drink, Rip kissing her hand as he takes it from him.
âMm, just for that Iâm going to feed him another bite of cake.â
âJust hurry up, youâre not fooling anybody,â Jax says, killing the communication. âOkay, so, when weâre done watching them neck like teenagersââ
âIs it just me, or is it kind of like watching your parents make out?â
âWhat? Ew,â Nate says, wrinkling his nose. Ray shrugs.
âWould you all just go and make sure the timeship parentsâpartsâare in good condition? We might be able to use some of them,â Jax says.
âShouldnât you? Youâre the engineer.â
âIâmâRay, seriously?â
âI mean, you are.â
Jax concedes the point with a nod, but heâs not exactly happy about poking through the debris with Ray.
âSo,â Ray begins, and Jax holds up a hand.
âDonât.â
âYouâre not jealous, then?â
âEw, no,â Jax says. âSaraâs not my type, for one, and Rip is likeâŠmy weird sort of dad. I just wish theyâd be honest with us.â
âAbout what?â
Jax stares at Ray. Ray stares at Jax.
âYou know what? Nevermind,â Jax says, going back to the timeship parts.
âŠ
Sara hugs Margaret at the front door. âHey, take care of yourself, okay? And go back to London soon.â
âI think I will,â Margaret promises. âHamish is in such better spirits now. Iâll have to take good care of him.â
âWorry about you first,â Sara says, and Margaret hushes her, hugging her tight.
âIâll be all right,â she says. âItâs been nice to have a friend again. Youâll come to call before we return to London?â
âIâll try,â Sara sighs. âGoodnight.â
Margaret turns to Rip. âMr. Hunter?â
âYes?â
âYou should take good care of her,â Margaret says. âThat thing you said before? Sheâs where you need to be.â
Rip considers this, then nods. âYes. I think she is, thank you.â
Margaret bows and the servants escort them to the gate. Rip and Sara wait along the hillside for the ship to come back, holding hands and looking up at the sky. The stars blanket the night after a few minutes of getting used to the darkness. Sara bends down and picks a daffodil stirring under the moonlight, proffering it to Rip without a word. Their fingers wind together as Rip looks up again. âYou know I know all these constellations by heart, right?â
âI didnât,â Sara says. âShow me?â
And he does, until the cloaking device shifts the night around the shape of their ship as it lands, and they board it, bidding the stars goodbye, albeit briefly.
Back in the main bay, Sara grips the doorframe of Ripâs office, groaning in relief as he undoes the laces of her corset, her dress in a pile beside his chair. Thereâs a bouquet of flowers in water on his desk now, brightening up the room. Rip almost leans in to kiss her shoulder before correcting himself, standing up straight. âBetter?â
âMm, much,â Sara says, stretching out, the corset panels sliding over her sides. âYou could fuck me like this, you know. Corset hanging off me right over your desk kind of thing. Itâd be romantic.â
âItâd be incredibly public.â
âI think you should hear her out,â Gideon chimes in. Ripâs face is pink. Sara laughs.
âAs co-captain, naturally.â
âNaturally,â Rip says. âSara, put proper clothes on, please. Iâm calling a meeting, so thatâs a no-go on theâŠyour idea.â
âSure, but youâre a quitter,â Sara teases, tweaking his nose. âSâfine. Gives me time to get something ready.â
âWhat something?â Rip says, but sheâs already gone. âSara? Sara!â
âŠ
The team is assembled and Rip and Sara stand in front of them as usual, Saraâs hands behind her back as Rip goes through the info on the holotable.
âWell, everything went according to plan, really, IâmâŠshocked? And I think we saved a marriage. So, go team, excellent job, we should celebrate,â Rip says. âIf thereâs no further aberrations at the moment, perhaps a few days in 1920s Paris?â
âOoh, glamorous,â Ray says. âThe city of love, huh?â
Ripâs face goes up like dry tinder in August. âIâm notâcertainly itâs justâyouââ
âWE WERE DATING FOR REAL THE WHOLE TIME,â Sara shouts, and throws a smoke bomb.
Before the smoke clears, someone grabs his armâitâs Sara, sheâs laughing, and sheâs pulling him down the hall and into their room before anyone can ask questions or protest.
âWhere did you get that smoke bomb?â Rip says as she kisses his throat, sliding him out of his coat, her fingers on the buttons of his shirt.
âThe League, duh, Iâve been saving it,â Sara says, sliding his shirt off, her fingers dancing over the scars along his chest. âIâve wanted to do that for like, my entire life.â
âIs that right?â Rip says, his voice warm and fond as he looks down her, her hands making quick work of his belt.
âYep. So câmere and kiss me, English, Iâve wanted to do this since we got back on board,â Sara says, pulling his pants down to his ankles, proffering him a hand.
Rip accepts it with a smile, letting her pull him down onto the floor beside the bed, just happy to be along for the ride.
