#throuple?

sometimes i wish i could run away with a cute petite femme girl, like an a24 movie. smoking joints on the highway, doing coke off of each other in old motel rooms, sitting in bubble baths drinking cheap beer out of champagne glasses on a sunday night listening to 90s female singer songwriter starbucks music. but then i remember i made my bed and i realllyyyy enjoy laying in it. he’s so good to me. literally the perfect man, write it out and that’s him. i’d be a fucking idiot to give that up. also i love dick so much??? i love men too????. i literally laugh at bi erasure bc the spectrum of feelings i experience on a daily basis romantically and sexually is so wide and hard for me to understand. so i guess the answer is: work on my sense of self enough and triggers enough to actually find us a lil girlfriend and see what happens