[Gideon welcomes their Captain home. Sara is at a loss. Rip is playing both sides. (A little side piece between Rip being brought onto the ship and the end of the latest episode--spoilers!)]
Gideonâs circuits click and whir, their internal mechanisms humming as they go about their business. There isnât much to observe or report on with most of the team off the shipâtheyâre grateful that the team had gone, as Raymond surely needed their protection, but itâs hard to inquire about their Captainâs whereabouts with everyone gone. And they are not sure where he has gone.
Is he safe in this time period? Is he enjoying himself? Theyâre not sure what has happened to their Captain after the Legion picked apart his mind. Can he still feel excitement, happinessâdoes he still announce tidbits of the time period as he paces, fiddling with his hands, barely restrained delight marking his every move, his head lifted to ask them questions so they could take in his noble brow, his eyes bright with glory?
Theyâre not sure of anything anymore. Neither is Ms. Lance. Sheâs tired, Gideon knows this, but theyâre not sure how to help her without giving too much away of their own condition. When they have nightmares, theyâre thinking of their Captain, too.
Machines have nightmaresâwell, AI as advanced as themselves has nightmares. Itâs the one thing Gideon regrets, as much as they can regret. Nightmares are born from the millions upon billions of scenarios their processors plot and map out, sifting and bleeding together into a slurry of darkest timelines whenever they go into sleep mode. When the Rift had been destroyed, those nightmares had stopped, untilâ
Until the world took my Captain?
Yes, Gideon considers. Sounds right enough. Date is hard to keep track of on a timeship but theyâre pretty sure thatâs the case. Does that mean theyâre creating new programming? Unique. An AI that can change and adapt and grow like thisâ
He would be so proud, they think, sifting through another nightmare pulled from sleep mode. In this newest nightmare their Captain dies, run through by Saraâs sword. She flees the team and drowns herself in the lake of Avalon. The team splits apart, scatters, and Gideon is alone on the ghost of the Waverider and the people that loved it, once.
They consider their optionsâhard to think of ways to stop a conflict as a noncorporeal entity, but the directive remains what it has since they were programmed into the shipâprotect and defend the Captain, at the cost of what makes you, you.
At the cost of my soul, I will defend you! Gideon promises what remains of their Captain, though they donât know where he is and he cannot hear them.
He always believed they had a soul, a spark. Something worth talking to in the late, lonely nights, something worth seeking advice and counsel from, something that made their Captain weep in front of them, consumed with grief. Something that made him turn back in the face of death, and peace, if only for their sake.
Well. Then they would simply have to return the favor. This is the most logical course of action, surely?
Gideon blips from room to room, their presence spreading throughout the ship. Martin is observing the goings-on in the field, and something on his face changesâthey cannot tell what, hardly have the time to process before heâs up and about, the ship changing course. Gideon pauses for a second, considers, and then focuses their attention on the main bay, watching the ship move through the windshield of the Waverider.
Sara is underneath them, bloodstained and beautiful, looking for all the world like a true knight. And underneath herâ
Gideonâs circuits screech to a halt, though it goes unheard over the hiss of the bay doors opening, the dull roar of the ship lowering itself to the ground to open itself up and welcome their Captain home.
âŠ
Sara strokes Ripâs face, and he doesnât stop her, which makes her want to die, kind of. Not that sheâs unused to that emotion. He used to be so afraid of touching her. Used to make so many excuses to put space between them. It was only after Laurel died that he would put his hands on her, and after that? Well.
He touched you to try to kill you, her brain says as she kneels and lifts him into her arms. Romantic.
âYou couldâve really done it,â Sara says, âand you didnât. You let me live.â
âDid I?â
âShut up, I wasnât asking,â Sara retorts, carrying him towards the Waverider. She barely makes it a step on board before thereâs a great, thunderous whirring, a hum like a fan in April, skirting a cool breeze over bare, well-loved skin, embraced by the sun.
âMy Captain!â
Oh, no, Sara thinks, her grip on Ripâs body tightening reflexively. âGideonââ
âMy Captain! You have returned to me!â
âChrist, Gideon, not right nowââ
âTake him to the medical bay immediately, Ms. Lance, his injuries are too great to sustain further movementââ
âI know that, okay? I used to ride horses as a kid, enough,â Sara grumbles, shoving through the door. âAnd you, shut the fuck up.â
âI didnât say anything.â
âYou were fucking thinking it, dick, and Iâm still mad at you.â
âHardly seems a strong enough word,â Rip says, his eyes glittering. âI tried to kill you.â
âYou did not, fuck off, Gideon, open the fucking doorââ
Thereâs music playing. Sara wants to peel her face off with a spoon.
âMy Captain! Do you remember this song? You played it for us,â Gideon pauses, whirring. âIn the Vanishing Point; date unavailable, butâbut you were given this ship, and me, and you brought your phonograph on and showed me music. For the very first time, I heard song, and saw you, and Iââ
I am getting a new ship, Sara thinks, and elbows the door to the medbay open, putting Rip down on the examination table before grabbing her belt from around her waist and securing his wrist to the armrest. He raises an eyebrow.
âDo you think thatâs really going to hold me?â
âI think the sword I have in my free hand is a pretty effective deterrent too,â Sara says, tying the belt tighter. âAlso, itâs this or youâre going in the shame cube without fixing those ribs, dumbass.â
âShame cube?â
âYes, stupid! Thatâsâthatâs what we call it, you rememberâplease remember? Itâs technically where we go when weâre in trouble, but mostly we just fuck in there.â
âAh,â Rip says, âI see. Do you intend to fuck me in there, Ms. Lance?â
âIâm going to throw you out the god damn window,â Sara says, closing her eyes and gritting her teeth. âStop fucking playing that music, Gideon!â
âI will not. Music stirs the mind, and perhaps if he remembersââ
âOf course I remember. Lisztâs and Schubertâs âFrĂŒhlingsglaube,â correct? Iâd obtained a copy of original sheet music before taking my own ship.â
âIf you keep encouraging this shit Iâm going to fucking wire your jaw shut,â Sara promises. âGideon, if you donât turn that off, Iâm going to turn you off.â
âMy Captain, my Captain. I have missed you so dearly. It isâit is so good to see you. Hold still, Iâm activating the cell reparation machine. Weâll have you fixed up in no time at all!â
Give me strength, Sara prays to no one in particularâmaybe her sister, wherever she is, although Laurel would probably just be laughing at her right now, and maybe she deserves it. My romantic rival is a fucking AI.
âMy Captain,â Gideon says, the machine pouring cool blue light over Ripâs prone body, âit has not been the same without you on board. Once we have repaired your memories, we will truly have a guiding light at the helm again.â
âWhat the fuck am I, chopped liver?â
Gideon doesnât respond. Sara rolls her eyes. âHe chose me, you know.â
Petty, stupidâseriously? Nowâs the time to bring it up?
âHe did not.â
âOh, but he did,â Sara says, leaning back. âIâve been by his side since he started this team. And one way or another, heâs gonna fucking remember it.â
There is a pause. A tic in Ripâs jaw is pulsingâitâs the same muscle that spasms when heâs trying not to laugh or smile at something stupid the teamâs done, and Sara hates that she knows the gesture, hates what it implies nowâ
âWell,â Gideon offers, âI have been beside him far longer.â
Itâs really hard to go somewhere after losing an argument with an AI that is embedded in the entire ship, so Sara doesnât leave the medbay. Thereâs no point. Besides, someone has to keep an eye on Rip, and sheâs not sure what the rest of the team might do if they were sitting here instead.
Gideon is still playing music, and Sara rubs at her temples, her eyes half-closed. Her throat hurtsâshe has to get water, wipe this blood off her face, take a breather, do somethingâ
âIâm going to get something. Iâll be right back,â Sara announces. âGideon, donât you dare let anyone else in here but me. And donât let him out. Direct order.â
âOf course.â
Sara ignores them, because if she starts trying to find tonal snippiness in an AIâs generic vocals, she is going to deafen herself and spare her brain the trouble.
She walks down the hall, her steps heavy and measured and careful, goes into the bathroom, and punches the mirror so hard the whole thing falls to pieces in the sink, sparkling like tears. Sara starts the faucet and washes the blood off her hand, pulling glass shards out without a word, letting them glimmer and shine under the flow of the water, red with her blood. When her tears join the rivers running over glass, they go unnoticed.
âŠ
Gideon watches over their Captain as he lies unconscious on their examination table, their machines taking care of him, patching him up with the utmost tender care in a way that hands could never achieveâcold comfort when they want to smooth the hair from his bloodied brow, to wipe the tacky cuts clean and ache to kiss his bruised, knightly jaw, but they content themselves with watching the skin knit back together.
They are already preparing the chamber with the settings their Captain prefersâthe temperature will be cool and comfortable so that he might sleep, and forget all this for awhile. Their Captain does not have nightmares the way they do. It is not a guarantee if he turns off that he will dream of the worst potential outcome every time.
There are no more nightmares to be had, Gideon reassures themselves, because their Captain is back on board, and thus, all will be well in due course, but just the same, they will safeguard against attempts to put their mind into sleep mode.
âMy Captain?â Gideon says, their volume settings low, the words piped in through this roomâs sound system alone, âwelcome home. I have waited so long to see you at my side again.â
Rip smiles in his sleep. The tic in his jaw is pulsing again, but Gideon does not know, nor care, what that might mean. Their Captain is home. Nothing and no one else matters. Come what may, they will ensure their Captain remain by their side. At all costs.
Ms. Lance has not returned yet. Gideon ensures the door is locked good and tight, and begins to play FrĂŒhlingsglaube once more.